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CHAPTEE I. 

The streets looked very dismal after a day's 
rain one evening in November. It was quite 
pleasant to see the nimble lamplighter coming 
nearer and nearer, leaving traces of his steps as 
one by one the gas lights jpeeppd out. But the 
lamps, though an improvement in the prospect, 
only showed the pools and the mud the plainer. 
There were but few passengers at any time ; and 
on such an uncomfortable evening as this, scarcely 
one. Here and there an errand boy might be 
seen, sending his voice far before him, as he 
not untunefully sang some popular air, or a 
servant girl with her old-fashioned pattens and 
apron turned over her head, rushed wildly out 
to fasten up the shutters. 



2 HOMX TRIALS. 

This street of which we speak, was, if one 
may say so, the " West End," or aristocratic 
street in the market town of Heathercomhe. 
It had a curious name too, about which an old 
legend ran. "Potacre" Street had but two 
shops in its whole length at this period, but it 
was honoured by the vicarage standing at one 
end, beside two or three other substantial, even 
stately dwellings, with posts and chains before 
the windows. Opposite these houses stood their 
respective stables and coach-houses and gardens, 
while at the back you might believe yourself far 
from a town, so completely was the eye carried 
from the large gardens to fields, and thence to a 
wide sloping common which led to the river. 

Besides these " bettermost " houses, there 
were a few modest but snug dwellings. 

In one of these, stands a maiden lady, peering 
out anxiously yet idly over her neat white mus- 
lin blind. She bids the maid once again " sweep 
up the hearth and be sure that all is ready," 
and returns with an odd kind of frown to look 
up the street and down the street, and observes 
that the rain has ceased. 

There is not much to see, but Miss Fatty- 
Lee likes watching ; and besides it is too early 
to light the candles. Moreover, she knows that 



HOME TBIALB. 3 

Mr. Carlton the Vicar, went out in the middle 
of the day, and to the best of her belief, he has 
not passed since. He evidently had a bad cold 
yesterday in Church, and " if he had a grain of 
prudence he would not be out so late on such a 
damp, raw evening." But it has long been de- 
cided that Mr. Carlton has no prudence at all ; 
hardly common sense, (Miss Lee thinks,) al- 
though he is so " uncommonly clever !" Just 
as Miss Lee's thoughts arrived at this point, 
who should pass the other side of the way, but 
the very man P His umbrella in a sad condition ; 
but in his absence of mind he actually holds it, 
dripping as it is, under his arm ! Miss Lee can 
hardly refrain from rapping at the window to 
remind him. He is talking very eagerly to some 
one — Miss Lee can't make out who, though she 
wishes she could do so, for the unknown is in- 
side and in the shadow. Just then, a very 
brisk firm step passes close to Miss Lee, and a 
merry clear whistle is heard, a sound that has 
something social and cheery in it on this dismal 
evening. The cheerful blaze from Miss Lee's 
parlour fire acts like a magnet, and people can- 
not help looking in. The whistler looks in at 
the fire and on the round table where the china 
tea-set stands, glittering and dancing in the fire 



4 HOME TBI4XS. 

glow. The old-fashioned high-backed chairs, 
the sleeping cat, the very flowers on the carpet 
look charming and tempting too, perhaps by 
force of contrast, though there is enough of 
neatness and comfort in the little low ceiled 
room to attract attention on its own intrinsic 
merits. 

It is a young face, that which looks in so 
almost wistfully, — young and comely, and as with 
an involuntary shiver, he passes his keen ob- 
serving eyes from the room and the fire, to the 
lady in the window ; he touches his hat, with a 
certain air of gallantry, and ceases that martial 
air to which his footsteps keep such true time. 
And Miss Lee's frown vanishes with a pleased 
yet reproachful smile, and she touches the tips 
of her mittened fingers, and shakes both hand 
and head at him. In another moment she is 
rushing wildly towards the door, but checks the 
impulse, murmuring, " No— it won't do — best 
not. Betsy may not like it ; folks are so ill- 
natured and envious about him. But how well 
looking the boy is to be sure!" And then 
turning from her post of observation, Patty 
Lee sinks into a chair, and for five minutes 
falls into a reverie. 

A sharp rat-a-tat-tat rouses her. The par- 



HOME TBIAXiS. 5 

lour door opens, the Utile stout rosy maid 
ushers in a lady, then rushes out and puts up 
her shutters — runs back again, regardless of 
breath and dignity, and soon appears with a 
bright copper kettle and very rosy cheeks, 
while Miss Lee daintily measures out her best 
Souchong from an exquisite old graven tea 
shovel into the quaintest and most venerable 
of silver teapots, "making believe" to scold 
her guest all the time. 

"It is a chilly wet evening, Patty," said her 
friend, drawing in close to the fire. 

" Yes, come, warm your feet, Betsy, and then 
the tea will be drawn. I began to give you 
up," (with a sigh.) 

" Did you ? As if any weather would keep 
me away on this day — your birthday— of which 
I wish you many more happy returns." 

This was spoken in a hearty, comfortable, 
low, soft voice that would go straight to the 
heart. She was plump as a well-stuffed pin- 
cushion, "neat and tight." Once she had 
flaxen hair, but now it was silver. Once her 

* 

blue eyes had been praised and toasted, and 
what is moite, loved, and even now they were 
tender and dewy with the kindly grace of a lov- 
ing good woman's heart. 

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6 HOME TBIALS. 

A greater contrast than these two friends, 
friends since they were sixteen, could not be 
imagined. Patty Lee, angular, brown, stif£ yet 
impulsive, jerking out her words with a sharp stab 
in each ; though often her friends discovered the 
undertone of a deep strong heart, amid all the 
harshness. She was the sole remaining child of 
an old but decayed family, whose forefathers for 
many generations lay buried in the parish 
churchyard. Her father had been a general 
medical practitioner, scouring all the country 
round in his daily visits, — loved and respected. 
He worked hard, but thanks to a frugal wife, 
his hoard increased. He died, leaving six 
children. Only one, Fatty, remained. She 
had been " reared," as she said, in a " prudent, 
thrifty manner ;" now she found her yearly in- 
come more than with her quiet notions she 
knew how to spend. She had no near relations. 
The only kinsman she had, was one she was 
rather ashamed to own as such — one John 
Bracy, who lived about five doors from her, 
and of whom, more anon. Betsy Stafford, her 
life-long Mend, like herself a spinster, and of 
independent, though rather narrow means, had 
not even one kinsman, " no one related or con- 
nected to her," as she sometimes said, a little 



HOME TBIALS. 7 

sadly, " in the whole wide world ;" but never- 
theless, she was "Aunt Betsy," or "Cousin 
Betsy/' to a tribe of all ages, and her gentle 
face lighted up pleasantly, as she remarked, " I 
never need spend a lonely evening ; people are 
so very kind; there are bo many welcomes 
awaiting me." 

"Well, I am rather chilly," Miss Stafford 
allowed, as at last she drew her seat from the 
blaze to the table, and helped herself to Miss 
Lee's muffins. " You see it was school day, and 
I got my feet wet rather ; and then old Ben is 
so ill, and the Vicar so overworked ; and just 
as I was going home, I met poor Grace, looking 
so miserable, I could not help turning back with 
her." 

" I wonder when Grace will ever look other- 
wise than miserable," returned Patty with a little 
dry toss of her head. " In my days, girls were 
content to work hard at home, and were not so 
very thin-skinned ! Now, speak a word of re- 
proof or even advice, and one gets tears ! Tears I 
I am sick of it ; from mother to the youngest ; 
while he, who ought to be the support and 
master. Ah ! pshaw ! . . ." 

"That's the rub; that's the misfortune, 
Patty," returned her friend, with an eye brim 



8 HOME TBZALS. 

« 

full of pity and kindly excuse for her neigh- 
bour's fault. " When— excuse me, you know, 
but really Mr. Bracy w very singular and rather 
trying — when the head is not as one might say, 
quite . . . quite fit for head, all will go wrong. 
Such a clever man too — one who might take 
so respectable, even a high place here, as the 
Vicar remarked. I fear me, Patty, the young 
ones have a hard lot there. I grieve to see 
both Grace and her mother look more and more 
cast down. Even the beauty Judith, even she, 
smiles in a way no young girl does, who has a 
happy, contented heart." 

Fatty Lee heaved a long deep sigh. "It is 
all humbug," she said. " Every family has its 
trials, its 'skeleton' as one may say. Were 
you and I, Betsy, born on a bed of rose leaves ? 
Ah, no ! But the spirit to endure, the feeling 
of obedience is departed, gone quite out of the 
land, Betsy. I hate to hear all the complaints 
all the pity bestowed on those girls. If their 
father is a bit queer, and has a temper, — and — 
and, in feet, if he does make them know that this 
world is a place of trouble, what of it p Best 
know it early. Bend the young twig the way 
the wind will go, and it won't come to breaking 
afterwards. As to John Bracy, I don't stand 



HOME TBIALS. 9 

up for him ; as I told him to his bee, I think 
him a great rascal and an evil-disposed nature. 
But I have no patience with his family neither ; 
no, not a bit of it !" 

There was a pause, and Betsy looked doubt- 
fully at the fire. Presently she remarked, 

" The Vicar is interested in Grace, I think ; 
and how kind he is, to be sure ! He ought to 
make haste and marry." 

" It isn't proper as it is," Miss Patty said, 
shortly. 

" I don't know. You see the income is very 
small, and there is so much to be done here, — 
so many poor. He says if he was married, his 
money and his time would be less at his dis- 
posal. He is so very good. Yet I confess I 
do like a married Clergyman; and I think a 
Clergyman's wife may do a great deal of good. 
Besides, it certainly makes it pleasanter for 
some persons. But Mr. Carlton is above all 
gossip. He is so true, so sincere, bo devoted." 

" He is a good man, I don't doubt. But I 
hate such nonsense, such palaver, such romantic 
nonsense: it will come to no good, mark my 
words ! setting girls to work and think so much 
of themselves! Better keep them tight at 
home, darning or cooking." 



10 HOME TBIALS. 

" I fear we can't reckon long on our Vicar," 
Betsy went on, pursuing her own thoughts. 
" Every one remarks how very ill he looks ; and 
his maid says his cough is bad to hear all night 
long." 

There was now a little break, caused by send- 
ing away the tea-things; after which the two 
friends drew near the fire, both with a piece of 
knitting. 

" I wonder who that could be who was walk- 
ing with the Vicar just now," observed Patty. 

" Most likely it was Mr. Bracy. I saw them 
pass my window together ; and I know he — that 
is, Mr. Bracy — was looking for Mr. Carlton 
some time." 

" Queer," said Fatty, with a little dry clear- 
ing of the throat. Then the knitting-pins 
worked very fast indeed. " Shouldn't wonder 
if it was about Grace. Bracy is half wild about 
it; and I know there was a scene the other 
day: he scolding and storming, and Grace 
crying ; and the mother fainted in the middle." 

"Does he object to her working in the 
parish?" 

" Yes ; and he is partly right there too. But 
still he is hard to please ; and it is shocking to 
hear his language." 



HOME TBIALS. 11 

"Very shocking. Poor Mrs. Bracy looks 
very frail and poorly, and — " 

"Always piping and droning," put in Fatty, 
impatiently. "Enough to stir a warm man's 
blood. Such a lackadaisical, poor body, I never 
saw. I don't think the girls take after her, 
except, perhaps, that little Lyddy, who is always 
on the fret. I know, if Judith was my child, 
I'd use a rod, or lock her up! She is bold 
enough for a dozen ; and Grace, though she is 
quieter, has a strong, if not an obstinate will of 
her own. Pooh ! I've no patience with people's 
setting up to be saints, not I !" 

"But you like people to try their best to 
emulate saints, I am sure," said Betsy, in a 
pleading tone* "But I agree with you," she 
added, in a deprecating way ; " I don't like any 
assumption of superiority, any implying, ' I am 
better than others.' " 

" Are you thinking of — How does that affair 
about Harry Yane go on?" Betsy said, pre- 
sently, looking up a little timidly as she spoke. 

Patty gave the fire a trimming poke or two, 
as if she was willing to expend some of her feel- 
ings on it, before she trusted to her voice. 

u Go on ? It don't go on at all. He is not 
'pious/ not * devout' enough for her I Poor 



12 HOME TBIALS. 

lad ! of course it can end but one way. If he 
takes to bad courses, I know on whose bead it 
ought to fall ; and I hope it will too." 

"I always wonder at her courage," Betsy 
said. " Do you know, Patty, I can't help feel- 
ing respect for the resolution. He is so very 
winning, so handsome ; most girls would take 
him. But he may be steadier; he is very 
young. There is hope yet." 

" There is none ! I know the spirit of that 
family!" and Fatty paused, and checked a sigh. 
" They are proud : he iB proud. Bejected now, 
he won't stoop to clear himself, or play the re- 
pentant hypocrite— not he ! But if she had 
loved him, as she ought to do, if she is flesh and 
blood, such a warm, loving heart as he has would 
have gradually come round. He would have 
made a good man. Ab it is — " 

" And you don't think it dangerous to take 
that for granted, even without any time for 
proof? Ah, Fatty ! all the affection and love — 
what is it, without something else P With the 
example of her father before her, and her own 
really deep principles, do you know, I can't 
wonder, indeed I can't. Depend on it, it is a 
hard trial to her. Her very looks show how 
she feels it." 



HOME TBIALS. 13 

" The more the better— a little, set up, prim 
humbug !" 

" No, no, Patty, you are wrong. Tour love 
for the lad prejudices you : it does indeed. I 
am loth to say it, but indeed, indeed, I know 
more than one very bad thing of him. That 
last report was but too true. I saw myself — " 
and here she lowered her voice to a whisper. 

Fatty heard with a darkened brow, and very 
grave she looked ; but she only said, sharply, 

" Nonsense, Betsy ! You ought to be above 
such gossip ! Besides, men will be men. It is 
a bad place for a young fellow here, so watched 
as he is. If you only saw him come in here as 
he does, so pleasant, so boyish — ah ! I didn't 
think it of you> Betsy. But that Vicar and all 
these new-fangled notions, daily services and 
the like, has turned you, I see. You are severe ; 
but if all the world has a stone to cast on my 
boy, I'll stand up for him, that I will ! Poor 
Harry! poor lad!" 

" Wouldn't it be good for him to get that ap- 
pointment they spoke of? He is clever: idle- 
ness does so much harm at his age," suggested 
Betsy. 

" O yes ! exile him at once ! send him off, no 
matter where, among the blacks and wretches ; 

o 



14 HOME TBIAIiS. 

and let him sin and do as he likes, and as others 
do; only we shan't know it: and then he'll 
return here with a fat purse, and be a worthy, 
respected man! Transport him at once to 
Botany Bay! If he is as bad as you make 
out, he can't be far from deserving it, I am 
sure!" 

"Don't be angry, Fatty. Hark! what's 
that ?" 

"If you please, ma'am, shall I let any one 
in ?" inquired the maid. 

"It can only be one — Harry Vane," an- 
swered Miss Fatty, resentfully. "No, Anne, 
tell him I'm engaged. — Of course you won't 
care to have such a — such a — " 

But Miss Betsy's earnest remonstrance and 
Fatty's feigned anger were useless. A loud 
rapping with knuckles, and a whistle of a merry 
tune, made Anne turn with a broad smile of 
welcome, saying, "Oh, it is only Master 
Harry !" and knowing him to be a favoured as 
well as constant guest, she opened the front door. 

" Why, Anne, where have you been ? Flirt- 
ing at the back door, I'll wager* Woman ! are 
you aware that it rains ?" 

" Miss Stafford's with the missis, sir," pleaded 
Anne. 



HOMB TBIALS. 15 

" Indeed ! I thought she'd he all alone, and 
' wery melancholy ;' so I came to enliven her, d'ye 
see P There, don't say I've brought any mud to 
your carpets," he added, after a vigorous shoe* 
rubbing, and passing his fingers through a thick 
mass of curly and bright chestnut hair, with 
another smile and a little twinkle in his eye at 
Anne, which sent her back to her kitchen fully 
convinced that a pleasanter, handsomer young 
man never existed than her mistress's godson, 
and deciding that all the strange stories circu- 
lating in the town about his doings were the 
fruits of envy and ill-nature. 

" I hope I don't intrude," the new comer said 
with a bow, pausing on the threshold, and look- 
ing on the cosy little picture, of the two old 
ladies, the cat, and the well-kept room. "I 
fear I disturb important consultations. I be- 
lieved to find my respected godmother alone. 
Good evening, ma'am," he added, as Betsy 
drew a chair, and signed for him to come 
near. 

Patty, meanwhile, did not find it easy to re- 
cover herself. Her feelings were warm, and her 
features somewhat stiff. Harry, knowing her 
countenance well, guessed that something was 
wrong. He put his hand — such a strong hand 



16 HOME TBIALS. 

— on her thin arm, and with a winning sweet- 
ness, hard to resist, said, 

"Come, now, what is it? See! my shoes 
ain't dirty! I was a good boy, and wiped 
them." 

"How cold you are, Harry!" Fatty an- 
swered. 

" Well, I shall soon get warm here. Ah, 
Aunt Betsy, if you wish to insure your life, and 
your habits were known, no office would receive 
you. I saw you pattering about, on such a day 
as this has been." 

" Weather never frightens me." 

"TTmph! no. The Parson, too, is proof, it 
seems, and the whole tribe of * district visitors,' 
or whatever they're called. I've a great mind 
to study physic, now. If things go on at this 
rate, a doctor will have a good berth here in a 
few years. But, I say, what treason have you 
been plotting P Don't deny it : I saw by your 
faces when I came in. Why, Aunt Fatty looks 
guilty now even." 

. " Nonsense, silly boy ! You had better not 
ask about what doesn't concern you." 

" How do I know it doesn't P Why, now, 
I'll bet you half a pound of Souchong against a 
dozen of cigars that it does concern me." 



HOME TBIALS. 17 

" Nonsense. Are 70a of so very much im- 
portant, do 70a suppose?" 

" Seems I am. Do 70a mean, that I don't 
form the staple for almost all the fire-side tea- 
table talk in the place ? I'm not by nature in- 
clined to vanity; but if people will drag me 
into a public character, why, what can a poor 
fellow do ?" And he stroked his whiskers, and 
put on an affected and conceited look. 

" You ought to be ashamed of it, instead of 
joking ! Why will you provoke people to talk by 
your madcap ways P What did you do only last 
Sunday P For shame, Harry I" said Miss Fatty. 

" Spare me I That unlucky, confounded run- 
away brute of a horse has brought me enough 
into mischief. I have heard of nothing else. I 
am sick of it." 

" Why don't you leave it off, then ? Harry, 
Harry, what are you coming to ?" said Fatty, 
finding it hard to keep her face grave, as she 
caught his roguish and defiant look. 

"I wish I knew myself: coming to — to — 
misery, perhaps! Who knows?" And a 
shadow crossed his face, painful to see. 

Miss Betsy shook her head, but said nothing. 
Miss Fatty gave a jerk in her seat, and dropped 
some stitches, while she said, 

o2 



18 HOME TBIALS. 

"0 fie, O fie!" 

For a little time silence fell on them all: 
Harry biting his lips, his hands in his pockets, 
and his feet on the fender. What he saw in 
the red-hot coals is not known ; no pleasant 
shape, certainly. But it was not his nature to 
remain long in this mood ; and he soon began 
stroking the cat the wrong way, in spite of 
Miss Betsy's mild remonstrances. 

" I won't have my cat worried, Harry !" said 
Miss Fatty. " I can't think what ails the boy 
to-night," she added, pettishly; for she was 
provoked at his saying or doing anything which 
could possibly make any one else think him 
wrong. She was angry at his " letting out " in 
this way before her friend. " It was so per- 
verse," she thought, " at any other time when I 
am alone he is so good and proper ; even reading 
to me, if my eyes are weak." 

As he continued to worry poor puss, Miss 
Betsy tried to coax the animal to her sheltering 
care, murmuring, " Poor creature I she doesn't 
like it/' and so on. 

" Don't you see, Miss Stafford, some folks are 
perverse by nature. Now, when I find persons 
shocked, and so on, I invariably go a great deal 
further than I should, were I left alone," 



HOME TBIALS. 19 

" You needn't boast of it, Harry," remarked 
Patty. 

" Some horses are easier led than driven," he 
remarked. 

"Sing us a song, do, Harry!" said Miss 
Fatty. 

" Ay, do, now ; I love a song," said Betsy. 

" What shall it be ? I suppose nothing but 
a hymn will go down P A ballad is profane, eh, 
Aunt Patty ?" 

" Sing the one about The Admiral," she an- 
swered, shaking her head reprovingly too. 

And after a little more talk, he gave that pa- 
thetic — for so it is, if properly sung — and pretty 
song; his mellow, flexible voice being as good 
as his ear was correct and true. One song fol- 
lowed another till they were surprised to find it 
supper time. 

. Harry's spirits were now in full flow, and he 
kept both ladies laughing and merry, till Miss 
Betsy insisted on going. Then he would see 
her home, guiding her so gently and ably 
through the rough and dirty pavement, that her 
kind heart was quite won; and she was more 
inclined that night to agree with her friend Patty, 
that perhaps returned love might prove a better 
guide than anything else for this wayward boy. 



20 HOME TBIAXS. 

But poor Harry Vane was one of those beings 
who, with every loveable quality, have no self- 
control. Easily led, soon tempted, he had never 
learned to say, "No." After leaving Miss 
Stafford at her borne, as he turned to go to his 
house, he met one who might be called his 
bane. A few artful and judicious words upset 
poor Harry's previous resolutions ; and when at 
last, after a wild night, he timidly knocked at 
his father's door, a window opened, and a few 
stern words informed him that " he might sleep 
where he could ; he had forfeited all right to a 
home there." 

"Moreover," his father added, as Harry 
turned away, "understand this: I don't wish 
to see you again. I wash my hands of yon 
from this hour. Do you hear?" 

"Yes, I hear. Good-bye, then." The last 
words were spoken in a forced and indifferent 
manner. 

The window was closed, the light soon put 
out, and Harry passed away, never again to 
cross the threshold as his home. 



HOME TBIAL8. 21 



CHAPTER H. 

The Mr. Bracy mentioned in the last chapter, 
lived only a few doors from Miss Lee, and, as it 
has been said, he was a distant relation of hers. 
His father had been a man of moderate but in- 
dependent fortune, and himself had been edu- 
cated at first for a doctor; but, with every 
chance of a good prospect before him, he sud- 
denly threw it up, got into dire disgrace while 
"walking the hospitals " in Edinburgh through 
his violent temper, and after some interval spent 
in no improving way, he submitted to take the 
place of a clerk in a bank at a neighbouring 
town, where his uncle had a considerable share* 
Here, too, he failed through dislike of punctu- 
ality and restraint, though his abilities gained 
him a good reputation. There was another idle 
time, during which he fell in love with a pretty 
though somewhat weak girl, daughter to a well- 
to-do retired tradesman in the same town as the 
bank was. 

Her father would not hear of marriage till the 
young man had a trade and could maintain a 
wife. This induced him to try a shop ; and his 



22 HOME TBIAXfl. 

father was at last induced to buy him in as junior 
partner to the old-established house of Pearce 
and Co., henceforth to be Pearce and Bracy. 
For a time all went well. Bracy could be 
agreeable when he chose, and pleased the cus- 
tomers as well as his partner, going regularly to 
spend his Sunday with his sweetheart. 

Still her father delayed consent, wishing to 
prove Bracy* s steadiness. But the lover's force 
of character prevailed, and he persuaded Lydia 
Banks that marriage would be quite as good, if 
brought about by Mr. Johns the Presbyterian 
Minister, as in the old parish church by the 
Rector. So one day, they managed to avoid 
scrutiny, and arrived that Sunday evening at 
Heathercombe, taking possession of a small 
house he had rented, as man and wife. All 
went well for a time ; and old Banks seeing his 
son-in-law remained constant to his shop, and 
that his daughter expressed becoming contrition, 
but assured her father that Bracy was an ex- 
cellent husband, he came round, and made them 
a present of £1000. 

This put the young couple into good spirits. 
The business was flourishing, and Bracy's father 
required nothing as repayment, merely saying, 
he considered that to be his son's share of his 



HOME TBIALS. 23 

fortune, and should in consequence leave him no 
more in his will. In after years, when the sky 
was stormy, poor Lydia Bracy used to think, 
if she had but waited and been married in the 
church, it would have turned out better. She 
was a well meaning woman, but ill taught, and 
with but little moral courage or energy ; so that 
when troubles came, with a young family, and 
through her husband's temper, added to his 
volatile mind, which never rested long in one 
line, she sank at once, and in a dolorous tone of 
voice was fond of warning young people to " get 
married in the church, for the meeting houses 
were not the same thing at all." Poor Mrs. 
Bracy did not know, and had never been taught 
in what they failed or differed ; but she knew 
she was wrong to deceive her father : and it is 
always the case, that we may trace much trial 
and trouble from one false step. If we only 
know little, but act up to that little, it will 
lead us on in knowledge and light; but if 
we are faithless, even to the teaching of our 
own hearts, we get darker and darker. So 
true it is, that obedience is at the root of 
holiness. 

Bracy had abilities which under better guid- 
ance might have done himself and others good ; 



24 HOME TBIALS. 

as it was, they became a snare. One theory 
and scheme after another arose, and not one 
was worked out with perseverance, but given up 
at the first difficulty, and something new took 
its place. He soon got tired of his monotonous 
duties in the grocery shop, and thought his ta- 
lents might be better used than in weighing out 
sugar and coffee, or keeping correct accounts ; 
so, gradually, he deserted the shop and trusted 
it to a foreman, while he worried his wife by 
turning the house upside down in his experi- 
ments. Now, he had discovered an entirely new 
use for steam. Now, a new way of painting 
wood, warranted to last for ever. Every month 
some fresh plan for making a fortune, was con- 
sidered infallible, while his business was neg- 
lected. One success had the bad effect of so 
raising his hopes, that he insisted on cutting the 
shop altogether, thereby offending Mr. Pearce 
and losing a considerable sum of money. After 
a weary time of difficulty, disappointment, and 
excitement, which very nearly brought his wife 
to her death-bed, and injured his never very 
good temper, he made enough money by an in- 
vention in machinery, to justify him in his own 
eyes in removing to a much better house, in 
which he claimed all the attics for his own 



HOME TEIALS. 25 

work-rooms, and soon destroyed the nice garden 
in building a furnace and other things, which 
no one saw the use of but himself. 

His wife found none of her remonstrances 
any use, so she left off advising, and unfortu- 
nately took to fretting and grumbling. This, 
with her natural want of energy and bad ma- 
nagement, and the children's disorder, soon 
drove Bracy away from his home. He was 
never there, except shut up in his work-room ; 
and as his wild projects failed and money became 
scarcer and scarcer, his temper became so violent, 
that his wife grew to dread his appearance, and 
the children hid away from him. 

At last, when actual poverty knocked at the 
door, and debts were increasing, he moodily con- 
sented to try another way of business, and set 
up as a " glove cutter," rather proud of proving 
how soon he could learn a trade. Heathercombe 
was a great place for the manufacture of gloves. 
Many hundreds of women gained a livelihood 
there and in the adjoining villages, by sew- 
ing gloves : while the men called glove-cut- 
ters drove a thriving trade, and others were 
employed in "grounding," or preparing the 
skins for the peculiar glove called at one time 
"beaver." 



26 HOME TBIAL8. 

Though Bracy did not like steady work, nei- 
ther did he like poverty; and having had a 
pretty sharp taste of what that was, he now 
with tolerable good will kept so many hours a 
day regularly to his new work. He was lucky, 
and for some years their income had been good. 
Money fell to him also, from unexpected sources ; 
some from a brother who died in America, and 
again a maiden aunt left him all her savings. 
Bracy grew fond of money. He gave up his 
old pursuits, to a great extent ; but his wife had 
no cause to rejoice. His leisure hours were not 
better spent ; and many an unseemly and sad 
scene took place, when he returned home of a 
night, his temper ruffled by both play and drink. 
It was also a matter of difficulty for Mrs. Bracy 
to get money to pay for the children's schooling, 
while for any work of charity she had to refuse, 
or appropriate money wanted for other pur- 
poses. 

At the time of our story, they still occupied 
the large house in Fotacre Street, with an ex- 
tensive garden, never in a tidy state. Every 
market day, quite a crowd might be seen round 
the back door, of persons bringing back gloves 
or fetching more. He had the character of 
being a hard master, but that did not lessen his 



H01OB TBIALS. 27 

custom. His eldest son was now in the business. 
There were three grown up, — John, Judith, 
and Grace ; then came a lad called Bobert, in 
his teens ; and then four younger girls. Four 
lay buried: "A long family," as poor Mrs. 
Bracy was wont to sigh out. "Poor Mro. 
Bracy!" No one oyer mentioned her name 
without this epithet. It was difficult to ima- 
gine she could ever have been young or 
pretty. "It was difficult," as Harry Vane 
once said, "to imagine the sun ever to shine on 
her." She was like Borne wretched plant, reared 
in a cellar unhealthily, colourless, though not 
actually white. Her eyes had always unshed 
tears ; her hair, dry and frizzly, of a dull whity* 
brown, now plentifully streaked with grey, al- 
ways stood on end, with little bits of thread, or 
dust, or straw, adhering to it. She grew thinner 
and thinner, till her clothes looked as if a touch 
would bring all down. Her feet swelled, so she 
always went down at heels. Her eyes were 
weak, wherefore, she was always deficient in 
buttons and strings, and her fingers liked to 
have a peep at the world through the gloves. 
Her voice was the most pitiful sound you can 
conceive,— something like, only not so musical 
as, the piping of the wind through a narrow 



28 HOME TBIALS. 

crevice, dying away in a wail. She had bo long 
been ailing and ill, that people ceased to realise 
it, and now, when disease was really at work, it 
was put down as "fancy," or Mrs. Bracy's 
u nerves." 

What could the children be, under these cir- 
cumstances ? Their childhood was a perpetual 
succession of illnesses. They always had severe 
colds, and were always meeting with accidents. 
One of them was burnt to death, and those yet 
alive all bore marks of hair-breadth escape from 
Borne danger. They were sworn at and scolded 
by their father, and whined over by their mother. 
They were always " naughty," so that they came 
to believe it a word of no especial signification. 
They passed through a rather rough life, and 
three of them were remarked now as fine and 
well-grown. Judith was more. She was a 
beauty: a handsome, self-willed, haughty girl, 
who rebelled against the domestic discomfort, 
and had purpose and energy enough to carry 
through several reforms, as far as regarded her 
own particular comfort and taste. She insisted 
on opening and bringing into daily use a good- 
sized sitting room, from which she excluded the 
"children" and which with her own hands she 
kept in order. Her drawings — for she had con- 



HOME TBIiXS. 29 

siderable talent — hung on the walls. There 
was a second-hand piano-forte : for Bracy both 
loved music and understood it, and bought an 
instrument as soon as his girls could learn. By 
it stood a violin-case and a flute,— father and 
sons both occasionally playing. 

Mr. Bracy had his vanity, as well as pride* 
He was proud of his name, and of tracing it 
back to landed proprietors in the county. He 
liked to usher a guest into a well-furnished room, 
and did not grudge buying a new carpet and 
sofa, when Judith returned from school with 
notions somewhat raised. 

John, the eldest, was sullen and reserved. 
He disliked being a glove-cutter, and never quite 
forgave his father for insisting on it. He was 
called handsome, and was so, as far as regularity 
of feature goes. 

Grace was not a beauty, but was very nice- 
looking. She would have been quite pretty, if 
she had looked happier. But from her birth she 
had been singularly grave and quiet. She was 
sensitive and rather timid, inheriting some of 
her father's speculative and imaginative qualities, 
without his brilliant, showy talents: for Bracy 
bad a wonderful power*— a quick and ready com- 
prehension, with a decided gift for speech. No 

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30 HOME TBIALS. 

one could better entertain a party ; no one made 
a better speech. But for a temper ever prone 
to take offence and not ready to forgive, he would 
have been a very popular man. As it was, the 
world did not fully know what his temper was. 
He kept his sunny side for strangers, and his 
storms for home. Grace feared him, and early 
learnt to cling to her mother. As she grew old 
enough to understand things, she felt all her 
mother's wrongs deeply and soon tried to help 
her. 

With anything like good teaching or example, 
Grace would have been invaluable in that family. 
As it was, her mother called her her only 
and best comfort ; and it was Grace who turned 
a willing and sympathising ear to her mother's 
sufferings, and Grace who tried to keep the 
younger ones in anything like order. But 
though she tried hard, she did not succeed in 
establishing any order in the household,°and her 
timidity and lack of hopefulness, caused her to 
give it up in despair. But she never understood 
how her sister Judith could go out and enjoy 
society, or whatever pleasure offered, apparently 
forgetting home troubles. In Grace's ear, there 
was ever the echo of a sigh and dismal intona- 
tion, or her mother's weary eyes seemed to fol- 



JBOMB TBIALS. 31 

low her in sad reproach; or, worse still, she 
shuddered at the remembrance of loud, angry 
words, and violent gestures. Grace preferred 
remaining at home. Her greatest treat was 
listening to music, when on rare occasions a 
family concert was held. She did not play much 
herself, though she could sing, and when re- 
quired, take her part correctly in a glee. 

Her best loved of the set was the fourth child, 
Robert, — yet he was a source of keen anxiety, 
too : for he had a taste for getting into mischief, 
and thereby offending his father, with whom he 
was no favourite. Judith was generally most in 
favour. Her beauty and showy attainments 
pleased him ; and though they sometimes argued 
and battled, in a way terrible to Grace, on the 
whole Judith got on the best with her father. 
Through his love for music, she could generally 
" manage " him, and get him to acquiesce in her 
wish for society. She knew his weak points, 
too, and could work on them for her own 
ends. But with all this selfishness, Judith 
was the favourite of the family,— of all, save 
the mother. 

The young people were in a somewhat awk- 
ward or undefined position with respect to their 
footing in the town. Mr. Bracy, being descended 



32 HOME TBIALS. 

from an old family, and from his own abilities, 
had made a place for himself. It was his own 
fault, if he did not take part among the more 
respectable inhabitants. Here he felt his wife 
to be a drag ; and it had been one cause of bit- 
terness between them. His cousin, Miss Lee, 
visited every one ; and through her, Judith con- 
trived to get a footing where she would hardly 
otherwise have had one. It was her ambition 
to be received as one of the "young ladies 9 ' 
of Heathercombe ; and a great triumph it was 
when, after a hard battle at home, she managed 
to gain the victory, and attend the Yeomanry 
Cavalry Ball, and her hand Was sought eagerly 
by the very best partners. She spent much 
time in contriving to get invited by the one or 
two families supposed to take the lead in the 
society. She had not yet succeeded, but lived 
in hopes. Though only a county town, it was 
at this period, Borne twenty years since, well 
stocked with inhabitants of independent means, 
— such people as now would be found living at 
fashionable watering-places, or abroad* 

There were many excellent houses, and all 
were filled. Strange to say, this place was di- 
vided into parties or circles. A few individuals, 
more social than fastidious, mixed equally in 



HOMB TBIALS. 83 

both, but otherwise they were divided into two 
sets, and very often two wholly distinct parties 
would go on daring the same evening. It did 
not appear to lead to any bitterness or ill-will. 
Precedence was naturally accorded to a few old 
families, and neither the doctor's nor attorney's 
wife and daughters thought of taking offence, 
but enjoyed their own tea parties quite as much. 
During the winter, regular assemblies were 
held ; and to these any one bearing a respectable 
character was admitted. Some of the county 
people also attended, and, as Miss Lee observed, 
"there was room enough for all, if people behaved 
well and knew their places." 

Now though the glove-cutting was profitable, 
it was scarcely what Judith's ambition desired. 
She wished to go to the balls, as her " father's 
daughter," and not as "Miss Lee's pretty 
cousin," she said. 

This observation struck an answering chord 
in the father's heart ; and one evening, being 
otherwise chafed, after hearing his wife utter a 
pitiful request for Judith not to be so ambitious 
or upsetting them, just as things were com* 
fortable, he swore that he was tired of the trade. 
With his powers, he could certainly do some- 
thing better than cut out gloves, or even lend 



84 HOME TBIALS. 

his name to the concern ; for as to the actual 
work, he had long ceased to touch it. Judith 
was right. He had as good a right to be an 
esquire as any man there. He should either 
take a farm or set up a bank. John might 
keep up the present concern : as to Robert— 
he was to be articled to Mr. Shaw at once. 

At which threat Mrs. Bracy burst into tears, 
and had to go to bed, pouring out her fears and 
troubles to faithful Grace, at this new notion, 
which would and must end in total ruin. 

Within the last year a good deal of stir had 
been made in the town, by the death of the old 
Vicar and induction of a new man. The former 
clergyman had been a pleasant, gentlemanly per- 
son, with a handsome fortune of his own. He 
was therefore able to give liberally, and was 
liked by the poor. He was thought proud, and 
his wife still prouder. No one was more de- 
termined in keeping her visiting list select than 
she had been ; and though once in the course 
of two years or so, she made it a point to ac- 
cept an invitation at one or two houses in the 
second set, it was quite understood to be a con- 
descension on her part, and received as an 
honour. She did it from motives of duty, she 
said, as the Vicar's wife. But gradually old dis- 



HOMB TBIALS. 35 

tinctions and old feelings were giving way to 
new. 

The present Vicar was young, and a man of 
the day ; somewhat levelling perhaps, and ut- 
terly ignoring all distinction of caste, visiting 
both sets indiscriminately, and amused by such 
petty distinctions. He had no private for- 
tune, and the living was a poor one. So he 
did not think of marrying, and strove to 
make up by earnest and hard work for his 
smaller alms. People had not quite made up 
their minds about him. The old plentiful gifts 
and handsome subscriptions were missed ; and 
although Mr. Carlton brought new comfort to 
many a hitherto unvisited sick-bed or poor err- 
ing soul, not considered "respectable," I am 
sorry to say many persons thought he lost dig- 
nity by going so very much about the poor. 

The silken robes, the silken hose, and careful 
turn out of the old Vicar, and his wife's stately 
appearance, and their footman and carriage-and- 
pair, was something to be proud of. It carried 
weight. The Lord Bishop himself dined at the 
vicarage then ! Thither came the noblest and 
richest in the land ! Now, only a school girl 
was promoted to open the Vicar's door. There 
was no carriage, not even a horse, and no dinner 



36 HOME TBIALS. 

parties ! The extent of Mr. Carlton's hospi- 
tality was asking a few clerical friends to din- 
ner and a yearly school feast, with occasional tea 
drinking among those who helped him in his 
parish, in which he tried to enrol both old, and 
young, and middle-aged ladies; and stranger 
still, — men! All this was new and strange. 
People doubted and feared. 

But the Vicar went quietly on his own way. 
He was a man of good judgment, and knew 
what he was about. He had a great stock of 
patience, and could afford to wait, he said, till 
he had proved himself no dangerous person, 
only a hard working and poor clergyman. He 
had the gift of preaching, too, which went far 
to coyer his supposed defects. In this one 
respect, even the staunchest supporter of the 
good old way could not avoid confessing an 
improvement ; for, truth to say, the late Vicar 
had grown sadly dry and prosy in his old age, 
and never had been particularly famous for his 
sermons at any time. 

At first, attracted by the novelty, the old 
church was much filled ; many hitherto attend- 
ing at the dissenting chapels, merely because 
they liked a good preacher, came back to the 
old seats in the old church. Yet, before many 



HOME TRIALS. 37 

months had pasBed, there was evidently a great 
movement and stir among the Dissenters. Per- 
haps they found it was time for them to be 
awake and at work ; the easy-going time having 
passed away, and this Vicar working somewhat 
in their own way, by his systematic visiting and 
being always at hand to exhort and to advise. 
It was also whispered here and there that he 
was a great reformer, and no good could come of 
so many new-fangled ways, and so much of ser- 
vices, teaching and education. When the fifth of 
November came round, Mr. Carlton, though he 
gave his pence towards a bonfire on the com- 
mon, ventured to hint he thought it high time 
to cease burning Guy Eawkes, and questioned 
the ragged urchin, " who it was thus annually 
burnt ?" Then people looked grave, and feared 
Mr. Carlton was scarcely orthodox, and soon a 
dreaded, dreadful word was whispered over tea- 
tables, and threats were uttered of leaving the 
Church, which coming to the ears of the dis- 
senting ministers, they naturally made the most 
of, and even preached about it on the following 
Sunday. 

Mr. Bracy's house being nearly opposite to 
the Vicarage, tended towards his making an 
early acquaintance with them. He won Mrs. 

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39 HOKE THIOLS. 

Bracy's heart very soon, by his kind sympathis- 
ing manner and visiting her during one of her 
now frequent attacks of suffering. He thought 
her very ill indeed, and it was new to this poor 
woman to hear her pain allowed by any one. 
He listened patiently to her long and tearful 
history, and strongly advised change of air and 
plenty of fresh air every day. He took pains 
to draw Grace out of her retiring shyness, and 
prevailed at last so for, as to get her to teach in 
the Sunday school. He lent her books too, and 
gave her hints as to the management of roses, 
which he said if he could afford the time and 
the money, he should indulge himself in ; with 
Judith he made way through the medium of 
musie. But she was almost offended at his pro- 
position for her to help in the choir in Church. 
Judith considered that a step beneath her, who 
even refrained from lending her magnificent 
voice, as one of the congregation. She had 
some undefined notion that it was "vulgar " to 
sing in Church, or to join in the responses, and 
had often reprimanded Grace for doing so. She 
at last succeeded in silencing her sister by calling 
it " affectation," a word which often prevailed 
to frighten Grace, when other arguments failed. 
At first Mr. Bracy seemed to like the new 



HOME TRIALS. 89 

Vicar, and had even gone to Church of a morn- 
ing to hear the sermon, which he praised after- 
wards for its point, clear argument, and choice of 
language. But ere long, Mr. Carlton offended 
him in some way, and he withdrew altogether from 
Church in consequence, and grumbled at Judith 
for consenting to take part in a music meet- 
ing Mr. Carlton wished to get up in the town. 
Mrs. Bracy after this was ill at ease and timid 
as to Mr. Carlton's visits to her, and much to 
Grace's dislike, made many contrivances to keep 
it from the father's knowledge. In one or two 
public matters, it happened that Mr. Carlton 
and Mr. Bracy differed, and although Mr. Carl- 
ton had judged it advisable to be very cautious, 
and had refrained from commenting on Bracy's 
habits of life, Bracy had a misgiving about it, 
and was himself conscious that it was such as 
the Vicar could not approve. This served to 
keep him at a distance. Every evening he 
brought home some new anecdote of the Far- 
son's " red hot " ways, or some bit of gossip as 
to his sayings and doings. He even went so far 
once, as to declare, he should forbid any mem- 
ber of his family from attending a Church where 
roch doctrine was preached; but as no one 
breathed a word of remonstrance or even sur- 



40 HOME THIALS. 

prise, this threat died away, and had not been 
renewed. 

They even began to fancy that Mr. Bracy did 
not observe, or if he observed, did not dislike, 
the increasing intercourse between his family 
and the Vicar. But they were mistaken. One 
of Mr. Bracy's peculiarities was his aptitude for 
taking strong dislikes, almost antipathies. Sad 
to say, he bad done so with regard to his own 
child Grace. It would almost seem as if he lost 
all self-control with regard to her. Her pre- 
sence in the room was a jar ; the sound of her 
voice a positive annoyance. If he did not speak 
it, his looks expressed but too clearly his dis- 
like, and often made the poor girl shrink and 
tremble, though it was only lately she had sus- 
pected the truth. She had, of course, always 
known she was no favourite, and meekly re- 
signed any such distinction to her sister. She 
never expected notice or kindness. She knew 
her father's temper to be touchy and even 
violent, but it was long before she saw how in- 
variably it burst upon her bead. And now 
suspecting it more and more, she kept it to her- 
self. She would not add one drop to her mo- 
ther's overflowing cup of trouble, and hoped 
she had not observed it. 



HOME TEIALS. 41 

The mother on the other hand, prayed earn- 
estly that her child might never see it in its 
terrible truth and strength. She had thought 
of trying to get Grace away from home, as a 
teacher or governess, — anywhere to be happy ; 
but it was so hard to lose this only comfort, 
and Grace was so fond of home too, and so very 
shy. Nor had she been to Bchool like Judith, 
and though she had good sense and refined 
taste, her mother judged her as inferior to 
Judith, and doubted her being quite capable of 
acting as governess. As her illness increased, 
and she knew her days were numbered, the 
poor mother looked with painful fear on thiB 
child's future. 

It occupied her much, but every plan failed, 
till she even desired, if it could be, that her own 
sorely tried and suffering life might be pro- 
longed, in order to be near Grace. At one 
time, brighter hopes began to spring up. She 
found that in spite of Judith's monopoly of all 
the notice and admiration, there was one who 
appreciated her dear shy Grace. How the 
mother loved him ! How she watched the rise 
and progress of this attachment, and what good 
hopes she built on it for Grace's future happi- 
ness ! Now this was all gone. It was a sad 

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42 HOME TRIALS. 

story, and the misery of it had considerably in- 
creased Mrs. Bracy's complaint. But haying 
so far described the position of the Bracy 
family, with regard to their home circle, and 
with respect to their neighbours, it is time to 
close this chapter, and let events and people 
speak for themselves. 



CHAPTER III. - 

" Om word, Grace ! I entreat you to hear 
me, to give me a few moments ! Grace !" 

Grace Bracy had taken her two younger sis- 
ters for a walk, partly to please them, apd partly 
to leave the house quiet for the sick mother. 
She looked herself pale and weary. As she 
passed through a narrow lane, shadowed by a 
line of tall Scotch firs which grew out of the 
hedge, she was conscious that footsteps were 
somewhere near, and she turned to see ; but no 
one was behind. A low spoken " Grace !" how- 
ever, made her look up, and Harry Vane stood 
looking over the hedge, leaning against a fir- 
tree. He had been there long watching her, 



HOME TBIAL8. 43 

waiting to see if haply she might look that way. 
She had chosen this lane for shelter from the 
cold wind, and it amused the children to gather 
up some of the fir cones. 

But although she well knew the field belonged 
to Mr. Yane, and had before now met Harry 
there, waiting to join her in a walk, on this day 
her eyes were not once lifted in that direction. 
Slowly she paced up and down ; but when he 
spoke, a bright crimson spread over her face, 
and she trembled. She said " Good morning," 
and passed on. Then came that entreaty, — and 
it was followed up by a desperate scrambling 
jump from the field into the lane. His hand 
was on her shoulder, and he bent down, deter- 
mined to meet her eye. She shook her head, 
but could not speak a word: as he prolonged 
his reproachful but searching gaze, tears rose 
and stood in her eyes. 

" Tou are sorry, then ! Gome — let us have a 
talk. There is no one to watch, with their 
dreadful malice and slander," and he tried to 
draw her hand on to his arm, but she resisted : 

"No, Harry, don't!" 

" I suppose I am not good enough ! Do you 
think I shall pollute you if you take my arm ?" 
he said, bitterly. 



44 HOME TBIALS. 

"I thought you were gone away!*' she pre- 
sently said. 

" Where P Did you really think that, Grace ? 
Should I go without trying to see you P" 

" I hoped so, after what has happened. Where 
is the good of it P" 

"You hoped so! and what has happened P 
If you mean my governor shutting me out be- 
cause I was rather late, you know well enough 
it must hare come to that sooner or later. I 
can't — no one could — stand such crabbed ty» 
ranny. You needn't be shocked, Grace. I 
speak out what on my soul I believe you think in 
your own heart, — at least I hope you do. Yes, I 
hope you are sensible that your father is not 
kind : it would argue a want of proper spirit of 
self-respect otherwise. Well, you can conceal 
your thoughts, — I can't ; out they must come. 
The fact is, my home is not particularly pleasant 
to me, and every one knows yours is not to you. 
Your mother has owned as much to me, and 
even begged me to be kind to you, — yes, to make 
her poor Grace happier than she had been. 
True, I assure you ; I don't say I am one of 
your pious sort : far from it. But I do say, I 
like you to be so. You know I do ! You might 
make what you will of me. Let us get away 



HOME TRIALS. 45 

out of this miserable place, where the very eyes 
and tongues drive me to mischief. Let us marry, 
Grace, and go to the colonies. You'll see how 
I can work. Trust me, and J'll not deceive 
you. Tou know I have something of my own. 
It would be the nest-egg of a fortune. How 
happy we should be, Grace ! Haven't I always 
loved you P And once — once — you didn't dis- 
like me, either. Not so very long ago, you would 
not have turned down your mouth, and walked 
so scornfully and coldly by my side. But — " 

" I am not scornful or cold. O, you know I 
am not ! You shouldn't say such untrue things," 
Grace cried out, while teara streamed down* 
" I don't pretend," she went on, carried away by 
pressure of long-repressed strong feeling, "I 
don't, as you and Judith say, ' pretend ' to any- 
thing. If I do try over and over again to be 
good, and fail over and over again, it is hard to 
be called a hypocrite and pretender ! I don't 
mean to set myself up ! I ! who feel myself so 
low — so vile — so weak !" 

" Gome, come, that is regular Methodist talk I 

I beg your pardon, I don't mean anything when 

> I say ' pretend.' I know it is your self-control, 

and because you are good, that you don't break 

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46 HOME TBIAL8. 

shouldn't like you if you did so ! Be gentle 
and quiet as you like, my darling, only don't 
cast me off!" 

"But I must!" Grace leant against the 
hedge, and faced him. "Harry, — once for all, 
never again, — let me beg you to turn over a new 
leaf— to be—" 

" Steady P" he put in, « d'ye hear ! don't I 
say I will ? When once you are my wife, I 
shan't be so tempted." 

" That won't do. Harry, if I love you ever 
so much, it would be downright sin in me to 
be your wife, unless I knew you were different ; 
sorry for the past, and really desirous to do 
better. Your wife ! What influence has a wife P 
No, no ; do it for the sake of God, and because 
it is right. Think no more of me ; I can't — I 
dare not think of you." 

u You mean to blot out my very existence, 
then P By Heaven ! I can begin to fancy what 
drives people to put an end to themselves! 
Driven out — blotted out ! Is this your Chris- 
tian's creed? Why, the very heathens are 
kinder !" 

He turned half away, with so gloomy and 
stern a look, that it alarmed Grace. She noted 
then more fully, that since she last saw him, three 



HOME TBIALS. 47 

days ago, lie was altered. He looked ill, hag- 
gard, less cared for in dress. There was some- 
thing different altogether. Surely he had felt 
his father's anger, though people were talking 
of his shameless indifference and reckless want 
of proper affection, 

" Oh, Harry !" she exclaimed, " what are you 
going to do? God help you ajid me toot 
What will become of us?" And the usually 
composed and restrained girl now clasped her 
hands with vehement gesture; then bowing 
down her head, she pressed her side, as if a 
sudden pain had seized her. 

He walked on a step, looking on the ground. 
Then he suddenly turned. 

"Grace, will you or will you not? Oh, Grace!" 
he added in a softened tone, again coming close, 
and taking both her hands; "you can't, you 
haven't the heart — you mustn't give me up. 
You dare not !" he went on, consulting her face 
and reading her agony. " Consider what it is 
to drive a fellow to despair ! to leave him with- 
out one soul to care for him in all the world ! 
One, too, bo weak, so easily tempted to wrong ! 
Why, nothing can save me ! I shall go head- 
long to ruin; the Booner, the more complete, 
the better, too. If I can't be good, can't be 



48 HOME TBIAL8. 

loved by the good, I may as well get all the 
pleasure I can out of this life. Grace ! Grace ! 
believe me ; I have pictured to myself such a 
happy home ! I will be kind to you ; I will love 
you always. Don't give me up, Grace !" 

She tried to speak, but no words came. Her 
pale lips quivered, and her whole frame shook. 
He stooped and kissed her forehead, and then 
her lips, in the tenderest way. 

" You are cold and shivering," he said ; " let 
us move on. Yes, you must, you shall, this once, 
if never again !" And he forcibly and firmly 
retained her hand, and drew it on to his arm. 

" Bun on, Jenny and Lydia, there are good 
girls ; I want to talk to Grace," he said to the 
children, as they came up, having finished their 
race. 

" Eace with us, Harry," said one. 

" Give me a ride on your shoulder," begged 
the other. 

Harry was prime favourite with all children 
and animals too, though he did tease Miss Lee's 
cat sometimes. 

"I can't, now; I must talk to Grace," he 
said. " But go on, and then, perhaps, some day 
I'll tell you a real secret ;" and laughing and 
pleased, they ran on, though casting a backward 



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look to find out what Grace could be crying for, 
and what made Harry look so " funny/' 

" I must not wait long. It is time to return," 
Grace said, little above a whisper. 

u You shall go, directly you have said three 
words. Say, C I will marry you, Harry/ which 
is five, but no matter. You see, Grace, things 
have reached a point now. I am not sorry. 
Beally, I don't mean to be wrong in saying so. 
I am sorry I vexed the old man so. But I can't 
waste any more words, even if he would believe 
them. Deeds, not words. Heaven knows if 
Hell is really paved with resolutions broken ; I 
have had my share in the work ! But I don't 
mean to do so again. I've been thinking, and I 
believe my best way will be to go first to some 
large town and pick up a little knowledge there, 
which will give you time, you understand, to 
make ready. Then your Mend, the Vicar, will 
marry us. We are both of age, or rather you 
will be in a month, so we can dispense with 
consent, you see. Then, Grace, we take our 
passage to Canada or Australia, whichever you 
prefer. This time twelvemonth we shall be 
regular Darby and Joan, — as happy as possible. 
Bo you see ? — do you hear, Grace ?" 

"Yes, I hear." 

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"And you agree P You must say it is a good 
plan." 

"Yes, very good for you. Follow it, Harry. 
G-od grant you success and keep you from — evil. 
But — I can't be your wife." 

" You must. Grace, don't try me, don't tor- 
ment me. I can't say more, can I P" 

"No. Say no more. It adds to the pain. 
I can say no more, either." 

" Grace ! Grace ! do you wish to send me 
straight to perdition." 

" Harry, I will not listen to such dreadful 
words !" 

"And what are the words to the fact — the 
reality? Consider it. You, who read your 
Bible, ought to know what is said of that place, 
where sinners, such as I am or shall be, will go, 
— at least if priests say truly ! Do you wish to 
help me to go there : for that must be your in- 
tention by speaking so. I tell you, it rests 
with you, whether I am saved or lost !" 

" God forgive him !" she exclaimed in horror. 
" Harry, let me go. Is this a way to induce me 
to bind myself to you P You show me by each 
word how entirely you are without love or even 
fear of the Almighty God, and yet you expect 
me to promise to be your wife. Didn't I warn 



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you long, long ago ? Didn't mother tell yon 
what would happen ? Didn't you promise to 
give up such company, to work and be steady, 
and haven't you quite lately done . . ? O, Harry, 
I hardly know what you have done. I only 
know it is something so very bad that even men 
are afraid to speak out before me. The whole 
town talks of you. You defy opinion; you 
wilfully obtrude your sins, where others at 
least hide them, and you don't even seem sorry. 
I should sin too, if I promised to love and obey 
you ; I should sin against God. We are told 
to hate sin, to abhor evil, and hard, hard as it 
is, I must learn to— not to love you any more 
till yon repent. O, Harry !" 

"'Twill be no very difficult task," he said 
angrily. " Thank you, at all events, for plain 
speaking; you have some spirit, after all, 
Grace. Yes, take away your arm. I beg your 
pardon for taking it, and more so still, for dar- 
ing to kiss you. So they can't even ' speak ' 
of my sin. Do they know what it is ? Blind 
fools ; sneering, white-washed humbugs ! Con- 
demning a fellow first — never even hearing him 
speak. I could tell you ; but no — it is not for 
your ears. I am bad enough it is true, but 
not all you imagine perhaps, Grace. Well, 



52 HOME TRIALS. 

well, let it be. Give a dog a bad name, Ac. 
I shall soon be clear of it all. Aunt Patty will 
think of the prodigal, the dreadful sinner yet ; 
at least, if they don't succeed in convincing 
her at last. When she gives me up, it is all 
over with me. Well, good morning; we shall 
scarcely meet again ; — may you be happy. Per- 
haps in my shanty in Canada forests, I shall see 
in a stray newspaper your marriage. You are 
coming out I see, breaking your shell. Should 
not wonder if the Eev. Saintly Vicar himself 
thought you'd' be a good she-curate! Good 
notion that — accounts for your bitterness." 

" You will be sorry one day. Good-bye !" she 
said in a low tremulous voice, which in spite of 
the evil spirit within him, caused his heart to 
jump. 

" Sorry P" he cried out in a loud shrill tone. 
" Sorry ! why should I be sorry 1 No, glad, 
rejoicing. I mean to cast care and sorrow to 
the wind. Henceforth I'm up to any thing ; a 
free and independent citizen of the world ; no 
ties bind me. The world lies before me. Hurrah, 
hurrah !" 

And he wildly threw up his cap in the air. His 
curls were caught by the wind ; his eyes shone ; 
she thought he had lost his senses ; she trembled 



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bo that she could scarcely drag on her feet ; she 
yearned even then to throw herself on his neck, 
and promise to love him ; she did love him, bet- 
ter than anything else in the world. But from 
early childhood, Grace had been religiously im- 
pressed, and lately vague feelings of awe and 
searching for truth had taken shape and form, 
and reduced itself to practice. Her progress 
had been slow and unmarked by others, but it 
was sure. She had long feared Harry's want 
of principle, but tried to believe her mother's 
charitable version, and to look for improvement. 
Startling reports had lately been about ; terrible 
accusations, and now these were, as it seemed, 
confirmed by his father's turning him out. An 
only boy ; the apple of the stern old man's eye 
too. 

Grace had to act for herself. Her father had 
stormed, and swore he would not consent to re- 
ceive such a * blackguard as his son-in-law;" 
but the mother could not believe it was so bad, 
and Judith laughed her sister's scruples to 
scorn ; while Miss Lee was indignant and se- 
Tere, and plainly told Grace she might save 
Harry if she would. 

Severe had been the struggle ; bitter was the 
hour ; bitterer even than she had ever fancied 

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beforehand, for she could better have borne to 
part had he been in sorrow, or even anger — but 
to mock, to insult her . . . ! 

There he was singing and whistling and toss- 
ing up his cap. She looked wistfully at him ; 
his slight, active, manly figure, that handsome 
head, and bright sunny hair; his voice too; 
those songs, and his winning way. She sprang 
back with sudden impulse. 

"Harry, say good-bye kindly; look at me 
once, once more." 

He turned quickly, and looked keenly at her ; 
perhaps she was relenting? But no, he too 
well understood her face. He retired a step, 
folded his arms on his chest, and made a sweep- 
ing low bow, then whistling turned away, 
climbed the hedge, and was gone. 

The children exclaimed at his broken promise. 

" Broken, broken, all is broken, even my poor 
heart," Grace murmured to herself. 

Repeating these words, she walked on like 
one staggered, and the children looked fright- 
ened and kept behind. They reached home 
without meeting any one. Judith was on the 
stairs, smiling she said, 

" O, you are just too late ; Miss Lee has been 
here. She ought to have acted in tragedy. 



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Quite a scene it was; quite beyond my poor 
power of rendering again to you, though I am 
requested to repeat her words. She says . . . ." 

c< Not now — not now," Grace cried out, and 
Judith, utterly surprised at this unwonted wild- 
ness, stepped aside to let her pass. But Grace's 
foot tripped, and she could not recover her ba- 
lance; she fell backwards, her head striking 
against the banister. She lay without motion 
and the blood flowed from her face. Judith 
screamed, and the little girls who were coming 
up stairs, screamed too. 

The noise brought down Mr. Bracy from his 
work-room, disturbed in the middle of a diffi- 
cult calculation. Mrs. Bracy awoke from a nap, 
and rushed out too. Seeing her lifeless, bleed- 
ing child, she fell into hysterics. 

" Get out of the way, Judith ; attend to your 
mother, children ; send Jane for the doctor!" 
said Mr. Bracy. " A pretty piece of work is 
this," he said, laying Grace on a bed. " I always 
knew she would come to some confounded mis- 
chief with her humbugging visiting the poor, 
and preaching and praying, growing uglier and 
paler every day. My Gob ! is she dead indeed I" 

And the violent man felt a thrill of some- 
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56 HOME TBIALS. 

her pulse, and gently smoothed back her hair 
to find where the blow was. 

Grace was not dead, though in the first fright 
and hurry, a report got about that she was. 
The doctor said it was a narrow escape ; an inch 
further and it must have been fetal ; as it was, 
he feared a concussion. The blood was caused 
by her teeth cutting her lip severely. 

Unconscious, save of pain, which she seemed 
to feel by her low unceasing groans, poor Grace 
lay, pallid as the pillow coyer. Bitter tears 
were shed over her by her sick mother, who 
persisted in sitting by her, though not able to 
do more than hold her hand. The little girls 
told how Grace had cried, and how funnily she 
talked and looked, and something of the truth 
was thus surmised. 

Mr. Bracy came in that night, and spoke of 
that reprobate Harry Vane's getting royally 
drunk, and behaving in so mad a way, that a 
constable was called in to frighten him." 

"Hush — not so loud. Poor Grace— poor 
child," said the mother. 

"Nonsense; she doesn't hear; and if she 
does, all the better. It is time her eyes were 
opened." 

" If it had pleased the Lord to take her, per- 



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haps it would have been happier ! Poor child — 
what trouble lies before her. Yet how could 
I spare her ?" sighed Mrs. Bracy, as she watched 
by her daughter's side. 

Judith's better feelings were roused, and she 
exerted herself to keep the little ones quiet in 
one room. But being alone with her father, 
she felt more of his temper than generally came 
upon her. She began to think Grace of more 
importance and use than she ever before be- 
lieved, for Judith in her heart rather looked 
down on her sister. John was more morose 
and silent than ever, after uttering a few bitter 
words about Grace's worth coming out now she 
was dying; and Robert got terrible scoldings 
from his father, and frightened Judith by' his 
wild practical jokes. He. brought news at 
breakfast the next morning, that Harry Vane 
had cut his throat in a tipsy fit, after wandering 
up and down the street all night. Luckily, he 
had not succeeded further than giving himself 
*& ugly gash. People said all sorts of things 
about him. One report was, he was going to 
marry mad Bessy, a half-witted but handsome 
girl, of no great repute. Another was, that his 
father was going to place him in a lunatic asy- 
lum. None of these stories were true entirely, 



58 HOME TEIALS. 

nor sooth to say without a slender founda- 
tion ; and no one knew exactly where he was. 

At the end of a week from this accident, 
Grace still lying dangerously ill, Miss Lee was 
considerably startled, just as she was about to 
leave her parlour for the night, by a low tap on 
the shutter. " Thieves," was her first thought. 
" No, but a sweetheart of Anne's/' the second, 
and Miss Patty prepared herself to greet the 
visitor with wrath and dignity. A hollow voice 
startled her. She did not recognize it till a 
hand was laid on her shoulder, — " Tell me how 
she is ; is she fdive or dead ?" 

" Harry, is it you ? Where are you P Where 
have you been? Gome in directly, I insist. 
You are ill. Poor ill-used boy !" 

" How is Grace P" 

" Well, no better ; very bad, they say." 

u I murdered her." 

" For pity's sake don't stand there, looking 
like— like— " 

"Like Cain!" he interrupted, bitterly, but 
obeying her desire by stepping within the 
passage. 

" My goodness me ! I do believe the world 
is gone mad!" exclaimed Miss Lee. "Every 
one has taken to exaggeration, and acting tra- 



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gedy. No common-sense to be found. Gome 
in and warm yourself. Luckily, the fire is not 
oat! You shall sleep here; the spare bed is 
aired. Pray, Harry, don't look so wild ! You 
actually horrify me !" 

" No wonder ! I have no business here. I 
am an outcast* No wonder. Aunt Patty, if you 
are scared ; that is, if all that is said of me is 
true ;" and he laughed, mockingly. 

"As if I believed it!" Miss Lee indignantly re-* 
joined. " No* Harry, I shall never hearken to ill- 
natured talk. I know too well what it is. Poor 
boy ! you have done it, certainly ! How came 
you to drive your father to such extremity ?" 

"The last grain of sand weighs down the 
beast, they say. 1 did no more than I have 
done scores of times, shame on me. But he 
took to threatening, and altogether I was at 
bay— desperate ! Yet, that evening — did I look 
so very bad ? I did intend going home in good 
time, and being a good boy. Unluckily — for I 
am an unlucky dog — I met a fellow who has, I 
find now, too late, had a design in tempting me 
astray. Like a fool, I took the bait, and re- 
turned with him, — did no particular harm, but 
did not return till morning, and then — then — 
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60 HOME TRIALS. 

" Poop boy ! It was foolish, though, Harry ! 
And then, Grace Bracy, — what about her ? She 
tumbled down stairs, so their own maid told me, 
and has concussion. She is but a puny creature. 
Why you are to come in for blame there, I can't 
tell !" 

" I wish I could say so ! No, Aunt Patty, she 
drove me mad and I made her mad. I thought 
she would stumble and fall : for I watched her, 
though she did not know it. I wished she would 
fall, — I would have picked her up ; but she got 
on out of my sight, and reached home. Answer 
me truly — is she going to die ?" 

"Not a bit of it! Doctors always talk of 
danger, you know, to increase their skill. It 
suits the public to make up a romance. But 
people don't often die of a fall down two stairs. 
Harry! I am vexed, provoked with her, but I 
really think it is all for the best. She would 
never suit you ! Look at her mother ! Why, 
Grace was made in the same mould! Now, 
Judith has more stuff in her. She is something 
to look at. With all her pride and temper, I 
should rather have fallen in love with her. She, 
I hear, upholds you, and blames Grace. The 
fact is, Grace's head is turned by the Vicar. 
She sets up for a model, and, in my opinion, she 



HOME TBIALS. 61 

will end in a convent. Think no more of her, 
my boy. Now I'll go and see about your bed." 

Miss Lee left Harry stooping over the fire : 
his hat still on his head. She groaned, as she 
went up stairs, at his miserable face, and was* 
angry with the whole world. No one under- 
stood that boy. Every one attacked him ! No 
mother, and a father cased in armour, — rigid and 
puritanical ; with no knowledge of the world, — 
a severe, harsh taskmaster, rather than a ten- 
der father !" 

How Miss Patty Lee pulled about the bed 
things, smoothed the pillows, drew the curtains, 
and did her best to give it a comfortable look : 
wishing in her warm heart to compensate to her 
darling for all his trouble. He should have a 
home with her. She was sure he had too good 
a heart to go altogether wrong." 

At last she went down again, — but Harry was 
not there. " He is somewhere in the house," 
she thought, " and will be back again. He has 
let the fire quite out, thoughtless boy !" After 
a few moments, she looked about to see if every- 
thing was right for the night. A piece of paper, 
looking like a hastily-folded note, lay on the 
table. Miss Lee took it up. It was a note, 
written in pencil, and it was Harry's writing. 

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62 home tmaib. 

" Dsab Atot Patty, 

''God bless you for your kindness. I 
shall never forget it. You welcomed the out- 
cast when every other door was shut on him ! 
But I can't stay here. I am off to a new country. 
Only I can't leave this land until I know her 
fate. So, if you love me, write to me the truth at 

the following address I shall there await 

certain tidings, whether it be life or death, and 
I shall meanwhile prepare for my new life. Try 
to believe me, though very good for nothjng, 
" Tour grateful and loving • boy,' 

" H. V." 

Then Miss Fatty sat down and cried. She 
had not done such a thing for the last twenty 
years. Tears do not come readily with some 
persons, and others have a power of bidding 
them not flow ; and then they go back like a 
dead, iron weight on the heart, and the counte- 
nance grows rigid, like a land lacking dew and 
rain* 

Fatty cried now till her head ached, and she 
was shivered and sick. Then, she rose up slowly, 
and went to her own room. For two days no 
one, not even Miss Stafford, gained admittance ; 
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HOME TBIAL8. 63 

was eaten. Everything was neglected, and 
Patty sat erect in her chair, pale and still, like 
one in a dream. On the third day, she ordered 
dinner, and made a regular busy day of it, — rum- 
maging out old stores and hidden corners, and 
alarming Anne, by making a bonfire of a heap 
of old letters. When her friends saw her again, 
they found no difference, except that she was 
rather more tart and abrupt than ever. Every 
day she sent her compliments, and begged to 
know how Miss Grace Braoy was. At last, the 
answer was, "better, and likely to recover." 
On which, Miss Fatty Lee said, " Just like her 
mother ! Making a fuss, and not dying, after 
all !" She wrote to Harry by that post, assur- 
ing him that Grace was getting well, and that, 
as she always guessed, it was " much ado about 
nothing." She advised him to go at once and 
begin his new life ; wished him well, and begged 
him to write to her. She also enclosed a present 
of a £50 note, " for although he had money of 
his own, young folks find more ways of spending 
than old." 



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CHAPTEE IV. 

It was drawing near to Christmas. The first 
time Grace ventured to say the service on a 
Sunday at home, she found to her surprise it 
was the last Sunday in Advent. The last few 
weeks had been like a dream to her. She was 
now quite out of danger, but sadly frail and 
weak. Her mother, on the contrary, seemed to 
have derived new strength from the call made 
on her. She looked better, and even happier. 
But the disease which sooner or later would de- 
stroy life, still existed. For it there was no cure ; 
though freedom from all agitation and anxiety 
would tend to prolong life. Her father had died 
of disease in the heart, and she knew it might 
be her lot also. But although she had always 
moaned very much over small ailments, she 
showed a quiet and enduring courage in facing 
this decree. Her whole heart seemed now to 
be bound up in Grace. For her, she exerted 
herself even to try and be cheerful. For the 
first time in her life, she rejoiced over and ad- 
mired the hot-house flowers intermixed with 
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HOME TBIALS. 65 

and when the poor girl smiled faintly, and 
touched them, with a tender look, the mother 
smiled too. They were much together, and 
perhaps that quiet time was the most free from 
trouble and worry they had ever known. But 
though Grace improved in strength, and gained 
more appetite, her spirits did not return. She 
would sit for hours looking at the fire, motion- 
less, with a very sad, hopeless look, unless she 
knew her mother was watching her, and then 
the forced smile was a piteous sight. 

The Vicar had often been with her in her ill- 
ness. He, one day, broke the subject, and kindly 
and briefly expressed his sympathy, as well as his 
cordial approval of her conduct with respect to 
Harry Vane. 

" You think it was right then, sir ?" 
"Surely — without believing all the stories 
afloat about the unhappy young man, there 
is enough to my knowledge to forbid any wo- 
man from giving him her love. Women do 
a great deal of injury by passing over sin, and 
calling it wildness, youthful folly, or other ex- 
tenuating names. If they had courage and 
principle to control their love, and refuse a man 
of this character, it would tend to lessen the 
evil. Unhappily, a winning manner and amiable 

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66 HOME TBIAL8. 

temper, or even an excess of manly spirit, is 
allowed to blind the eyes and wins over really 
good women to call evil good. What is the 
necessary consequence P Her own standard 
must be lowered, or her heart ache because she 
loves what the Almighty hates." 

"But cannot a person— a man alter and 
mend ?" Grace timidly asked. 

" Surely yes. God forbid I should say other- 
wise. But let the penitence and amendment 
be proved and accomplished beforehand. Let 
no girl hope to draw a man from evil ways as 
his wife. How often the experiment has failed. 
It is unnatural. For the wife ought to look up 
to her husband. The reverse cannot be a happy 
marriage." 

Grace sighed heavily. Presently she observed, 
" He had no mother ; she died at his birth." 

" So I understand. Poor fellow ; he may do 
well yet. I did not know him myself, for he 
avoided me pointedly ; but I am glad he is gone 
to Australia ; he had a poor chance here. There 
it is more easy for him to begin afresh. De- 
pend on it, Grace, he will remember your sac- 
rifice to principle and respect you for it. It 
may, by God's blessing, be partly the means of 
drawing him to a better mind." 



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"No — he thought me cold and fickle and 
cowardly. No — I have not — I never can do 
him any good : yet I hope, I hope, I was right. 
I try to think so, hut, Mr. Carlton, my friends 
blame me. No one but yourself thinks me right. 
If he does get worse ; if anything happens to 
him, how can I bear it ?" 

There was such pain in her voice and look, 
such sad fear and trouble in her very posture, 
that Mr. Carlton pitied her more than he could 
say. He offered to read, and after that, he 
contrived to draw her into a faint degree of in* 
terest in parish work. 

" Her only hope lies in work — work, drawing 
her out of herself," he said, as he thought over 
his visit again in the quiet of his study. 

Meanwhile Judith had not lost her wish or 
her hope, of inducing her father to give up his 
glove cutting business, and embarking in some 
other mode of employment; if indeed his in- 
come was not sufficient without it being neces- 
sary for him to work at all. She and Mr. 
Bracy calculated and planned, during the time 
they were left together and the mother was 
with Grace. Mr. Bracy had nearly settled to 
purchase a small estate about two miles from 
the town. The house was small, but would do. 



68 HOME TBIALS. 

It might with a little planting and cutting down 
and paint, be made a pretty country residence. 
The farm was good, and just sufficient to give 
employment, and not lead to ruin. John was 
to carry on their present business as a partner. 
It was too lucrative to be entirely given up. 
Their present house could be let, all but the 
workshop and a room for John. 

Mr. Bracy did not think of consulting or even 
telling either wife or son about this. He was 
naturally fond of power, and this was a tempting 
opportunity of proving himself sole master and 
arbiter. When the deed was done, he informed 
his wife he intended removing to the Gross 
Farm at Lady-day. She was alarmed and hurt, 
but consoled a little by finding Grace light up 
and talk of country life, and the pretty wood 
which surrounded the new place. 

On Christmas-day Grace joined the party at 
dinner : it bid fair to be a pleasanter gathering 
than usual. Mr. Bracy was in his best humour, 
and Judith extremely gratified and pleased, not 
only at the prospect of the new house, but at a 
curious event which had just occurred to her. 
The person who was most generally looked up 
to in the town was a certain widow lady, of 
rather large fortune. Not only was she one of 
an old and respected Heathercombe family, but 



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her own peculiar character and her marriage 
had also tended to make her in a small way- 
queen of the place. 

She was liberal and generous in an almost 
princely degree. She had been a celebrated 
beauty, and even now, in her age, preserved the 
remainB of attractions not common. Her eye 
was formed to command, as well as to melt and 
win. Her manner was singularly sincere. She 
could be loving and tender ; she could also awe 
weaker spirits by her severe satire and down- 
right strong will. She had no children, but 
filled her beautiful house with nieces and other 
young people. She patronised all gaiety, and 
kept up a succession of dinner-parties. 

All the great folks visited Mrs. Eberley ; but 
she was not at all exclusive in her ideas. She 
spurned the notion of the two sets, and went 
herself as she pleased and when she pleased. 
It rather pleased her to invite people who did 
not visit, and in her imperious way command 
them to be agreeable and sociable. There was 
one sure passport to her favour, — one charm 
that could hide many defects, — and that was 
beauty. She was kind to the plain, but she 
showed them her pity; and all her charm of 
manner and her brightest welcome was for the 
handsome. 



70 HOKE TBIALS. 

There had been a discussion about Judith 
Bracy: some rather blaming her friends for 
bringing her out at the balls ; others thinking 
it very hard on the girl to be excluded. Mrs. 
Eberley heard, but said nothing. One day, 
however, she chanced to be in a shop at the 
same time as Judith. "When the girl left, Mrs. 
Eberley asked who it was. " Miss Bracy ! why 
she is the belle of the county — a queen of 
beauty — the very style I most admire. So they 
look down on her, do they? No doubt the 
Greens, with their pug noBes, are afraid of her. 
But I will bring her out ! I will make Judith 
Bracy the fashion, or I am no longer Mrs. 
Eberley of the Hall !" 

Thus spoke the proud old lady to her con- 
fidante, Miss Felham ; who, however, ventured 
to hint, " it might not be for the girl's happi- 
ness to bring her out of her own station." 

But Mrs. Eberley would not hear of this. 
" What was her station P Bracy was a good old 
name. The man made the profession, and there 
was no need to include the whole family ; but 
to hide such beauty was cruel. She might make 
a good match." 

" Miss Lee did take her out once or twice/' 
Miss Felham said; "but after the first time 



HOME TBIALS. 71 

she had not danced much. Some of the gentle- 
men had held back, on account of the brother." 

" "Well, I shall see : whoever does not dance 
with Miss Bracy, shall never enter my house 
again I" said Mrs. Eberley ; and she forthwith 
commanded Miss Felham to go to the Bracys, 
and leave Mrs. Eberley's card, with an invita- 
tion to a quadrille party for the following week. 
She would make a party on purpose. She would 
see who would dare to oppose any introduction 
she chose to make. 

Judith was greatly pleased at this visit. Her 
father too was proud and gratified. Mrs. Bracy 
observed she thought that poor Grace ought to 
go too, and no sooner said so than she repented; 
for it brought such a scornful and angry look 
on the poor girl from her father. 

This prospect made Judith's bright eyes 
sparkle pleasantly on Christmas-day. Certainly, 
she looked very handsome in her new warm 
plaid dress, and a sprig of holly placed in her 
black hair. She and Eobert laughed and joked ; 
and on the whole the dinner went off smoothly, 
every one too busy to talk much. Mrs. Bracy's 
cheeks grew redder and redder with her nervous 
anxiety. Once Lydia's tears burst out, at a 
very rough reprimand from her father, and a 



72 HOME TBIALS. 

threat she should be sent to bed. John, too, 
always silent, seemed to his mother's anxious 
eyes more reserved than ever; and Grace looked 
fagged and weary. 

But at last all the dangers were over: the 
pudding turned out well and properly cooked, 
to the mistress's intense relief; for she well 
knew that any defect would cloud the rest of 
the evening. The cloth was cleared away, and 
they all drew round the fire to enjoy the treat 
of a dessert. Mr. Bracy filled his wife's glass, 
and then remarked, with the pleasure of mys- 
tery, 

" Well, this is the last Christmas we spend in 
this house. By the way, I have a toast to pro- 
pose. Come, Mrs. Bracy, my future partner 
and manager of the business, Mr. John Bracy." 

All eyes were of course turned to John. 
What they saw there caused surprise, and even 
alarm. His pale face seemed to be clouded 
over with an ashy grey hue ; his deep dark eyes 
looked as if kindled into a blaze. He leant 
back in his chair, placing his hand firmly on his 
knees. There was a pause. No one spoke, no 
one sipped the wine. They expected him to 
speak, and to speak loudly and angrily too. At 
last it came, low as a whisper, clear as a bell. 



HOME TBIALS. 78 

" Since you have touched on this subject, sir, 
I may as well say now what I should say some 
other time, though I would not myself have 
chosen this moment. I don't pretend any sur- 
prise. Though you have not done me the 
honour of consulting — of * consulting ' me," he 
repeated, with a stress on the word as he caught 
a contemptuous expression of his father's, " your 
intentions have reached my ears. I have indeed 
heard it from several quarters; besides that, 
being neither blind, nor deaf, nor very slow of 
comprehension, my own observation would have 
informed me. You are, of course, at liberty to 
act as you think fit. I hope it will answer, 
though it seems rather like giving up a certainty 
for a mere speculation . But for my own proposed 
share in this plan, I beg distinctly to refuse 
working any longer at the business, either as 
hitherto without fixed wages, or as working 
partner. I thank you for your liberal proposal, 
but decline it." 

He ceased speaking, deliberately sipped his 
wine, and then drew out his handkerchief and 
passed it across his brow. 

A fearful oath broke the silence. Mr. Bracy, 
with fury and wrath in every feature and every 
limb, rose, and stood fronting the semicircle, 

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74 HOMB TBIAX8. 

with his back to the fire. He looked all round 
on the eager, frightened, and surprised faces, 
and paused when he came to his wife. 

" There, Lydia ; I hope you have heard him ! 
That is the fruit of your teaching, the reward a 
man gets for Betting up a child in the world ! 
A pretty set, truly. Verily, children are a 
blessing !" 

Then, turning to John, with another string of 
words which made Grace cower and tremble, he 
said, 

" You shall work at that, or you Bhall leave 
my roof, and never see a penny of mine : no, 
not even if you should die of want !" 

" I don't apprehend such a catastrophe,'* John 
observed, in that cool, quiet tone most exaspe- 
rating to one in a passion. 

" Hold your tongue, and don't interrupt me, 
sir ! You ought to be horsewhipped round the 
town. HI — HI — And pray, what is your reason 
for this act of rank insolent rebellion, this idiotic 
folly P Eh, sir P" 

" That I am not bound to give. But since 
you are so kindly interested, sir, in the matter, I 
will say, that it is because I dislike the employ- 
ment, and always have disliked it, and feel my- 
self capable of better things. It is profitable, 



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very. It will be a considerable loss to your in- 
come if it is given up. Why not let Bobert 
take it, sir ?" 

"No, not at your suggestion! And why 
Bhould Bobert take it, seeing he dislikes it as 
much as you do ?" 

" And why is the younger to be preferred to 
the elder ?" said John more vehemently. " "Why 
is he to follow his inclinations, and be made a 
gentleman, while the eldest son is forced into 
a trade he dislikes, in which there is no scope 
for his talents, against his will ; kept down too, 
dependent for every penny, till he is nearly 
twenty-four P I say again — I protest against 
the injustice and tyranny! I will break the 
bond ! I am free now and henceforth !" 

" Eree to go to the devil !" 

"No, sir ; my conscience and my taste forbid 
that road. I have however arranged my plans, 
as silently and as surely as you have yours; 
more silently, since no one knows but the one 
friend, who assists me." 

" John — think, consider !" pleaded his mother, 
in her old weak wail. 

" Mother, I have thought and considered for 

years. ,f 
"Pray, Lydia, don't interfere, but let the 



76 HOME TBI ALB. 

fool go his own way," put in Mr. Bracy. "I've 
done with him. To-morrow I will receive the 
books, sir; mind, I find them correct to the 
uttermost farthing ; and then you may go. This 
is the last night you pass under my roof." 

" Last night was that, sir," said John rising. 
" I shall return to give up your books and the 
keys, and I will trouble you no longer with my 
presence. I will say good-bye now — now, this 
moment, sir. * Fool !' you say. Look at this," 
he said, throwing off his cold and measured 
manner, and pointing eagerly to his broad and 
marked brow. " That is no fool's forehead. 
Tou may learn yet to retract your words. It 
may chance yet that on me rests the responsi- 
bility of keeping up the family honour and 
name. Mother," he added, in a gentler tone, 
" Don't cry, don't fret ; I am going to make my 
fortune in another country. I have agreed to 
join a friend. True, I have no money, not a 
shilling, but I bring brains, strength, and 
energy. In that he feels I am richer than he 
is. He supplies the cash. Good-bye, mo- 
ther." 

But she clung to him, sobbing and wailing, 
and entreating him to wait till she was in her 
grave. 



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77 



"Who is it? Who is this friend, John ? Is 
it .... ?" 

"It is Harry Vane," John said. 

This brought a fresh burst of anger from Mr. 
Bracy. "A nice choice; the greatest black- 
guard in the county ! A nice pair ! And so I 
am to understand, that the rascal, instead of being 
on the high seas, as I was given to understand, 
is yet here, sneaking about. I suppose you know 
something of this plot?" he said, turning to 
Grace. " I have a great mind to send you off 
too. This is your ' strong mind,' your * excel* 
lent conduct !' " 

" Father, I never heard of the scheme. I did 
not know he was here," Grace said. 

" No, sir, Grace knows nothing of it, nor de- 
serves to. She may find too late what she has 
lost. Happy would it be for her, if she was 
going as his wife. Harry has had his faults, 
but he would never be unkind to his wife," said 
John. 

Mr. Bracy here ordered the younger children 
to go to bed at once, and uttering some coarse 
angry words against sobs and tears, he left the 
room, and soon his steps were heard as he 
passed the window. 

Mrs. Bracy went off into hysterics ; Judith 

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78 HOME TEIALS. 

followed the crying children up stairs ; Eobert 
yawned, and said "It was quite a play, — but he 
was sleepy." He stretched himself out on the 
floor and shut his eyes. John made signs for 
Grace to see to her mother, and quietly slipped 
away. Thus ended the Bracys' Christmas 
dinner. 

Mrs. Bracy did not leave her bed on the next 
day. She moaned and wished they were all 
dead and at rest. Grace made great exertions 
to keep up, and succeeded pretty well. Mr. 
Bracy was very angry for some days, and then 
seemed to drop the matter, and interest himself 
in getting the new house ready. He had re- 
ceived the accounts, and found no fault ; John 
was gone, taking nothing but the clothes he wore, 
and his writing-case. Eobert looked sulky at 
the notion of working at the business, even for 
a time : and Mr. Bracy entered into negotia- 
tion with a man to sell the concern. He articled 
Eobert as a solicitor, but the lad's conduct gave 
great uneasiness to Grace. He did not mind 
hard words, and contrived to bring his father 
over to his own views. His temper was trying, 
so touchy and overbearing. There was nothing 
like peace in the house. Judith made a tri- 
umphant entrSe at Mrs. Eberley's, and became 



HOME TBIALS. 79 

such a favourite, as to be constantly at the hall, 
even staying in the house. She was extravagant 
and vain, and very trying to Grace, laughing at 
her, and calling her a humbug, and prophesying 
all manner of evil to Harry, which she declared 
would be entirely Grace's doing. 



CHAPTBE V. 

Heatheboombe was a pretty place. It had 
both wood and water round it. One of the 
prettiest walks or rides was the short cut across 
the fields to Cross Farm. It was on the other 
side of the river. The wood clothing the hill 
side formed a beautiful object from the town, 
while the church and its handsome stone tower, 
was a great addition to the view from Cross 
Farm house. 

The fields were just beginning to turn yellow, 
and sufficient rain had given a fresh green tint 
to the grass and the foliage. It was one of 
those rarely lovely summer evenings which 
make it a pleasure to live, and it struck one 



80 HOME TBIALS. 

as out of keeping with the scene, to see a young 
girl leaning on a stile, with a weary, sad look. 
She wore deep mourning, and stood long, not 
looking at and admiring the long shadows, or 
the cattle drinking in the river, nor turning 
once to look at the effect of light and shade 
on the bluff headlands in the distance. Grace 
Bracy's eyes seemed bent on the ground in 
deep and perplexed thought. She had been 
into the town for shopping, and was now on 
her way towards home. 

Mr. Bracy had moved to this estate as he in- 
tended, and was very fortunate both in finding 
a tenant for his old house, and a man willing 
to give a fair sum to be paid yearly, for hie 
flourishing business. Mr. Bracy was a success- 
ful man, people said. Unusually so, for a man 
so fond of new inventions, and in his own way 
a genius. Some clever hit he had made in 
machinery brought him both renown and riches. 
He could now take his place with other country 
squires, and his and Judith's ambition had been 
entirely satisfied. A great many people called 
on them on their removal to Cross Farm, and 
Mr. Bracy talked of giving dinner parties ; but 
this and many other plans were knocked on the 
head by his wife's death. She never entirely 



HOME TBIALS. 81 

rallied after her son's departure, and anxiously 
as she looked and prayed for news of him, none 
ever came. The transplanting to a new home, 
gave the finishing stroke. She never left her 
bedroom when once she reached it, and in a 
month's time she was carried hack to the town, 
and laid beside her four dead children. 

Persons said it was a " happy release." Poor 
Grace often felt glad her mother was not here 
to suffer, but it was an inexpressible loss to her. 
She felt completely alone, and even worse than 
that — for troubles and trials seemed to thicken 
daily, and there was no one to go to for even a 
kind word — no one, she felt, who loved her. 

Mr. Bracy's temper was much soured. Now 
when all trouble from outside pressure had 
ceased, when he had money and renown, and 
every comfort he desired, he Beemed to create 
troubles for himself and those about him. Cer- 
tainly his only remaining son must have been a 
source of anxiety. Eobert thought because his 
father was well off, he might plunge into every 
kind of idle living and extravagance. He was 
no credit to his name. Instead of entering 
into society, which to a certain extent was very 
easy for him, Mr. Bracy avoided seeing even his 
oldest acquaintance. He was gloomy and mis- 



82 HOME TBIALS. 

anthropical, spending nearly whole days apart 
from his family, shut up in his own rooms, or 
sometimes wandering in a purposeless way 
about the estate. He did not interfere with 
Judith's visiting, though he sometimes sneered 
at it, and grumbled at her expenses. 

Cross Farm was still in Heathercombe parish, 
and Mr. Bracy's dislike to the Vicar had gone 
so far, that he never now entered the Church 
at all, and if he had an opportunity he invariably 
opposed Mr. Carlton in the parish. 

On her mother's death, Judith, as eldest 
daughter, naturally became head of the house, 
and she began to keep the keys and give orders. 
But she soon wearied of the labour, and found 
it took up too much of her time* She was often 
for days together with Mrs. Eberley at the hall, 
whose favourite she still was, and when things 
went wrong, and Mr. Bracy grew very angry, 
and did not spare her from severe blame, Judith 
made matters worse by arguing. Very painful 
scenes took place in this way, till one day in a 
pet, Judith brought the keys to Grace, who 
acted as governess to the little girls, and told 
her she had better take the housekeeping, and 
see if she could please better. Judith would 
never have to do with it again — never. 



HOME TBIAL8. 88 

In vain Grace tried to reason and persuade ; 
pointing out that Judith was so much more 
liked by her father, and had really more time, 
since Grace undertook the teaching. Judith 
would not yield. If Grace didn't like it, she 
might let it alone. Their father must hire a 
housekeeper. 

" And we shall have a step-mother/' Grace 
suggested. 

" I don't care ; matters can't be worse, and I 
mean to be quit of it all ere long. I'll have a 
home of my own," said Judith. 

So Grace was forced against her will, and in 
fear and trembling lest it should displease her 
father, to be housekeeper. The only thing she 
insisted on was, that when Judith was at home, 
she should sit at the head of the table, and con- 
tinue to act eldest daughter to visitors. To 
this Judith by no means objected, and she was 
less and less at home, and also increasingly re- 
served to Grace about her doings. 

It was no small task to act thus with no 
great share of physical strength and always in 
fear, having to arrange and manage for all — to 
shelter Robert and the little ones from undue 
blame, and to receive no support, not a word 
of thanks, love or sympathy, from one week to 



84 HOME TEIALS. 

another. Grace had all to learn too. Her 
mother was never anything of a manager, and 
never had an establishment like the present to 
manage. Servants served ill, and took advan- 
tage of her ignorance and her timidity, and then 
Mr. Bracy was angry at unnecessary expense. 
Grace believed that he never realized being 
above want. The desire to save, and yet to make 
a certain show, grew stronger and stronger. 

Prom early childhood, Grace had been some- 
what of a dreamer, and was fond of reading of 
heroes and heroines, till she longed to have 
been a pilgrim or a knight herself. Then she 
thought she should like to devote herself and 
all she had, as a nun to religion, or she should 
like to go as a missionary to preach to the hea- 
then. In her fancy she went through the dif- 
ferent scenes, till she shed tears over her own 
devotion, and awoke from these day dreams to 
find her own life a very miserable affair. 

Something of the feeling of self-sacrifice had 
moved and helped her in the great trial of 
giving up Harry Vane. Bitterly as she felt it, 
there was at first a sense of excitement, which 
in a certain sense pleased her. As time went 
on, this faded, and the sober matter-of-fact 
reality was hard to bear. 



HOME TBIAL8. 85 

Like many other high-minded young people, 
she despised small household trials, and while 
she fretted or languidly sank beneath their 
weight, she believed she could willingly and 
bravely do some great deed. But all these 
thoughts and fancies had been locked in her 
own most secret, bosom. Grace had never yet 
found a friend to understand her, or to care 
enough for her to. draw her out. Prom being 
a sickly child, and living among stronger wills 
than her own, she had learnt to endure quietly, 
and people who saw her go through her duties 
so calmly, and take well-meant advice so meekly, 
little dreamt of all that passed in her mind, nor 
how much earnest and warm feeling existed 
beneath a somewhat inanimate and indifferent 
exterior. 

Her greatest treat was to steal away alone, 
any where, and indulge in her own thoughts. 
Nothing but a conscientious sense of duty, kept 
her from doing this more than would have been 
good for her. She did not know the danger, 
but she knew there were certain duties lying 
straight before her as a child and sister, and 
knowing this, Grace could not be easy to neglect 
them. Thus unconsciously to herself, by the 
punctual performance of small duties, she was 

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86 HOME TRIALS. 

gradually laying up a treasure, which in the 
hour of need would prove invaluable. Grace 
lamented her want of time to act any longer as 
a visitor or school teacher under the Vicar. 
One day she ventured to express her sense of 
utter uselessness, and his answer cheered her 
weary spirit for days and days. He said, 

" No one is useless who sets himself to do 
the work lying nearest him. Glad as I am of 
help, Grace, I should be sorry to see you offer 
it now." 

x It happened that on this evening, when Grace 
had allowed herself to rest at the stile and 
think, unusual and new perplexities tried her 
sorely. She longed for a friend's advice, and 
actually went so far as to the Vicarage gate, 
resolved to open her mind to her kind friend 
and pastor ; but at his gate, she thought that 
her father disliked and disapproved of him. 
Would it be right or kind in her to speak of 
home troubles to him P 

After a brief struggle, she turned away to 
exercise her own judgment, weak and faulty as 
she felt it to be. She could but do her best, 
and trouble had not failed to teach her, as it is 
intended to teach us all, that there is One Ear 



HOME TBIALS. 87 

always open — One Arm always prompt and 
strong to help. 

" Why here you are after all," said a cheery, 
bat soft Toioe behind her; and Grace, somewhat 
startled, turned to see Miss Betsy Stafford's 
pleasant, kind face. " There have I been to see 
you! I rested quite an hour, and the little 
girls showed me their garden, and chickens, and 
bees. And just this very afternoon that I take 
it into my head to call on you, you choose to go 
into the streets for shopping ! That is wasting 
such lovely weather, I think." 

" I was obliged to go. And I also called on 
you, Miss .... Aunt Betsy, mayn't I call you 
so?" 

" To be sure, my dear ; I am Aunt Betsy to 
all the parish; and indeed, Grace, it rather 
hurts me to find you and Judith come to ' Miss 
Stafford !' " 

" Judith thinks it is not proper to be ' Aunt- 
ing 9 or ' Cousining' people. She broke me of it. 
But when I see you, 'Aunt Betsy* will pop 
out." 

" To be sure. Judith is grown such a grand 
and fashionable lady, I can't keep up with her 
at ail. How very beautiful she is, my dear! 
Your father is proud enough, I dare say. And 



88 HOME TRIALS. 

how is he ? The little girls said he had given 
orders not to he disturbed. Busy, I suppose, 
with his scientific experiments ; hut I think it 
almost a pity to keep in a room on such a day 
as this. My dear, I think the country about 
here grows more and more beautiful every year. 
I saw you were admiring it. Look, now, at the 
light on the hill." 

" I fear, beautiful as it is, it was lost on me, 
Aunt Betsy. The truth is, I was full of my 
own wretched thoughts." 

" Ah, my dear ! well, we must think now and 
then. But I hope when you say wretched, there 
is no particular, — no new trouble, is there P" 

Grace hesitated, coloured, and then burst into 
tears. " If it can do you any good to speak of 
it, tell me, my dear. I have seen various trials 
in my life, and may be I might help you a little. 
I often think of you, Grace, so bravely doing 
your duty alone, as one may say. Is it of Robert, 
my love P" 

" No. Yes. That is— there is always trouble 
about him, I fear, too. O, Aunt Betsy, I live 
in fear of what may happen any day, and will, 
I believe, sooner or later. Can nothing be done ? 
Will he hearken to no one P Sometimes I think 
if he would leave this place " 



HOME TBIAIiS. 89 

" Ah, my dear, consider the pain of separa- 
tion ; never knowing even if he is alive or dead." 

" True. Yes, that is bad, indeed. No, we 
have had enough of that," Grace whispered. 

" Won't Eobert mind you, my dear ?" 

" No : or if he would, something else comes 
between us ; and besides, I am not one to lead 
others. I can't get people to like or love me as 
Judith does," Grace said in a desponding tone. 
" But she won't speak to Eobert, in fact — I fear 
— I may speak to you ; but the secret of all is, 
Aunt Betsy, I am very, very unhappy about 
her! Indeed, I am." 

To this Betsy made no reply. Her face was 
grave, and seemed to bear a silent testimony 
that Grace was right. At least, so the girl un- 
derstood it; for she exclaimed eagerly, "Have 
yon heard ? O Aunt Betsy, do you know any- 
thing of it?" 

" Nothing. I only know from my own obser- 
vation, as well as from the tittle tattle of the 
town, that Judith is gay, — dresses rather too 
much, perhaps, — and is a little more free in her 
manners than old folks quite like. It is a try- 
ing position for her, to go out so much, to be so 
much admired, and to have no mother or rela- 
tion. Mrs. Eberley is kind, but she lacks judg- 

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cise self-denial, and curtail her expenses. You 
must set it before her plainly as a duty ; and if 
you know — are sure — she is running into debt, 
let me advise you to speak to your father. It 
is no kindness to her to allow it to go on. My 
poor child, yours is no easy task ; your home no 
be<J of roses." 

" That I don't mind ! I always rather wished 
for trials. I should not mind roughing it and 
being poor, and working ever so hard ; but, to 
have one's life frittered away by such mean 
cares, such petty vexations, that I do regret; 
though the Vicar does say our nearest duty is 
our first duty. But so often 1 question if it is 
duty at all — if I am not getting over-careful and 
anxious ? — always counting up bills and seeing 
faults; and — and — I can't make a cheerful, 
happy home for father, or Eobert, and Judith, 
whatever I do ! They, each and all, say that I 
weary them with my dismal face, and then they 
go elsewhere for cheerfulness, and that leads to 
mischief. I wonder what I can do !" 

" Do your best, and cultivate a cheerful and 
hopeful spirit. You can do no more. All will 
seem like a dream, like a tale that is told, soon. 
You are inclined to be rather sad-hearted, ain't 
you ? You mistrust yourself and lean on others ; 



90 HOME TRIALS. 

merit sometimes. Don't look so very sad, my 
dear. Judith is very sensible, and is surely 
open to advice. I assure you I hear nothing 
worse than I have told you." 

" But that is bad. Extravagance leads to — 
to debt — and that's it! 1 feel sure all is 
not right about it ; and I am so powerless to 
help or advise, though poor Judith thinks I 
could command a little money, since I draw 
for the house bills. I sometimes don't know 
if I am right or wrong, I get so puzzled ; and 
my father is not like some men, as you know. 
He is so easily excited, I dare not trouble him ; 
but rather strive to keep all these things from 
him. He makes Judith a liberal allowance, and 
I know he thinks it more than enough, so I 
dare not ask for more. If I had only an allow- 
ance for myself, I could help ; for not going out, 
very little does for me. But father said there 
was no occasion for me to have it. I must buy 
what I want, and put it in the accounts ; and so 
I do. Is there any way I could earn a little, do 
you think? I would so willingly work. And 
Robert is so thoughtless that it is no wonder if 
father is vexed and frightened." 

" My dear, what time have you to be working ? 
You do all you can as it is. Judith must exer- 



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cise self-denial, and curtail her expenses. You 
must set it before her plainly as a duty ; and if 
you know — are sure — she is running into debt, 
let me advise you to speak to your father. It 
is no kindness to her to allow it to go on. My 
poor child, yours is no easy task ; your home no 
bed of roses." 

" That I don't mind ! I always rather wished 
for trials. I should not mind roughing it and 
being poor, and working ever so hard ; but, to 
have one's life frittered away by such mean 
cares, such petty vexations, that I do regret; 
though the Yicar does say our nearest duty is 
our first duty. But so often 1 question if it is 
duty at all — if I am not getting over-careful and 
anxious ? — always counting up bills and seeing 
faults; and — and — I can't make a cheerful, 
happy home for father, or Bobert, and Judith, 
whatever I do ! They, each and all, say that I 
weary them with my dismal face, and then they 
go elsewhere for cheerfulness, and that leads to 
mischief. I wonder what I can do !" 

" I>o your best, and cultivate a cheerful and 
hopeful spirit. You can do no more. All will 
seem like a dream, like a tale that is told, soon. 
You are inclined to be rather sad-hearted, ain't 
you P You mistrust yourself and lean on others ; 



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so, for you, the way is to look on the bright side 
of every thing and trust in Gob ; while you 
must try not to worry yourself by too close and 
anxious scrutiny of your motives, or be too cast 
down, if you do not always succeed. To take 
advice and want sympathy is one thing — never 
to trust oneself to act by one's own judgment, 
another." 

" I see, I see ! and this want of faith in my- 
self leads others to mistrust me too. But what 
can be done if I see daily and hourly how I do 
mistake, and say and do just the wrong thing ; 
if, in fact, I am not about the work for which I 
am fitted — for that is the real truth, Aunt Betsy. 

" I believe I could visit among the poor, and 
teach children, and so on. I could, I think, 
bear even hardships for the glory of God ; but 
as manager of a house — to keep the peace in a 
family — for this, I am not able — not fit." 

"Never say so; don't think it, my dear. 
Depend on it the Almighty places us where we 
are best off, though we can't see why now. 
One thing I do think you need. You need 
a little rest and change. Your bodily strength 
is feeble, and your spirits low. Grace, I must 
try what I can do, to persuade your father to 
lend you to me for a while. No, don't say no ; 



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the children too. It will do, us all good, I am 
sure. Now I must be going, my dear child. 
Good-bye !" 

" Thank you. You have done me great good, 
Aunt Betsy ; and I feel braver to go home now. 
I was so dreading it just before you came up 
that I had half a mind to run away." They 
parted then, Grace really comforted as she said 
by a few kind helping words. 



CHAPTEE VI. 

" Grace, it is of no use trying to stop me, I 
tell you. I must have money, and you must 
get it for me. Now don't look wretched and 
sulky, there's a dear," said Judith a few even- 
ings after that on which Grace had met Aunt 
Betsy. The sisters were going to bed, and 
while Judith brushed her long hair, she tried 
alternate coaxing and threatening. 

" As I have said, so I say again, Where and 
how am I to get money ?" 

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allowed : and what is more, I am come to a de- 
termination, that " 

€t What determination, pray ? If yon think 
you are going to set up as my guide and mistress, 
you are quite mistaken 1 I don't see how it 
concerns you how much I spend." 

" Then why do you come to me about it P" 

" Simply because you have chosen to take the 
head and management of the house ; and there* 
fore you are the proper person to provide me 
what I want." 

" You are unjust, Judith, as you know ; but 
let it pass. The fact is, I believe you are at this 
very moment in debt. Is it so ?" 

Judith coloured up. " I need not confess to 
you, my little missionary; and you need not 
pull so long a face — just as if you were going to 
preach a sermon. Yet, I don't care ; you are 
welcome to an answer. Yes, I am in debt ; 
and therefore money I must have." 

" Then, Judith, I will go to father and ask 
him for it ; but I shall tell him the truth. I am 
sure it is right ; and, however painful, it must 
be done." 

" Grace, I dare you to do so 1 Tell my father 
that ! Are you mad P I tell you when I have 
cleared off those tiresome bills, and set myself 



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up as I mast be for this journey, I shall be in ft 
position to be independent of farther help. It 
is a great opening for me— a grand opportunity. 
I know what I am about, but interference will 
ruin all. Grace, I shall probably be ' my lady.' 
What do you think of that now P Isn't the 
prospect worth a little outlay P" 

" It is never worth doing wrong, even — " 

" Spare me any sermons or lectures : they 
never do me any good. I am determined, 
somehow or other, to do this thing ; and if I 
am not helped to do it in a proper way, why 
then—" 

Judith wound up with a toss of her head, 
and a look which gave great pain and alarm to 
Grace. 

And there was reason for alarm. Judith had 
been for some little time acting in a way her 
sister did not quite understand. Curious and 
unpleasant rumours reached her by the servants 
and visitors ; and Judith hereelf sometimes let 
out hints that she was playing a deep game. 

A lady, rather young, though a widow, and 
very gay, had been staying at the Hall, and 
there had met and made acquaintance with 
Judith. They suited, and fell at once into a 
strong friendship. Mrs. Hall insisted on Ju- 



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dith's walking, and driving, and singing with 
her, and roused all her latent ambition by paint- 
ing the conquests she would make, if introduced 
to a larger field than such a " slow, dull place as 
Heathercombe." 

Mrs. Hall was going abroad for the winter ; 
and as her sister was, from ill health, obliged to 
give up accompanying her, she fixed on Judith 
as her companion. Nothing could please Judith 
more ; and it was to set herself up with a full 
and complete wardrobe that she now wanted 
money. There were, besides, old standing bills 
which she would like to pay before leaving 
home. 

When she had once alluded to the invitation, 
her father had not positively said no to it ; but 
it was becoming needful to get a clear consent, 
and the means, and Mr. Bracy was more than 
ever angry at being asked for money, and less 
and less accessible to his daughters. 

Grace did not think the scheme at all a wise 
one. From what she heard and saw of Mrs. 
Hall, and Mrs. Hall's cousin, Sir Charles Sandon, 
she believed them to be very undesirable friends 
for her sister. But Grace had no influence; 
and she found that her speaking against a thing 
rather added to Judith's determination to do it. 



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u Grace, will you get the money ? will you 
ask father?" again said Judith. 

" If I do, I shall tell the whole truth. And, 
besides, I wonder at your persisting in choosing 
me to ask : you know so well how little my 
father — likes — me !" 

Her voice dropped low at the end. 

" "Well, if you won't do it, I shall get some 
money from Bobert. I can do so ; and I shall 
leave bills to some amount to come in when I 
am far away from this. I shall take French 
leave, and say nothing about it. It is very hard, 
so rich as father is, that I should be grudged 
what I want !" 

Grace knew that Judith would do what she 
threatened, and she trembled at the conse- 
quences of such bold disobedience. Judith 
would be turned off— forbidden her father's 
home. She might not care ; Grace feared she 
would not. But might it not drive her to some 
desperate and dangerous course ? And the re- 
membrance of a hard, evil-looking face paying 
bold compliments, and showing almost insolent 
attention to g Judith, caused poor Grace to 
shudder. That dreadful Sir Charles ! and Mrs. 
Hall, so giddy and thoughtless ! 

After a long, silent consideration of all this, 

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Grace rose to leave the room. She said quietly, 
and with effort, 

" I will do my best for you, Judith ; but, for 
heaven's sake, don't be rash ! Don't bring more 
trouble- on us! Do be careful! Oh, I wish 
you would give up going with those people !" 

Judith only laughed, and, for a wonder, she 
kissed her sister, and thanked her for her pro- 
mise of help. 

No sleep did Grace get that night: she 
dreaded the conversation with her father more 
than she could say. It was positive pain to 
her ; and all the next morning she was hot and 
cold by fits, and nervous to a degree. 

When the lessons were over, finding that Mr. 
Bracy was in his work-room, Grace determined 
to go at once and seek an interview. It was 
indeed like braving a lion in his den ! 

The result of Grace's interview — for there is 
no need to write such painful details — was a 
stern order for the culprit Judith to appear before 
him, with an exact list of her debts, that evening 
after tea. Mr. Bracy's pride, if no better feeling, 
would not allow of a daughter's bills being un- 
paid. The need for further outlay was pecu- 
liarly irritating, as he had another scene with 
his son the day before ; and also he had lately 



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expended a good sum on some instrument for his 
own experiments, which had proved a thorough 
failure and loss. 

As to Judith's going abroad with Mrs. Hall, 
her father swore he would not consent. She 
must stay at home and learn to be steady. A 
good prospect lay before her, which he insisted 
on her accepting, under penalty of his disowning 
her. A very good proposal of marriage had 
been made to him for her, he said ; one which 
Bhe, in her pride and vanity, might think lightly 
of, but which was only too good for her ; and 
Grace was advised to urge her acceptance of it 
directly. Who it was, he did not tell Grace. 
His bitter anger, his violent language, and even 
more, his complaints of home troubles and the 
miserable life he had led, upset Grace entirely. 
He said he had no comfort from his wife, and 
none in his children ; launched out again in the 
old way about Grace's being "religious," and 
flattering that Vicar ; and went on to almost 
abuse her bad housekeeping and stupid way 
of teaching her sisters, who, he said, were a 
*8t of ignorant, dirty little dunces, a disgrace 
to him and herself. He said she had had a fair 
trial ; and if she did not very soon turn over a 
new leaf, he should find some one else to do her 



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work, and she'd find herself not quite bo much 
mistress as she fancied. Grace did sigh out, 
" What can I do P If you would but tell me !" 
But he deigned no reply : only, catching the 
look of almost agony in her face, and seeing her 
shaking hand as she lifted a book he had ordered 
her to take away, a bitter shadow of actual 
loathing dislike crossed his face, and he bade 
her " be gone at once !" 

"Well," said Judith, having watched for 
Grace's coming out. 

" No, nothing well, nothing good. O Judith ! 
if I could but make my father even not dislike 
me so ! My very presence near him is hateful 
to him." 

" Oh, it is of your own affairs you are full ! 
I thought you went to speak for me! Just 
like you — selfish and sulky, and always so dis- 
mal ! Of course you bungled ; I knew how it 
would be !" 

Finding that Grace did not answer or appear 
to notice these stinging words, — for in her ex- 
treme dejection she would gladly be spared an- 
other syllable, — Judith tried other means ; and 
conquered her temper so far as to speak more 
civilly, and beg Grace to tell her what had 
passed. 



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When she had heard all, having followed 
Grace to her bedroom, and shutting the door 
for privacy, Judith's handsome face seemed, 
after the first passionate flash of anger, to turn 
to stone. Her eyes looked fierce and deter- 
mined, but her first remark was, 

" Did he say from whom this proposal came ?" 

"No." 

" I know : the fool has been trying to please 
me, worrying and boring me for weeks. Mr. 
Bracy doesn't really think I would have him ! 
It is a mere sham — a threat !" 

"And you will write down all; don't keep 
any back," Grace turned to say, as she left. 
"It m kind of him to pay, for indeed he has 
had many serious calls lately. Judith, try — try 
to please him, to comfort him ; he does like and 
love you I" 

" Thank you for your advice, and for your 
able management of this affair." 

Grace hastened away, stung by the irony of 
her manner, and not understanding what Judith 
meant to do. A throbbing headache made it 
utterly impossible for Grace to leave her room 
again. She managed to get into bed with a 
servant's help, who closed the shutters, and en- 
treated to be allowed to send for the doctor. 

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But Grace only begged for quiet, and that the 
little girls might be kept out of her father's 
way. 

At last she gained relief from the pain of 
body and mind, and fell asleep. She awoke to 
find it nearly dark — bed-time, as the maid said, 
and not worth while for her to get up then 
at all. 

Two hours later tbe maid came to see if 
Grace wanted anything ; and finding her better, 
let out that master seemed to.be in a great way, 
stamping about, and asking after Miss Judith. 

" And where is she ?" 

" I don't know, miss. "No one hasn't seen 
her since dinner-time. Master had his dinner 
sent to his room, and Miss Judith carved. 
Likely enough she's in the town, and may re- 
turn now. It isn't so very late, but she's often 
been later : only wouldn't advise her to come in 
her papa's way, for he do seem out-of-the-way 
angry at her ; for he says he stopped at home 
on purpose to see her." 

" So she has actually avoided going to him ! 
Judith !" thought Grace ; and uneasy and 
anxious, she got up, and put on her dressing- 
gown to watch and listen. 

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HOME TEIALB. 103 

Judith walked home ; or if she returned in a 
friend's carriage, she should see it at the gate. 
So she sat at the window. 

It was a calm, bright moonlight: the still, 
solemn feeling it gave her soothed her cares, 
and carried her away to the hour when this 
beautiful world would be dissolved. " Like 
a scroll!" she repeated; "and the sun and 
the moon darkened ; and there will be signs 
in the heavens." Her thoughts then flew 
to the parable of the wise and foolish virgins, 
and the clear commentary made on it by Mr. 
Carlton one day in school. And Grace prayed 
for herself, for her father, for Judith and all ; 
yes, for another, too, never forgotten at such 
moments. 

But how dreary life seemed, and how long it 
might be ! She was not two and twenty ; and 
in this lonely spot, this ideal of a quiet English 
country home, how much distress, and bitter- 
ness, and trouble there was. But just now she 
did not long ana* yearn to go away and leave it 
all. She earnestly prayed for help to make 
things better. 

If only Judith were different, what a comfort 
it might be! How much one so clever and 
agreeable might do with each and all! And 



104 HOME TRIALS. 

perhaps she would. When once Mrs. Hall was 
gone, after the first disappointment and resent- 
ment at being thwarted, perhaps Judith would 
be glad to resume her right place in the house. 
Grace resolved to strive her very utmost to 
please and " suit " her sister better ; to try and 
enter more into her pursuits and pleasures, and 
not be such a kill-joy and stupid, dull creature, 
as Judith always found her. 

Her reverie was disturbed by her father's 
voice, pitched high and shrill. 

" Lock up the doors ! it is after twelve. If 
she comes, she may get in as she can, or not 
at all. I will teach her to behave in this way 
again ! Why, Robert has been home this hour 
and more !" 

Then there was a sound of shutting up, and 
the house-door chain rattled, and Mr. Bracy's 
own door was banged. Stillness followed. But 
Grace continued her watch, fearing and hoping 
to see her sister or some messenger. It was so 
clear and still, she could hear the church clock 
strike out the hours at Heathercombe. She 
could see the white houses, and she wondered 
in which Judith was. 

At last, just about dawn, Grace fell asleep 
where she sat, her head on the sill. 



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" Here's a note I found, Miss, quite by chance, 
as I may say. Very careless to trust it in that 
fashion. It lay under the front door, as if 
somebody had squeezed it under,", said the 
maid. 

It was from Judith. Grace wondered she 
had not seen the messenger. It must have come 
lately, while she slept. 

"Deab Gbace, 

" This is to inform you that I am neither 
drowned nor hanged, which your fancy might 
persuade you to suppose. When you get this 
I shall be far away. I leave my home: no 
explanation is needed; and I scarcely think 
any one will care to know more. If they do, 
let me assure them, that I have found considera- 
tion and kindness ; nay, more than that. Mr. 
Bracy need not trouble himself about any dis- 
grace attaching itself to his name by my bills ; 
they will be paid. For the present, 

"Judith Bbaoy." 

It was no use reading and re-reading this, and 
turning it round and round. That was all! 
Grace could not understand it, and began to 
think it must be the fault of her own stupidity. 



106 HOMS TBIAL8. 

Should she tell her father, or show him this? 
Or would it not be wiser to wait, for either 
Judith was joking and would return, or she 
would write again and explain. 

But the maid told her master of the note, and 
Grace could not do otherwise than show it. 

Mr. Bracy hurried off at once, without break- 
fast, to find out more in the town. He uttered 
many threats, and ended with declaring he didn't 
care if she was gone. She should never come 
back, that was all ! 

Robert pained and distressed Grace by insin- 
uations and jokes, that Judith had eloped ; and 
Grace was glad when he went to his office. 

During the day, one or two absurd reports 
were brought by tradesmen's errand boys, and 
duly repeated and added to by the servants. 
But Mr. Bracy did not return, and Grace was 
sick with suspense, till unable to bear it any 
longer, she determined to walk to the town. 
What she was to do there she did not know. She 
might meet her father, or see Aunt Betsy, or 
hear something. Perhaps Judith was at the 
Hall ; but then she remembered that the note 
said " far away." 

Not a soul did she meet ; and when once in 
the street, she began to be afraid of seeing her 



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father, and his being angry at her leaving home. 
Or, what if he had returned by the road, and 
was asking for her ? So she irresolutely stood 
for a moment, wishing strongly to go on and 
call on Miss Stafford, though she knew it was 
ten chances to one if she was at home at this 
hour. However, she did go there ; and after a 
little doubt if her mistress was in or out, Grace 
was asked by the servant to wait in the parlour, 
and in another moment had the pleasure of 
hearing Aunt Betsy's voice on the stairs. 

" Do you know— have you heard anything of 
Judith ?" 

" My dear child, no ; why, is she not at home ? 
Yea, I did hear Miss Fatty Lee answering Mr. 
Mortlock in the street, to be sure, and I re- 
member Judith's name was spoken ; but I was 
full of my business." 

" Is she at Mrs. Eberley's ?" she asked, when 
Grace told her of Judith's going away yester- 
day. 

Grace did not speak of the note yet, so fearful 
was she of doing harm. " It might be a joke, 
one of Judith's practical jokes to alarm me," 
she constantly said to herself, her beating heart 
all the time contradicting it. 

" You look fit to # &int," said Aunt Betsy ; 



108 HOKE TBIALS. 

" sit here quietly. Mary shall make you a cup 
of coffee, and I will go to the Hall and inquire 
if Judith is there, and be back again in no 
time." And she was gone while she said it. 

When the servant brought the coffee, Grace 
thought she seemed about to say something, 
she lingered on in the room, and cleared her 
throat so often. 

"You are hurried, ain't you, miss? Them 
reports are very unpleasant. 'Tis such a place 
for making up stories ; but says I, directly I 
heard it, I don't believe one word, I said." 

" What have you heard ? Do tell me, Mary !" 

" Such nonsense — that Miss Bracy got mar- 
ried this morning, all private-like, and they're 
gone away with a coach and four. She's such 
a handsome young lady, and gets so much 
courting, you see, there's no end of reports 
about her. You'd be frightened to hear the 
half!" 

She stopped, seeing how pale Grace became. 
But she tried to laugh and treat it as Mary did ; 
while, full of restless anxiety, she got up and 
looked out of window for Miss Stafford's return. 



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CHAPTEE VII. 

It was not long before Miss Stafford returned. 
Her step was somewhat slow, and her counte- 
nance not like one that bore good news. 

"My dear," she said, "it is very strange. 
What were Judith's plans ? Did she leave no 
message, no note ?" 

"Tea, a note, such as it is. At least, our 
servant found it squeezed under the door. But 
I can't make it out. Oh, Aunt Betsy, tell me 
all ! Mary says such shocking things ; and I 
see by your face it is all true. Tell me all !" 

"Mary! I have been to the Hall. Mrs. 
Eberley was quite excited. You know, she is 
an odd woman, though very kind. She said your 
father had already been there, demanding his 
child. She was deeply offended, I saw; and 
says it is a lesson to her not to patronise young 
girls. Judith has evidently not been to her. 
Mrs. Eberley had not heard of her disappearance 
till your father came." 

" Mary says that they talk of her being mar- 
ried and going away," Grace said. " Where is 

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110 HOME TRIALS. 

Mrs. Hall P Where is that cousin Sir Charles F 
Do you know, Aunt Betsy ?" 

" Mrs. Hall left this morning, so Mrs. Eberley 
says : Judith could not be with her therefore. 
As to Sir Charles Sandon, he left — well, I be- 
lieve it was yesterday ; I don't know. My dear, 
surely — have you any reason to think — " 

Miss Stafford stopped short, not liking to say 
more. Grace, in a broken voice, told what her 
sister had said, and what she had herself ob- 
served and disliked. The note, too, which she 
repeated, made Aunt Betsy shake her head 
gravely. But still she said they must not con- 
demn without further proofs. There was no- 
thing for it but patience. Grace must go 
home, for her father's sake ; and as she was so 
ill and shaken, Aunt Betsy offered herself as 
companion, and even consented to remain the 
night there. 

Just as they left the town, and were about to 
climb the first stile, the Vicar came upon them, 
looking tired and dusty. 

In answer to Aunt Betsy's inquiries, he said 
he had walked far. It was dusty and hot, too. 
Then he looked at Grace inquiringly but kindly, 
and even took her hand and said, "Poor girl, 
this is very hard for you," 



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Grace could not syllable the question which 
arose. The tone of kindness made her feel 
ready to choke. But Aunt Betsy spoke for her. 

" Ton have heard, then, sir ?" 

"Indeed I have. Yes, reports of various 
kinds reached me this morning in the town ; 
some exceedingly absurd, of course, but one 
was serious enough to make me anxious. I 
had some business at Blackridge, and accord- 
ingly walked there after morning service. You 

are aware it is on the road to E , and that 

there is a capital posting-house there P Well, 
as I sauntered through the burning, long street 
—one of the most thoroughly uninviting of all 
small country towns I know — I was aware of a 
group round the inn : nothing unusual, per- 
haps; but gazing is infectious, and seeing my 
fellow-creatures staring, I stared also. A post- 
chaise stood at the door — a chaise and four. 
Into this I saw a lady handed by a gentleman. 
It was like a flash of lightning ; they were out 
of sight before I could turn about to ask a 
question. I thought — not till afterwards, 
though — that the figures were familiar to me, 
though both were hidden by wrappers and a 
veil. I heard afterwards that a gentleman had 
driven up in a gig, and ordered the fleetest 



112 HOME TRIALS. 

horses they had, with a large bribe for speed. 
A lady was with him ; but all I discovered was 
that she was in black, with a very thick veil. 
The gentleman's servant was sent back here 
to Heathercombe with commissions ; he rode, 
and left the gig at Blackridge. This is all I 
could discover. Now, I think inquiry should be 
made about this servant; unless, indeed, you 
have heard elsewhere." 

" No, nothing. It must be my sister : it fits 
in with her own note. Oh, can nothing be done 
to save her P O Judith, Judith ! this will kill 
my father !" poor Grace ejaculated. 

In the course of a few days the Vicar learnt 
that a servant of Sir Charles Sandon had been 
in the town, paying his master's bills ; but the 
man could never be met with, and was now gone. 

No further account reached the family. Mrs. 
Eberley heard from Mrs. Hall — a lively letter, 
in her usual style, but speaking of Judith's still 
accompanying her to Italy: wherefore, Mrs. 
Eberley inferred that Judith was not with them, 
and she haughtily resented any idea of the sort, 
as reflecting on herself. 

She was very severe on the poor girl; for 
ever since the foreign tour was hinted at, Mrs. 
Eberley became annoyed. She disliked any 



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one's going to foreign lands. It was one of her 
peculiar dislikes ; and she now put all the mis- 
chief, if mischief there was, to Judith's wish to 
go amongst the " wretched French," &c. 

In course of time Mrs. Hall was reported to 
have left England. Of her cousin nothing was 
known. Mrs. Eberley only knew him through 
Mrs. Hall, and concluded he was with his regi- 
ment, wherever that might be. Not a word 
reached Cross Farm of Judith's fate. Mr. 
Bracy struggled against showing how much this 
grieved him ; but there was an alteration in his 
whole appearance, and it seemed to make him 
more cross and difficult to please at home. 

Grace had to hear many allusions which made 
her heart ache — that it was much owing to her 
own great unamiability and dulness, that her 
sister had found her home dull. Mr. Bracy was 
perpetually threatening a governess for the little 
girls, which made Grace work very hard to pre- 
vent it. She could hardly trust to her father's 
choice, and an unpleasant person in her lonely 
life would make many things worse. 

She hoped that the expense might make him 
give it up, and scarcely ever left the children, 
lest their voices or plays should disturb their 
father and bring the much dreaded governess. 

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CHAPTEK VIII. 

Gb ace's pale cheeks were flushed, and her 
whole appearance denoted nervous irritation, 
painful to see. 

She was in the small back parlour, generally 
used as school-room, and after many vain at- 
tempts had at last succeeded in persuading the 
elder of the four children to attend to her read- 
ing lesson, while the second was sobbing and 
fretting over a sum ; and a third behind Grace's 
back had upset her work-basket, and was enjoy- 
ing her mischief, by further entangling the reels 
of cotton. 

"Do try and attend, Lydia! That is not 
'displeased.' Spell it. It is ' displaced.' Yes!" 
she said in answer to a voice without. " Oh ; 
there is Eobert ! "What am I to do ! Now if 
he comes in to talk, you take your sewing : do 
you hear, Lydia P" And Grace turned with 
a heavy sigh and very weary air to the door as 
her brother bounced in, scolding her all the 
time for letting him call till his throat was sore. 

" I am always engaged, always busy at lessons 
at this time," Grace said with slight displeasure. 



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" Bother the lessons! Send them off! I want 
you ! I can't talk before them all I" 

"Can't you wait?" she asked in a piteous 
tone, which he directly took up and mimicked, 
so as to bring laughter from the children. " No 
verily, I can't, poor misery mortal, wretched 
little martyr !" 

Grace flushed up, but said nothing. She did 
not even further remonstrate when he pulled 
the books and the work away, and bade them go 
off anywhere for ten minutes. Grace sighed, 
but remained still, her head leaning on her 
hand. 

It was some time when the room was quiet, 
before either spoke. Robert seemed to have 
lost his courage, or he was in an absent fit. 
Grace was too tired and out of heart to volun- 
teer a syllable. 

" Lend me some cash, Grace," 

She looked up at him, but did not meet his 
eye. He was bent on disentangling a knotted 
piece of string. 

" Are you deaf, or dumb ? Will you lend me 
a little money ?" 

" Bobert, I have none !" 

"Gammon! Gome, do be kind and civil. 
Don't drive me into a corner this once. Tbe 



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fact is, you see, a lot of fellows are going to 
have a day shooting sea-fowl. I'd give my hand 
and go too — and they'll sneer and laugh if 
I don't — and I can't without a little tin. I'm 
so hard up. Gome, this once. I'll never ask 
you again." 

" O, Bobert !" She could not help showing 
how she despised this oft made, oft broken 
promise. 

" I'm in sober earnest now. Upon my word, 
it is the last time I shall ever be asking you. 
You'll be sorry — you will, if — but you must 
not, you cannot refuse. I know you have money. 
I saw him hand over lots of notes three days 
ago. Give me the key. If you are tired, I'll 
bring your desk here." 

"That was money to pay bills. It is not 
mine. I haven't got a sixpence of my own." 

" I don't care. I will have it. Tell what you 
like. Do as you think right." And he hastened 
to her desk which stood on a small table by the 
window. It was unlocked ; the keys were in it ; 
for Grace had been interrupted in her accounts 
by a summons from her father to go to his room, 
where he required her help in some of his expe- 
riments. 

She started up and laid her hand on Eobert's 



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arm. " He will be so very angry, Robert ! I 
dare not !" 

" But I dare. Let me alone. You may say 
I did it in spite of you. I don't care. Only let 
me have thirty shillings." And he violently 
tossed out the money, confusing the little heaps 
she had carefully made for the different bills, 
caught up two sovereigns, and as quickly as 
possible — before she had time to take it in — he 
jumped out of the low window, and was gone. 

Grace was annoyed with him ; very angry at 
his violence and selfish disregard of her. She 
had only time to put her desk a little straight ; 
and locking it, put the keys into her pocket, 
when the sounds of a loud and frightened cry 
reached her. Then there was her father's voice, 
loud and angry — more cries — and the sound of 
a switch. She ran out, to find Lydia screaming 
with terror and pain, as her father struck her 
neck and arms with his riding whip. Seeing 
Grace, she ran to her, sobbing out — " Didn't 
he — didn't you send us out P" 

" I told you, if ever I caught you out idling 
in school hours again, I would make you smart," 
Mr. Bracy said, shaking his whip. "What 
business have you out here at this hour? A 
pretty teacher you make," he added, turning to 



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Grace. " The Parson has been asking for yon to 
take a class in his Sunday School, and I told 
him you had better learn to teach at home first. 
But it is the same throughout ! Every thing 
neglected !" 

Grace's excuses were not heard. Mr. Bracy 
mounted his horse, saying, he was going to put 
an end to it all. She'd find things rather diffe- 
rent in future. 

It was as much as Grace could do to restore 
peace and quiet among the children. Lessons 
were out of the question. Tired and miserable 
as she was, she tried to fix their attention by 
reading to them. 

" Anna says we are to have a governess, like 
the Miss Mornes," remarked one of the children 
when Grace paused from fatigue. 

" Shall you like it P" Grace said. 

" Yes : she won't be so dismal or so strict as 
you. She'll teach us to work collars, and to 
dance. I wish she was coming." 

" I don't," sobbed out Lydia, who had a kind of 
selfish affection for Grace, and was no favourite 
with any one else. " I'd rather have Grace. I 
wont learn of any one else." 

" You mustn't say that. Very likely you'll 
have to do so," said Grace. 



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a Anna says papa doesn't like you, Grace, and 
that you haven't any spirit," Esther went on. 

Grace shook her head, and reproved her for 
repeating what this new maid Anna said. 

"Anna said she'd persuade papa to let us go 
with her on Sunday. She says he does what 
she asks him." 

" 1 don't like Anna a bit," said Lydia. " She 
calls me a fretty, naughty girl, and says 1 have 
a cross temper like Grace ; and she said" — low- 
ering her voice — "that mother was just the 
same." 

" Anna is very wrong to talk so," Grace ob- 
served, more hurt than she cared to show ; for 
this new servant had added greatly to her 
troubles, being a bold and insolent person, who 
presumed on old acquaintance with some mem- 
bers of Mr. Bracy's family. Already she had 
contrived to set Grace's wishes and orders at 
defiance, and to bring her into scrapes with her 
father. Grace suspected her of trying to set the 
little girls against her before, and this confirmed 
it. She had offended Anna by telling her it was 
the rule of the house for no servant to remain 
oat of a Sunday Evening without special leave. 
Anna broke the rule again a second time ; and 
when spoken to by Grace, told her insolently, 



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that " she had her master's leave, and that was 
all she needed." But this was only one of the 
many trials and difficulties which beset her path. 

A few days after this, Grace was astonished 
by seeing the spare room in a state of prepara- 
tion. On asking Anna what she was about, she 
answered she had received orders to get it 
ready. 

That evening, just after tea, a carriage drove 
up with luggage. All the children gathered to 
the window to look and guess who it was. 
" Judith, Judith !" they exclaimed to one ano- 
ther. Grace looked up quickly, but her eyes 
dropped again directly, for she saw her father 
bowing and smiling — a rare sight — while he 
helped a stranger to alight, and gave orders for 
the boxes to be untied. A sharp voice sounded 
through the hall — sharp and hard — one of those 
peculiarly unpleasing voices which tell so much. 
They passed on to the drawing room. Grace's 
heart sank low. She felt it was the threatened 
governess. 



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CHAPTER IX. 

Mils. Jesbop — for the lady selected by Mr. 
Bracy as governess, was a widow — was a great 
contrast to Grace. So Grace herself saw and 
reflected. She had an exuberance of spirits 
and apparent good humour. Words flowed 
rapidly with her. Everything was delightful, 
lovely, beautiful. It was surprising how wide 
her range of sympathy was. She could entirely 
enter into the aspirations and dreams of a 
genius such as Mr. Bracy. She could mourn 
with and for him in his lonely lot, (for was she not 
a fellow-sufferer P) while she could sympathise 
with Robert's gay temper and love of society. 
She " doted " on children, and followed Grace 
to her room, to assure her she felt for her " gen* 
teel" appearance "unbounded admiration." 

" That quiet languor becomes you," she said. 
"It is so very interesting! But now I am 
here, you must give all the work, all the labour 
to me. I am used to it. You may sit still and 
amuse yourself. I will work." 

At first Grace was obliged to her for her 
friendly offers of help, and though she could 



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not get over her first impression, she tried hard 
to do so, and not be prejudiced or uncharitable. 
She tried to make the home pleasant for the 
stranger; but ere long, even Grace saw that 
the " stranger " would do that for herself, and 
Grace had very soon to rally her presence of 
mind and courage, or she found that not only 
the schoolroom duties would be taken from her, 
but every other. Once when she chanced to be 
late of a morning, only five minutes, she found 
Mrs. Jessop seated at the head of the table, 
pouring out the tea, and nodding good-hu- 
mouredly at Grace, but not offering to give it 
up to her. 

Mrs. Jessop was always at hand — always in 
the way to do a "good-natured action," as she 
called it. Ere a fortnight had passed, she was 
mending Mr. Bracy's gloves, filing his papers, 
even arranging his instruments — a thing Grace 
had never dared to do. She learnt to brew 
Mr. Bracy's toddy better than he did himself. 
Grace would never have ventured to offer her 
services, and looked on surprised and regretful. 
Yet, though Grace felt that this "stranger" 
had quickly stepped into her own rightful place, 
and would probably do so still more, she tried 
not to be sore or jealous. If she made her 



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father more comfortable, it would be good for 
all. It was a pleasure to see him satisfied, and 
if her own lack of agreeable qualities had caused 
her to fail so miserably in every way, this was 
but a just retribution and natural consequence. 

So Grace sighed a little, but strove hard not 
to see things with a jealous eye. Now that the 
task of teaching was taken from her, she had 
more leisure to devote to the housekeeping, and 
she earnestly hoped to give greater satisfaction 
in this respect. She had great notions of nota- 
bility, though her own mother had not been a 
practical example. But it was " in the family," 
as they said, and Grace studied with new 
vigour an old receipt-book of her mother's, and 
set about making delicate cakes and puddings, 
or preserving fruit. 

It was a new interest, and one she liked. 
The cook had lived long there, and was a good 
kind old body, not at all awful to Grace, and 
very glad to encourage her young missis to " be 
handy, hoping it would be better for her, than 
so much poking over books and bills." 

Grace began to look brisker, and feel lighter 
at heart ; perhaps happier days were at hand. 
Her old friend Mr. Carlton expressed himself 
as pleased with what she told him, and with 



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her improved appearance. Grace hesitated and 
faltered as she said how she wished she might 
be allowed to attend the school again. Now 
she had so much more time too she .... But 
the Vicar interrupted her kindly, but gravely, 
saying, he was sure it would displease her father. 
She must be content with home work and in- 
terests, he said. Then he spoke of his inten- 
tion of going to a milder climate for the winter, 
much against his wish, but doctors gave him 
little hope of life without it. A friend of his 
was to take his place in his absence. This was 
sad tidings — for though of late Grace had seen 
but little of him except at Church, she felt she 
had a good and wise friend and adviser in her 
clergyman always within call. 

But Grace would not give way to sorrow or 
sadness. This new gleam of light and hope, 
had given her strength. She was thankful for 
the improvement, and anxious to make the most 
of it. As it was, grave cares hovered over the 
household. Besides never hearing of poor reck- 
less Judith, Bobert was constantly exciting his 
father's anger very justly, and teazing his sis- 
ters very selfishly. He had not repaid his 
debt, and Grace was growing very nervous as 
the day drew near, when she showed up her 



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accounts and received the month's pay. She 
entreated him if he really could not repay it, to 
explain it to his father, at which he only joked 
and made a grimace, or tried to work on her 
through flattery, praising her up as " so good a 
sister," and so on. She knew how much this 
was worth however, and assured him, if he would 
not speak himself, she should tell the simple 
truth. 

The days passed away, and still Bobert said 
he could not repay the money. 

" What am I to do then ?" Grace said. 

" As you like ! If there's a row I shall cut 
and run. I hate the office. I want to go to 
Australia. Old Bond has heard from his son, 
who says that John and Harry are getting on 
like a ship on fire ! That's the go I I wish I 
could get out there !" 

At one moment Grace had a passing thought 
of asking Mrs. Jessop's advice ; perhaps even 
she would kindly advance the money, till Bobert 
could pay her P Grace knew she had money ; 
but something made her shrink from and dis- 
like doing this. Better trust her own father, 
and not have unnecessary concealment. So she 
inserted in her account book, "Advanced to 
Bobert £2 ;" and with a beating heart laid the 

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various books on her father's table, till he should 
be at leisure to overlook them. 

Mr. Bracy was busy that day about a new 
threshing machine, invented by himself. The 
books were not touched when Grace anxiously 
looked in after dinner. It was very fine with- 
out, and she had leisure time. Knowing Mrs. 
Jessop to be looking on in the barn, Grace 
thought she might propose walking with her 
little sisters, who since the arrival of Mrs. Jes- 
sop had been much divided from her. Now 
her heart yearned towards them. Her own 
sisters — the little ones recommended to her 
love and care by her mother ! She had proved 
a poor teacher and elder sister, but she " might 
still retain a hold on their hearts, still here a 
little, and there a little," strive to teach them 
God's ways. So she went to propose a walk 
to a certain favourite meadow where Borne fine 
iris grew. 

The children seemed pleased at first, and 
Lydia slid her hand into Grace's, with a timid 
and frightened look. Esther said something 
about Mrs. Jessop not liking them to be with 
Grace, but evidently the gathering the flowers, 
and the walk was a pleasure desired, and she 
consented to go and ask leave. 



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"Have you been out before to-day ?" Grace 
asked Lydia, thinking her paler even than com- 
mon. 

The child coloured up, but did not answer. 

" "We're not to tell," put in the younger one, 
Mary. " If we tell you things, we shall be 
locked up in the dark, like Lydia was." 

Before Grace had thought what to say in 
answer to this, and while she became more and 
more certain that poor Lydia was very unhappy 
and afraid, Esther came back. She was the 
one, the most like Judith, and just now a very 
daring expression blended with curiosity, shone 
in her fine eyes, making Grace recall old scenes. 

" No ! on no account. Mrs. Jessop's going 
to take us herself," she added, speaking to Mary. 

" Very well," Grace said, " I am sorry, but it 
can't be helped. You will like it as well I dare 
say." 

As she was going, Lydia clung to her tightly, 
and Grace stooped to kiss her for this proof of 
liking, but Mrs. Jessop's voice was heard shrill 
and sharp, and Lydia suddenly let go her sis* 
ter's hand, and ran to a further corner. Grace 
escaped up stairs without meeting the gover- 
ness. As she sat in her own room pondering 
over Lydia' s too evident signs of fear, she saw 



128 HOME TBIALS. 

Mrs Jessop pass out in the garden, followed by 
three of the children. Lydia was not there. 

Without thought, Grace hastened to the 
schoolroom, but the child was not there. She 
then intended asking Anna about her, but on 
her way was stopped by her father's voice. It 
was Grace's turn to feel frightened now. She 
turned red and pale alternately, for she well 
knew the dreaded words in the account book 
had been observed, and Bhe had now to bear the 
brunt of another's fault. 

Mr. Bracy was very angry indeed. But it 
was in a new manner. He did not scold or 
talk in his usual violent way. When he heard 
her hesitating, but truthful account, in which she 
strove to plead for Robert, he told her in a 
cold, severe tone, that she by her own want of 
upright principle, was the cause of leading her 
brother and sister astray. He had borne with 
her long enough ; but there must be an end to 
all things. Now, he requested her — and his 
assumed cold and polite manner, alarmed her 
even more than the old way — " to bring at once, 
all the keys and all the books. Henceforth he 
should place the management of the house in 
abler hands." 

Seeing her about to speak, he desired her to 
say nothing, for according to the way she bore 



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this well-merited punishment, would depend 
her future treatment. Then, as if he had con- 
trolled himself as long as he could, some of the 
old smothered dislike burst out, and with a look 
but too familiar to her, he bade her begone. 
She need not come back with the keys ; she. 
was to give them to Anna to bring. 

It added not a little to the bitterness of this 
blow, to feel, though she would not see, the 
sneer of triumph on this woman's face, as Grace 
gave her the keys and books wrapped in a news- 
paper. This done, she closed her door, and 
gave way to bitter weeping. " O, Robert, Robert, 
this is your doing!" 

'• And where is Miss Grace P" inquired Mrs. 
Jessop, as the party were about sitting down to 
supper. 

" I am sorry — grieved," said the widow, look- 
ing at Mr. Bracy; "but one must expect a 
little — , perhaps." 

"Expect nothing but sullen, fretful temper, 
as I told you," he said, shortly. 

" Ah, well ! but first impressions are so right. 
I saw it at once on the poor girl's face, though 
I have blindfolded myself, I am sure, and picked 
out all her better points." 

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But what's this? — veal pie. Shall I help 
you ?" And Mr. Bracy was engrossed with his 
meal. 

Robert did not escape. His father and he 
had high words, in which the son declared his 
resolution to leave the office and the country ; 
and his father said he might do so if he liked, 
but would get never a farthing from him if 
he did. 

The next day was Sunday — a quiet, sunny, 
beautiful, summer Sunday. Every one who 
could, went into the fields or the woods, or 
walked by the river side that evening ; working 
men and their little children, mothers and grown 
up daughters. They might be seen on that 
evening in every pleasant place, resting. 

But some cared not to avail themselves of this 
offered rest. At Cross Farm, Mr. Bracy worked 
with frowning brows over his calculations. The 
Church bells did not call him to Church. Only 
when dinner was announced did he don his coat 
and go down. Grave and pre-occupied, he did 
not notice Grace's pale, heavy looks, as she 
timidly hesitated, appealing silently to him, 
doubtful if she might even retain her seat at the 
head of the table. 

" I had better carve that goose, Gracey, dear," 



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Mrs. Jessop said, seating herself meanwhile; 
while Grace, with drooping eyes and tightly- 
clasped hands, sank into the next chair. Nei- 
ther did the father notice the vacant place till 
the meal was over. Then, looking up, he said, 

" Where is Eobert ?" 

There was no answer, and Mr. Bracy looked 
at Mrs. Jessop. 

She shook her head, and said, "she didn't 
know : he was always irregular, wasn't he ?" 

" He went out half-an-hour ago," the maid 
said, pertly, "and told me to have his boots 
wiped over before this evening." 

No more passed ; but when most of the family 
were out, either at Church or taking a walk 
(Mr. Bracy had gone to see a distant field), 
Eobert came back with a fly, and hastily putting 
up a box of things, he drove off. Coming out 
of Church, Grace saw this fly driving very fast. 
She looked up, and recognised her brother's hat 
as he waved it at her, and she understood then 
that he had fulfilled his rash threat, — that an- 
other was gone ! There was only herself now 
of the " first set," as they used to term them- 
selves, to explain the interregnum which divided 
them from the younger ones. 

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132 HOME TRIALS. 

" He doesn't now, but one day he surely will 
feel lonely and deserted ! What is it which 
drives them each and all away so P Are other 
homes, other large families like our's P If so, 
what a wretched, sad place this world is !" 

And when she was again in her own little 
room, Grace placed her mother's Bible on the 
window-ledge, and amid the low and pleasant 
murmur of summer night sounds, the scent of 
blossoms, and the refreshing, cool air, she read 
with a full heart those wonderful words, speak- 
ing of that strange life to come, "where the 
wicked cease from troubling, and the weary are 
at rest: where there is no more sorrow nor 
pain: where there is love and peace for ever- 
more," 

Darkness stole gently over all; voices were 
hushed ; only a buzzing sphinx moth and a sub- 
dued, distant whisper of insects was heard. 
Grace's face was on her hands, and they were 
clasped on the book. Her thoughts had wan- 
dered on far ; she had lost the guiding rein, and 
now they galloped far and wide, over old paths. 
Not only that other life was before her, but, 
while seeking the road which led to it, she had 
once again allowed fancy and imagination to 
draw pictures of wayside scenes. Again Grace 



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fancied herself a heroine, with her armour 
buckled on, in company with the good and the 
great ; self-devoted, ardent, brave. She saw the 
noble Christian maidens who in old times con- 
sented to die a martyr's death, rather than lose 
tbe martyr's promised crown. She thought of 
S. Cecilia, and many another whose history she 
knew by heart. She remembered, too, the story 
of that holy woman who loved prayer and medi- 
tation, but who as wife and mother had her 
time fully occupied ; who, called away from do- 
mestic cares many, many times from reading the 
Scriptures, and always going with sweet pa- 
tience, when she returned, found her psalm in 
beautiful golden letters, — showing the blessing 
of duty fulfilled, which, like a key, opened unto 
ber the treasures of God's Word. On and on 
Grace travelled in fancy, as she had done so 
often before, though not of late: nursing the 
sick, teaching the heathen, even visiting among 
tbe wretched and the poor daily, as Aunt Betsy 
did ; dressing poorly, living hard, to be able to 
give to others ; — all this filled Grace's heart and 
mind with eager desire, till, in her earnestness, 
she involuntarily spoke aloud. 

"How beautiful! how happy! But I — my 
lot is cast in such a different place ! All is so 



134 HOME TBIALS. 

low, so sordid, so mean; it can't be right! 
There must be some work for a willing heart. 
Where is it, I wonder ? Oh, if I could but 
find it !" 

A slight sound — a sense of the presence of 
some one, made her sit up and look round. In 
the shadow she descried a figure. She rose up 
quickly, blushing, though in the dark. 

" Is that you, Grace ?" said Mrs. Jessop, her 
sharp voice falling strangely on that sweet still- 
ness, and startling Grace. 

" I fancied I heard a voice. Whom are you 
speaking to ?" 

"To no one — to myself, I believe," Grace 
said, hesitatingly and shyly. 

"Nonsense! don't try to humbug me! I 
know better, child !" and she laughed. " Your 
father has begged me to look after the house, 
including yourself: he doesn't seem to consider 
you particularly steady. Gome, no nonsense! 
Who is it ?" 

" Indeed, I don't understand you, Mrs. Jes- 
sop," Grace said, coolly. " Did my father desire 
you to spy — to watch in my own room P" 

"He told me— asked me, I should say, to 
oblige him by taking the part of head of this 
establishment: I take my own measures for 



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this end. Once for all, let us understand one 

another. You are very meek, but smooth water 

is ever deep." Again she laughed, and Grace 

wondered. " Now, I am noisy, like a cataract ; 

every one may see and know me at once — all 

above-board : that's the charm of my character, 

as my late husband used to say. I mean to be 

kind towards you, and even stand up for you ; 

bat mind, I expect you to trust to me. So — 

do you see ? — don't be telling me you're talking 

to yourself, when I heard you with my own ears 

asking somebody a question. Girls will have 

their followers. Bless you ! I had my share, 

and more than my share. Now, who is it, my 

quiet, meek, genteel little Grace? pious as a 

graven image, strict as a quaker : whom is she 

talking to this summer night, eh, ducky ? Out 

with it!" 

As she chucked Grace under the chin, and in 
her boisterous fashion coaxed her, squeezing her 
and rattling her numerous chains and rings, 
Grace — whose tastes, whose very instincts were 
so opposite — could not repress a slight shudder ; 
and she tried to draw herself from Mrs. Jessop's 
arms. 

"There! sitting by the open window has 
made you shiver ! But it has, though ! Gome, 



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no nonsense, my pet lambkin ; I see, you and I 
will be excellent allies, sworn friends. You 
won't repent making a friend of me, see if you 
do ! I could tell you — but mum. However, I'll 
do something for you yet ! "We must ' manage' 
a certain person: eh, ducky? Come, I shall 
make you some toddy; it will do you good. 
You are cold-blooded, and want some heat in 
you. Come along !" And she pulled Grace on 
with strong arms, which it was vain to resist. 

As they went down she still talked. " How 
did you manage that wretched little brute P I 
had to whip her to-night! The dark closet 
won't do; but the rod will answer. I can't 
abide that timorous, puling temper : it raises 
my hot blood ! But I shall whip it out of her 
yet!" 

" Who P Of whom are you talking P Not, 
surely not — poor Lydia ! poor Lydia ! mother's 
pet. God forbid !" Grace exclaimed, in terror 
which astonished the complacent widow. 

" Indeed, I did ! Don't excite yourself, now. 
But I mean to conquer that child, I do !" 

" Not a difficult task," Grace said. " Very 
little will cure her — make her sly, and a coward. 

Do be gentle, patient ! She was so long 

ill ; so much indulged ; O, poor Lydia ! What 



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would mother say, or think ! And this is owing 
to me!" These last words she did not utter 
aloud. But her strong disgust against the 
coarseness of this person was lost in her painful 
fear that, wholly misunderstanding the nature of 
this child, she would ruin her by coarse severity. 

" Don't be afraid," again laughed Mrs. Jes- 
sop. " I've had experience ! I know ! She's 
met her match now !" 

Mr. Bracy did not appear at supper. Mrs. 
Jessop and Grace were alone; and as several 
glasses of the hot toddy disappeared, which Mrs. 
Jessop thought she was so good a hand at brew- 
ing, and recommended so highly though vainly 
to Grace, the widow grew kind and confiden- 
tial, and Grace's astonishment increased, till she 
was fairly lost in a puzzle, at the opposite and 
extraordinary qualities Mrs. Jessop displayed. 
She gave Grace a short sketch of her life, and it 
was such that Grace grew more and more un- 
happy at the idea of such a person taking her 
own poor mother's place — of guiding and teach- 
ing the little girls. At last, Grace rose with a 
sudden and determined resolution to hear no 
more, and go away. She called the servant, the 
sneering Anna, and hardly knowing what to 
say, pointed in a frightened way to the parlour, 

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only saying, " Mrs. Jessop !" She hastened up 
stairs. 

"Ay, ay," the maid answered. And then 
Grace heard her speaking sharply — even threat- 
eningly — and — surely she must be mistaken! 
But it sounded as if Mrs. Jessop was crying — 
begging for mercy — bribing the maid, not to tell 
something. Horrified, bewildered, Grace flew 
to her own room, and took care to lock it. 

Thoughts, too bad to shape distinctly, far less 
to speak, hovered over her. Should she, could 
she give her father a hint ; now, before it was 
too late P For his sake, and for the children's 
sake ! 

Grace sat up, watching and listening. She 
knew her father was still out. At last she heard 
him return. He spoke to Anna in the hall, and 
was coming up stairs. Grace timidly opened 
her door. The next moment she would have 
given the world not to have done so; but it 
was too late. Mr. Bracy saw her ; stopped and 
asked what she was doing so late, watching him ? 

" May I speak to you one moment ?" 

"What now? Well! Gome in, and make 
haste." He entered Grace's room as he spoke. 
In turning to close the door, Grace caught sight 
of a door at the end of the passage, a little open. 



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Something white was there. Mrs. Jessop's 
head peeped out and back again in a moment. 
Grace turned quickly to meet Anna's eyes as 
she came up stairs with the keys and the basket 
of silver spoons and forks. Anna smiled in a 
meaning way. She, too, saw Mrs. Jessop's 
head. She even shook her head a little at 
Grace, as if to give her warning. 

" Well, why do you keep me waiting on your 
whims P What is this freak P Be quick !" said 
Mr. Bracy ; and Grace, confused and alarmed, 
burst into tears. " Do forgive me !" she sobbed 
out desperately, seeing he was about to push 
past her, angry and annoyed. She put her hand 
on him to detain him. He flung it off. " But 
do you know— much — a great deal — about this 
lady — Mrs. Jessop, I mean P" she managed to 
say. — " Oh, if I could but make you understand 
me ! If you could but have heard — have seen — 
Lydia — she will ruin ! She — she — O, she talked 
so foolishly to-night, and — and — so many glasses 
of toddy, father !" 

All came out in a jumble : she could scarcely 
detain him. At last, he fixed his eyes on her. 

" Hang me, if I understand. Are you mad ? 
O, I see ! You and the widow have been drink- 
ing my share as well as your own of toddy ! Pretty 



140 HOME TBIALS. 

doings ! This is the * pious' Grace, too ! Go to 
bed, girl; and to-morrow you'll hear of this 
again! Disgusting humbug! These District 
Visitors !" And with an oath, and a loud 
" Anna, see you that Miss Grace's light is out," 
he entered his own room. 

" As she has brewed, so she must drink," was 
Anna's observation to her fellow servant a week 
afterwards, when old cook was loudly lament- 
ing over the hard fate of "poor little Miss 
Grace." 

Mrs. Jessop had many curious qualities ; and 
though at first sight it might seem so, she 
was by no means a person easily read. Great 
affectation of bluntneBs, and a sort of easy, 
rough goodnature, hid a wary, intriguing spirit 
and a strong regard for her own interests. She 
was good tempered, in a way, while she was also 
cruel and despotic; nor did she care how low 
she Btooped to gain a point. She was clever and 
coarse, and passed for a handsome woman among 
some people. 

Mrs. Jessop did not naturally like Grace. 
She came fully prepared to hate her, and fight 
her tooth and nail. But finding Grace meek 
and yielding, and already in the " black books" 
with her father, all that was goodnatured in the 



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widow, sprang up in favour of Grace. Had 

Grace fallen a little more readily into believing 

Mrs. Jessop's flattery, and given her a little 

in return, while she gave so little trouble in 

being tenacious of her rights, Mrs. Jessop would 

have been kind to her. True, she began at once 

by trying to set the children against their sister's 

influence ; but Grace was not worth the trouble 

of fighting ; she threw down her arms so at once. 

Mrs. Jessop's success, hitherto, had been so 

much greater and quicker than she had expected, 

that she resolved not to be timid, but strike a 

bold blow at once. Truly she lost no time! 

She had not only advised Robert to be firm and 

go from this country, but had actually been rash 

enough to invest some of her savings on this 

reckless youth. Secretly she had lent him 

money to take him to London. He expected 

there to hear of an employment which would 

frank him to Australia. If not, he could but 

work his way somehow. Once there, he thought 

all was right, as he had friends there besides his 

brother. After getting so formidable an obstacle 

well out of her path, Mrs. Jessop, somewhat 

flushed and excited with success, had tried to 

make way with Grace. How she succeeded has 

been seen. But although poor Grace's horrible 



142 HOME TEIALS. 

suspicion that too many glasses of toddy had 
affected the lady's head was true, it was not to 
that degree but that Mrs. Jessop was very 
soon quite aware of her own momentary care- 
lessness. "No sooner was she in her room than, 
after washing her face, she recalled Grace's 
frightened look, and suspected mischief. She 
therefore watched. She saw and understood 
Grace's appeal to her father, and Anna's mean- 
ing look. She did not much dread any thing 
poor Grace could say or do against her ; but 
from that moment her whole soul was turned 
against Grace with a deadly and bitter hatred. 
There was no longer, after that night, a 
semblance of friendship or liking. Mrs. Jessop 
was haughty and cold ; entirely preventing a 
free intercourse between Grace and her sisters ; 
chiefly because she knew it gave Grace pain, 
for her power was too firmly established for 
that to be in danger, and often she would have 
been glad to depute the trouble of a lesson 
or a walk to Grace. But she must be kept 
"down, and broken in;" and to thwart her 
in every thing, great or little, was the way. 
More and more Mrs. Jessop reigned supreme 
from cellar to garret, and more and more did 
Grace retire in silence, but in pain, to her own 



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room — " Still entirely her own," she had come 
to say with a thankful heart. "Should that 
ever be taken .... but — no ! she would not, 
mast not, anticipate evils. She could not live if 
she did. The old cook deplored and stormed 
too ; threatening to give warning ! Even Anna 
seemed satisfied and amply revenged; and 
though in talking it over to cook, she had laid 
the blame of this open war on Miss Grace her- 
self, for Mrs. Jessop had been inclined to be 
"comfortable" with her before she went telling 
of tales that night ; still, Anna no longer tried 
Grace by her own rebellious insolence. She 
was even civil and attentive, and would have 
been more so, but that she saw Grace did not 
much like her and never encouraged her to talk 
or be familiar. Anna sometimes repeated to 
Grace the servants' resentment of any undue 
assumption of "Missis" airs on Mrs. Jessop's 
part ; but she never drew any reply or remark 
from Grace. This was aggravating, and made 
her exclaim— 

" How I do hate such close people ! there 
she'll sit the live-long day, and better than half 
the night, reading, sewing, writing, thinking, — 
so mum and so stupid ! Not a scrap of spirit 
about her ! Bah ! I'd sooner see a body get 



144 HOME TRIALS. 

into a passion ! But she looks very badly, don't 
she, now, cook ?" 

" Ay ! and will look worse if this is to go 
on! Mussy 'pon us! things, was bad enough in 
poor Missus' time; 'twere always a doomed 
kind of go-wrong sort of set. And then to see, 
how money came for the asking, as you may 
say. Such luck ! and they was set up for 
gentlefolks at once ; not but the master always 
was, or might have been, only he didn't hold by 
it at all ! And then poor Judith, and her hand- 
some face ; where be she now, poor soul, I 
wonder ! And John, with his dark, clever eye ; 
but I always say he was the best o' em — he and 
Grace. Ay, Grace ! for all yer sneers ! I do 
say and uphold 'mong ye all, that Grace was as 
good and dutiful a little maid as ever lived ! — a 
right-down, well-spoken, genteel little body; 
and 'tis a sin for just to see the spirit of the 
girl broken down so ! Better she was dead thiB 
minute ! Ah, poor little lamb, if you had put 
up with spanking Harry, you'd have laid softer 
now .... I do believe ! But there ! All's for 
the best some day !" 

Old cook's not very intelligible ejaculations 
ended in her taking a resolution which she very 
soon carried into execution. Cook came from 



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Bracy's native town ; her " folks," as she called 
them, lived there now, and saw the Banks 9 
family pretty often. So, in coarse of time, an 
oddly spelt, curiously worded letter, found its 
way from Cross Farm kitchen to Mrs. Thomas 
White, laundress, Mill Street. 

And when Mrs. T. White next found time 
for a gossip with her friends, she carried this 
letter from her sister with her ; and as in the 
multitude of counsellors there is safety, she pru- 
dently took advice. The matronly heads agreed 
it would he kind to give Miss Cissy Banks — 
poor Mrs. Bracy's maiden and only surviving 
sister — hints as to what was going on in her 
brother-in-law's house. 

" She may do as she likes when she knows," 
the advisers sagely remarked ; " but she ought 
to know." 

" Bless my soul ! you have surprised me, Mrs. 
White!" was Miss Cissy Banks' exclamation, 
when she finished the letter, which Mrs. White 
carried straight and at once to her ; and with 
tears in her eyes Cissy sighed and repeated, 
"Bless me! oh, dear! oh, dear! Poor dear 
Lydia was very self-willed that once! She 
would have Bracy, though we ail warned her 
he was a genius, and sure to make an indifferent 

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146 HOME TBIALB. 

husband* Besides, by birth he was a gentle- 
man, and — well, I am old-fashioned* Mrs. 
White, and I think it is wiser and happier to 
keep in one's own station ; but that's neither 
here nor there. Bless me I Grace writes me a 
very pretty and proper letter now and then, 
about once a year or so ; but she never hinted 
all this. What can be done, I wonder? I 
must ask my brother. Hugh is a wise man, of 
common, sound sense. Thank goodness ! there 
never was any genius in our family ; and I don't 
hear there's any sign of it in poor Lydia's chil- 
dren. Mrs. Jessop— is that the name P Why, 
Mrs. White, surely that is the very woman who 
made such a fuss at Steel and Barker's ! Ah, 
now I think of it, it must be the same ; a shock- 
ing person ! Oh, my poor dear Lydia's blessed 
children ! Well, well, Hugh is a man of com- 
mon sense 1" 

The consequence of all this was — on second 
thoughts, it had better be deferred till the next 
chapter. 



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CHAPTEEX. 

Summer seemed to have passed away sud- 
denly. Several days' rain and wind hurried the 
already touched leaves to their end. The grass- 
plot was strewn with them, bright even now, and 
giving a warm tint to the earth. Dahlias nodded 
their proud heads and fell, ruthlessly snapped 
off. Chrysanthemums were "looking up" in 
all the pride of bud and leaf, ready to come out 
and shine as autumn beauties ; when the pre- 
sent storm should cease. Nearly all the later 
harvest was saved, but not quite. For such as 
remained unstacked, there was grave consulta- 
tion and anxious fears. 

" It has stopped raining," Grace thought to 
herself, as she looked out wistfully at the damage 
done to the garden. " I should like to go to 
the wood and gather some moss for my plants." 

As she doubted whether she might so far 
venture without risk of that kind of notice she 
had learned to dread and shrink from so much, 
that by degrees she gave up everything that 
might possibly provoke it, Grace thought she 



148 HOME TBIALS. 

beard wheels in the front ; bat as her window 
did not look out that way, she only waited; 
and meanwhile she watched the capricious, 
fitful dance of the yellow and brown leaves, as 
they swept up with sudden violence, and then 
floated on, pitching one here and another there, 
while one fresh from its twig occasionally sailed 
down, and alighted as if on purpose by its 
side. Grace smiled, remembering a childish 
fancy of her own about these autumn leaves, 
when it was no difficult matter to believe tbem 
gifted with life and thought, and she had ima- 
gined them complaining to each other of their 
fall. 

" Miss Grace ! please, miss, there's a lady come 
in a fly; and she says she is come to see Miss 
Grace Bracy, and no one else ; and she wouldn't 
go into the drawing-room, but told me to find 
you and tell you." 

" Who is it, Anna ?" 

"I'm sure I don't know; didn't say her 
name. Queer kind of body, I doubt," said 
Anna, in a pet. 

Grace came out on the stairs, and took a 
peep at the figure standing in the hall beside a 
large, old-fashioned carpet-bag. She knew her 
at once, and with a feeling of joy, long a stranger! 



HOME TBIALS. 149 

she leapt down stairs, clearing two or three at a 
bound. 

u Oh, Aunt Cissy ! Fancy your coming ! 
Did you write P does father know ?" 

"Indeed I did not," said the aunt, after 
kiHHing Grace ; " I thought I might reckon on 
a welcome in my poor sister's own house ; at all 
events from you, my dear girl. I h$d my own 
reasons for undertaking such a journey, and in 
Mich weather too; and my brother Hugh— he 
too advised my coming at once. So I took just 
a day to arrange my affairs, packed up, just a 
change, and ordered a steady fly from the inn. 
Ten miles, they call it ; but, my dear, I had for- 
gotten the bills. I felt much alarmed ; but the 
driver was very civil, and assured me his hone 
was very strong. So — here I am. Will you 
order some little refreshment for the man and 
his horse P At least, it strikes me it would be 
but hospitable, eh P" 

Grace was running to the kitchen to give the 
order, when she remembered, that any order 
from her was resented as interference. With a 
blank face, she therefore spoke to Anna, begging 
her to apeak to Mrs. Jessop about it. 

M She's out," Anna answered in her blunt 

way. "Cook can manage. Sharp as some 

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folks be, cook can find a mouthful for a friend ; 
and bless you, she wasn't long in speaking 
neither. Seems they be acquaintance." 

" Yes, indeed," put in Aunt Cissy, " cook is 
one of our town; but now, my dear, if you 
think proper, I shall be happy to take off my 
bonnet and shawl. I am not used to travelling ; 
I am a very stay-at-home person." 

Grace could scarcely refrain from smiling at 
the long journey this ten miles' drive seemed 
to be to this old aunt. She answered cheerfully, 

" You are indeed. You haven't been to see 
us for — how long is it, Aunt Cissy ?" 

" I don't know indeed, my dear. So this is 
Cross Farm? Well, and a very nice and 
proper dwelling it appears to be." 

And the old lady looked out of window, and 
then round the room, with a quiet but eager 
scrutiny. 

Finding that Mr. Bracy and Mrs. Jessop 
were out, Miss Banks wished to see the house. 
She was much pleased with everything, and 
amused her niece very much by her curiosity 
and awe together, about Mr. Bracy's experi- 
ment room. It was locked as usual, and Grace 
said her father allowed no one to enter. Miss 
Banks accordingly stooped to try and gain a 



POME TBIALB. 151 

peep through the key hole. When she drew 
back it was with a long sigh. " I don't see 
any flames or any machines.' 4 And she ex- 
plained afterwards, that very strange stories of 
Mr. Bracy's doings had got about. It was use- 
less for Grace to try and tell here about the 
electric machine— Aunt Cissy could not under- 
stand She only knew that her poor dear de- 
parted sister Lydia, had once told her with 
tears, of her husband's ways, and said it would 
end in bringing them all to destruction, and 
although there could not be found a more sensi- 
ble and clever man than her brother Hugh, 
he never meddled with such outlandish affairs. 

" And now my dear, do you guess the reason 
of my visit P" Aunt Cissy said, after resting 
for a little in Grace's own room. 

" Was it not to see us ?" 

" Yes, but something more too ! Grace, my 
dear, you look like a sensible girl; indeed, I 
never heard that any of you had any of your 
father's genius ..." 

" No, not one," Grace said sadly. 

"God be thanked 1" exclaimed the aunt. 
"You are old enough now to know what is 
what. Now you see, we Banks don't forget 
your poor mother, nor do we wish to. forsake 



152 HOKE TBIALS. 

her children ; but we have always been in trade, 
and our fathers and grandfathers before us. We 
like it, we are even proud of it, and had rather 
keep in our own proper place, than push our- 
selves out of it . . . A'hem . . . well, I was going 
to observe, that this is by no means a common 
feeling. On the contrary, people get ashamed 
of their own position, and try to leave it, and 
be called gentry. I have observed no good ever 
follow this. Not that I mean to blame your 
father in that respect. He came of an old 
country family I know, and if he in his hot* 
headed youth, chose to despise it, there came a 
day when he desired it again. He has pros- 
pered too ; and then we heard of your sister, 
what a gay, grand lady she was. And so we 
all agreed, a line was drawn, not of our doing, 
and Hugh and Sarah not wishing discontent 
and envy to fall on their family, we settled to 
keep aloof, and not meddle till such times as 
any of you might need us. 

" My dear," she resumed after a long pause, 
" It strikes me and Hugh too, that the time is 
come. We hear that you lead a forlorn life in 
this house, and that misfortune and trouble 
have divided your family. We have heard too 
of— of ... a certain person — eh, you under- 



HOME TBIALS. 153 

stand ?" she said lowering her voice and nodding 
her head. " I see you do. In fact we know 
something of her, more than she would wish 
perhaps. And we have heard very creditable 
accounts of you and your quiet conduct, and. so 
Hugh, your uncle and his wife, your aunt, and 
I may say, all their children, said, * Now, Aunt 
Cissy, this is one of your own bits of work. 
You must go and make yourself very agreeable, 
and get Mr. Bracy's consent for Grace to come 
and visit us.' So, here I am, and if you con* 
sent, I intend to try what I can do. Eh P what 
do you say? You're not too proud to visit 
your mother's folks, though they are not 
'gentry ?'" 

" Aunt Cissy, it would be too good. I 
must not think of it. I should like it better 
than any other thing. Do you think he will 
let me go P Perhaps he will, for I am no use 
now — none." 

And Grace's tears began to flow a little, as 
she thought of the being one of a happy family 
party, instead of the lonely, dull life she had 
lately led. 

Aunt Cissy found a pleased listener, to her 
endless descriptions of Hugh's children and all 
their virtues. The simple account she gave of 



154 HOME TBIALS. 

their lives, seemed to Grace like one of her own 
dreams, and she quite dreaded to hear the 
sounds of preparation for tea, so wrapt was she 
in Aunt Cissy's wonderful stories. 

" You see, having six daughters, Hugh and 
his wife thought it very hard to deny this one, 
if her wish was so very strong. They might 
spare her, as they said, for closer devotion to 
Gob's work. It was clear, some one must rise 
up and do it. So after a long proving time, and 
a trial as a visitor, Lucy was allowed to become 
one of the Sisters. She comes home always 
once or twice a year, and is so happy, and we 
all go and see her. Dear girl, she is so good, 
and brings a blessing on us all I think." 

" How I should like to see the place !" Grace 
sighed out. 

" And so you shall, my dear. Tou asked if 
the rules were strict. Pretty well. They must 
be so, of course ; but it all comes easy, Lucy 
says. First she found the dress odd,rather. Now 
she likes it, and would not change for anything. 
It is very simple, and all black and grey, with a 
close crimped white cap ; and out of doors, a 
cloak and hood, and a large bonnet and veil. 
They do a great deal of good, especially among 
the rude, rough people in the shipping yards. 



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Every where they may be seen, wherever there 
is distress or sickness, and never do they meet 
with any insult or rude behaviour. The Clergy- 
man . . • • but hark! Is that your father's 
voice ?" 

It was, and Grace's flushed face soon faded 
into its usual paleness, while the aunt care- 
fully pinned on, a funny, elaborate cap of old- 
fashioned lace and white love-ribbon, in which 
she desired to please her formidable brother-in- 
law. She believed that great tact and skill 
would be required to gain her point, but she 
nodded encouragement and hope to Grace as 
die went down stairs, and Grace felt how very 
nice it was to touch some one so kind and 
loving. 

If Grace had been less anxious, she must 
have been amused at Aunt Cissy's efforts to 
please, mingled with her natural honest sincerity, 
and disapproval of Mrs. Jessop. The latter was 
patronising and rather contemptuous, and Mr. 
Bracy more gracious in his reception of his 
wife's sister, than might be expected. After 
tea, the four little ones were asked for, and ap- 
peared with Mrs. Jessop to look red and shy, or 
amused and rather pert, at this, to them, new 
aunt. 



160 HOME TRIALS. 

Grace bowed lower over her work, as she 
heard her ask Mr. Bracy to grant her five 
minutes' talk, and saw them leave the room 
together. Her heart beat fast. If he should 
say no ! And yet till an hour or two ago, such 
a prospect had never been imagined. She never 
dreamt of visiting her mother's relations, though 
she had sometimes wished to know the young 
cousins, in spite of Judith's jokes and sneers 
about them. Then this Sisters' Home, her own 
first cousin being one of them, was what «he 
had scarcely even dreamt of. Who knows how 
fast or how far her thoughts had gone in it 
when she was roused again to real, present life, 
and its hopes and fears, by hearing her father 
ask Mrs. Jessop to come to him. What could 
that be for P Must her leave be obtained even 
for Grace to leave the house? And very 
quickly fell all the bright fancies of a moment 
before. Mrs. Jessop was so determined to 
punish and oppose her, that if she had a word 
to say, it must be a refusal. It was very hard 
— very. Happy, happy cousins, who from Aunt 
Cissy's account had always had so happy and 
peaceful a home 1 . . . 

" Well, what are you looking so dismal for ?" 
inquired Mrs. Jessop sharply, as she stood in 



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front of Grace. "A good shaking would cer- 
tainly do you good 1 'Tis enough to infect one 
with your own dark spirit I declare ; and I am 
sure the house will seem brighter when you are 
away. Your papa has been consulting me about 
your paying a visit to your mother's family. 
There is, of course, much to be said against it. 
Yet, I have advised it. One thing is, as long 
as you mope and shut up here, you can't have a 
chance of marrying, and there you will see . . ." 

" That would be my last reason for wishing 
to go. I do not think of marriage," Grace said. 

" Nonsense. If you don't, you ought to, for 
your father's sake. It is hard on him to keep 
you always — very! I told him, I insinuated 
just now, that it is high time for you to be 
thinking of settling, and I believe there are one 
or two young cousins, and your uncle is thriving 
in his trade." 

"Please don't talk so, or I never shall go 
there. I couldn't!" 

** It is doubly incumbent on you," Mrs. Jes- 
sop went on, not heeding her interruption, " to 
marry respectably after Judith's downfall — her 
sad folly !" 

** Why, have you heard ? Do you know any- 
thing ? Is it possible that Bhe has written— 



158 HOME TBIALS. 

that father has heard and not told me ?" Grace 
exclaimed. 

" This much I knew before I came here. All 
the world knows that she is living with the gay 
baronet. But, no, she has not written that I 
know of. As yet she has had no need, I sup- 
pose. But she is mistaken, if she thinks, when 
her hour comes, as it will, that her disobedience 
will be forgotten or forgiven. Your father ex- 
presses himself firmly and fairly. He says that 
those of his children, who have chosen to set up 
their own opinions, and defy his authority, are 
no longer his to care for. So take you care, 
Grace! For quiet as you seem, I shouldn't 
wonder, if there was a hitch yet, which you will 
come to breaking ! You have your warning at 
all events. And now if you go to these rela - 
tions, mind that your father has his own ideas.' 9 

Grace sighed, but made no attempt at an 
answer. Mr. Bracy and Miss Banks joined 
them, and their going on the morrow was dis- 
cussed and settled. 

While Aunt Cissy prosed on in her low and 
monotonous voice, her crossed hands folded on 
her lap in their huge armour of gloves, her 
white muslin neckerchief so firmly folded on 
her bosom and confined with a round gold pin. 



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her wonderful shaped cap, Grace almost be- 
lieved she was dreaming, for Aunt Cissy spoke 
of things altogether new to her as facts of real 
life. Very simple and quaint was the old lady's 
manner of talking of her brother's family and 
concerns. The eldest girl was engaged to be 
married, she said, to a young sea-faring man, 
now on a voyage to the West Indies ; one of 
her nephews was to be a sailor too. She spoke 
of the twin babies, the glory of the house, of 
schools for the neglected sailors' children, even 
for the men themselves, in which Bhe, and her 
nieces, and her brothers, all worked and taught ; 
and she spoke of the " Home " — how it had first 
been thought of and brought about — of the un- 
kind distrust and opposition it had met, but also, 
and more, of the hearty good will and sympathy, 
and the undoubted fruits, already apparent. 

Mrs. Jessop listened, and asked a question, 
or uttered an exclamation, suppressing several 
yawns, by the way. Mr. Bracy read his book, 
and only showed that he heard a word, by a 
sneer, or a half-uttered pshaw ! Grace drank 
in each word, and seemed as if in a new world. 
When she went to bed, she thought it was too 
happy to be true, and when she awoke, it was 
with a keen sense of hope and expectation, very 



160 HOKE TRIALS. 

new to her and very sweet. Her only regret! 
was the not having time to call and see the 
Vicar and Aunt Betsy, but to the latter she 
would write. As it chanced, they passed Mr. 
Carlton, and Grace checked the driver, feeling 
it was to be a real good-bye. Before she re- 
turned, would he not be gone ? He was pleased 
at her prospects of happiness, and bade her 
mention his name to the Lady who presided at 
the Home, a particular friend of his own, he said. 
It was a cordial, earnest farewell. She was 
one of his flock, for whose soul he must render 
some account, and from,circumstances f and , her 
own nature, the bend had been peculiarly, near 
between them. But he was gqing. . It remained 
only now for h^r to gather up all the wise and 
kind teaching he had ever given. If any per- 
plexity or trouble as she had before -known, was 
prepared for her in the next six- months, he 
would not be near, to guide or to help. Grace 
thought of this, and it saddened her for the 
first part of her drive. But her aunt's remarks, 
and her own admiration of the country, soon 
claimed all her attention. At last, there was a 
town and a church steeple seen in the distance. 
That was Pordbridge, and then the long bridge 
came in view, and the masts and the numerous 



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boots and larger Teasels, all new to Grace, who 
bad never left her home for even this distance, 
since she could remember. 

" Do you live alone f" she asked, all at once 
wondering if she was going to Uncle Hugh's 
house or not. 

* Yes, I have a small place of my own. It is 
best, though I should be weleome with them. 
My maid, my bird, my cat and dog, and myself. 
And you are my gueBt at first : not long, I dare 
say. They'll be sure to claim you. But it is op- 
posite their house. We are always together. See, 
I knew they would be looking out," and she 
pointed to a large house, with a raised verandah, 
on which stood two or three people, waving 
handkerchiefs. 

A grave man with a broad white beaver hat, 
came out, and crossing the round, pebble-paved 
street, stood to open the carriage door. Aunt 
Cissy said, "How do you do, Hugh; here is 
Grace." And she found herself lifted out, 
looked art; gravely, and kissed deliberately by 
him. He had a brown, wrinkled face, and was 
oddly dressed. He said " God bless you, my 
niece. You are rather like your mother," and 
then gave his attention to % his sister, whose 
words came faster, so much jshe had to tell and 

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162 HOKE TBIAX& 

to ask, and bo strange and unusual was a visit 
from home to her. One would have thought 
she had returned from a voyage to America, by 
the welcome and the care bestowed by the old 
servant, a sort of ditto— only some ten years 
younger— of Aunt Cissy herself. And before 
Grace had time to look round her, there was 
quite a crowd as it seemed, such a hugging, 
and talking, and kissing, from various cousins, 
of different ages, who had run across, without 
bonnets, to welcome the guest. 

It struck Grace as very odd that all this 
warm-hearted welcome should have been so long 
neglected ; that so many kind hearts had always 
lived only ten miles away ! 



CHAPTEE XL 

Grace was led away by her cousin Cecilia to 
see her room and take off her things. When 
alone together the girls were shy and strange, 
casting side glances of curiosity and observation, 
and skirting the merest commonplace topics 
with great formality. 



HOMB TBIAXS. 163 

"When they returned to the parlour, Aunt 
Cissy was full of her visit and her success. 
That it was a step of grave importance she be- 
lieved, and her hearers too. The mother, 
M Aunt Sarah," smiled graciously, and expressed 
her gladness at the success, and hoped Grace 
would soon look stronger, and would not be 
bored by so many noisy cousins. 

She insisted on dividing parties for the first 
evening, and caused some disappointment by 
carrying off ail but two. To-morrow, Aunt 
Cissy and Grace were to come to them ; and, if 
fine, they were to go out in a boat ; since Uncle 
Hugh had business to transact with a brig 
which lay at anchor some way down the river. 

Grace amused them by saying she had never 
been in a boat, or seen a ship. There was 
therefore plenty to see. and do ; for Fordbridge 
was a brisk trading port, and famous for build- 
ing ships of a certain class and tonnage. A 
steamer went from thence to America every 
month, another to Ireland. It was quite in the 
world; and when Grace went to her uncle's 
house, which looked out at the back on the 
river and quay, she thought it a very gay and 
amusing scene, and that she should never tire 
of watching the motion of the little cutters, or 



164 HOMB TBIALB. 

the splash of the oars. The Bailors' songs, too, 
and the rattle of the anchor chain struck her ; 
whilst the beauty of the broad river and its op* 
posite shore was also new and full of interest. 

Nothing could be more different than the life 
here and at her own home. Here there was so 
much stir ; every one so busy and so bright too. 
Her uncle was a punctual, energetic man of 
business, and suffered no carelessness or neglect 
around him. A strict rule pervaded the house- 
hold, mingled with much comfort, enjoyment, 
and peace. Nothing approaching extravagance 
or show, but plenty for all, and down to the 
youngest, each one was expected to do his duty, 
and had some regular and defined share of work. 
The eldest son was his father's partner; the 
second was now in London at a first-rate che- 
mist's, having a strong liking for that pursuit; 
the third boy, yet at school, was to be a sailer, 
and soon won Grace's heart by his merry ways. 

The eldest daughter, who was second in the 
list, was called Christian ; pretty, small, and a 
little prim, but very gentle, and yet fervent ra- 
ther than warm in manner. She was to many 
Captain Cart wright, when he returned from this 
voyage. She wore some curious bracelets of 
foreign berries, and had many a rare and curious 



HOKE TBIALfl. 165 

treasure brought by her lover from far-off 
lands. Next to her came William. Then Lydia, 
a noisy, chattering, high-spirited girl, always 
being rebuked in a mild way for heedlessness, 
but never out of temper. She was not pretty 
at all, but had an agreeable countenance ; and 
might have looked nicer, if she had dressed 
better. But she was rather fond of finery, 
which was not approved in the family ; and be- 
tween the somewhat rigid taste of her father 
and mother, and her own vain attempts at being 
in the fashion, it was a failure;. 

^ext to her was Lucy, the one who lived at the 
Home, evidently Aunt Cissy's ppt and darling. 
Then came the chemist, Harvey ; and next to 
him.^as a wee-looking, blue-eyed maiden, the 
one .wjho ha>d been, so shy with Grace on her 
firpt arrival, but who since always quietly got 
by her side, and watched to anticipate her 
wished which she t was quiqk to read. But she 
was very silent, and. sometimes a little sad, or 
seemed so, in comparison to the rest. Her 
name was Cecilia, but she had not got the ab- 
breviation which had been given to her aunt • 
and the only attempt at it was in one of her 
father's attempts at being jocose, — an attempt 
very ludicrous, and apt to remind one of the 



166 HOME TBIiXS. 

saying of the cow in a china shop. He would 
stroke his daughter's golden hair, and call her 
" Celia." 

Grace fancied she was the one who got most 
smileB and caresses ; and Grace herself, if she 
had a preference in these early days, thought it 
must be for Cecilia. 

The schoolboy Patrick was followed by an- 
other sister Jane, and then came the twins, now 
just five years old. Their names were Prudence 
and Patience ; and they were so pretty and so coy 
in their very plain, but exquisitely clean frocks 
and pinafores, that Grace wished she could draw 
well enough to put them in a picture, somewhat 
different from one which hung over the chimney 
piece, intending to represent them, hand in 
hand ; a specimen of painting by a town amateur 
performer, of which Mr. Banks was rather proud. 

Sometimes Grace was somewhat perplexed 
what to say in this way, for her own father's 
taste was extraordinarily good in all matters of 
art, and her own natural taste refined ; whereas 
it did not seem indigenous to the Banks' family, 
and Uncle Hugh especially was rather fond of 
collecting curiosities — certainly more curious 
than beautiful — and he was in the habit of hold- 
ing forth on them, and giving hiB judgment on 



HOME TBIALS. 167 

painting, &&, with great unction and a quiet 
self-trust, accustomed to take the lead and pass 
judgment, from the merits of a design for a 
Church window to a figure-head for a ship, or 
from the town politics to matters of Church and 
State. 

He was keen, sensible, and reflecting, and had 
made his own way to a very creditable position 
as a townsman and successful tradesman. He 
was good to the poor, and kind and upright in 
his dealings with every one. He had always 
taken his place in the town government as 
alderman and even mayor. 

He had been churchwarden for years, and in 
a quiet way believed he was a great support to 
the Clergyman. Fortunately, he had served his 
apprenticeship as a young man under a wise 
ruler; but the old Sector was gone, and the 
successor was more good and well-intentioned 
than discreet. Things had not gone so smoothly 
of late, and it was really necessary for the 
churchwarden to be staunch, and .oppose the 
factious opposition which arose. Mr. Banks 
shone in these difficult times, and having a good 
deal of weight and influence among the mer- 
chants and men of his own standing, he had it 
in his power to do a good deal. All his old 



170 HOME TBIALS. 

Cissy said over and over again, that when she 
married Bracy, she was a pretty, happy girl that 
any man might have been proud to win for his 
wife; and here her voice became harsher, and 
Grace had been glad to turn the subject; for 
greatly as she had suffered from them, she al- 
ways winced at any mention of her father's 
faults. She liked to go the walks, where Aunt 
Cissy told her her mother went. She liked to 
see and touch the bed, still her aunt's own, which 
the two sisters had always shared. Every little 
remembrance and association of her mother — 
every trace of her in her maiden life — was dear 
to Grace; and tears often came in her own 
quiet room, when she thought how complete 
had been the estrangement that her marriage 
had caused. How much a small portion of the 
kindliness of her own people would have soothed 
and softened her mother's troubled lot! and 
the cause of all this — that was a very painful 
thought. 

She wondered more and more at the readiness 
of her father's consent for her to come now. 
She could not understand it. She did not like 
either to speak of it, for she found that Aunt 
Cissy always put on such a knowing look when 
she alluded to it, and even hinted that perhaps 



HOMB TBIALS. 171 



her visit and proposition had been very oppor- 
tune ; " but we shall see." 

" See what ?" Grace thought ; and then an 
undefined vague presentiment of evil gathered 
on her heart, and made her nervous about post 
time; though she said she did not expect a 
letter. It came between her and her new hap- 
piness, and caused remarks and inquiries, till 
she felt ashamed, and feared her mind had been 
so long bent one way, towards trouble — that it 
had lost the power of turning to pleasure as it 
ought. It was very perverse, but she could not 
shake off anxiety and dread. Aunt Cissy ob- 
served that she was not so happy as at first, and 
fidgeted a little, having set her heart, as she 
said, on a perfect cure for Grace's low spirits* 
Then she proposed that the promised visit to 
the Home should be fixed. 

It had been as yet delayed, as some building 
was going on, which made it inconvenient for 
them to receive visitors. But now they were to 
go. A fly was ordered, as it was too long a 
walk for Aunt Sarah, though pleasant for the 
young ones. The day after the morrow was 
fixed ; and Grace felt that one of her secret and 
cherished dreams was to be shown her as real 
life. 



172 HOME TBIAL8. 

. To those who lead active and happy lives, in 
which pleasure takes its turn with duty, it is 
very difficult to understand the power which 
imagination has over those who live alone, with- 
out sympathy, and with no other means of en- 
joyment open to them than their own thoughts. 
Cut off and debarred, first, from any share of 
the amusements common to her age, and then 
from even its daily duties — finding real life, as 
far as she saw it, very dreary and painful — 
Grace, still young, was driven back to the inner- 
most recesses of her own mind — in a world of 
her own creating. Many bright visions had she 
seen there, but as sh^e grew older and more 
familiar with disappointment, she unconsciously 
grew to feel that except in imagination, good- 
ness, such as she had dreamt of, could not exist 
in this world. 

Now for the first time brought into contact 
with happy and high-principled persons like her- 
self in age and station, she was astonished and 
incredulous. Every day she had a feeling that 
she was deceiving herself; that all would slide 
away, like the scenes in a theatre. This made 
her fearful and timid, shrinking back, when her 
first impulse was eager delight and admiration. 

It gave, unknown to herself, a cold touch to 



HOME TKAIiB. 173 

her manner in her intercourse with her cousins, 
specially with Cecilia, the one Bhe most admired, 
and who came the most forward to her. Grace 
paused to think, if it was her own fancy or the 
real qualities of her cousin which charmed her. 
But as day by day strengthened the impression, 
a new sense of joy sprang up ; and Grace was 
surprised at her own power of loving, for she 
had believed every feeling of the kind had died 
away and completely perished. 

The visit to the Home was altogether one of 
the marked days of Grace's life. She was dumb 
with pleasure and delight at the look of the place 
and the Sisters, and foil of earnest desire to hear 
more of the work. 'The quiet, orderly cheerfulness 
which stamped every thing, from the neat, sunny, 
private Bitting-room belonging to the lady sis- 
ters, and the long school-room filled with orphans, 
and the beautifully fitted-up chapel, in which 
they all attended evening prayers. It ail looked 
like a " Home," too happy, Grace thought, for 
this earth. 

She and Cecilia kept together in the walk 
back, talking of it without reserve, Grace's 
cheeks flushing with excitement at all she heard. 
" But here comes Mr. Grant, the Chaplain and 
Head of the Sisterhood. He is the life and soul 

Q2 



174 HOME TBDLLS. 

of the work at present. He can tell you better 
than any one else all about it, and about such 
institutions in general." 

As Cecilia spoke, they saw a tall, slight man 
approaching them. He stopped to speak to 
Cecilia ; and on hearing of their visit, and that 
Grace had been pleased, and wished to know 
some facts, he turned round and accompanied 
them to the beginning of the street. Mr. 
Grant had a sister — a Mrs. Marks — a very agree- 
able, even winning person ; except that she was 
one of those people who are always possessed with 
one idea — in common speech have a "hobby.' 1 
She had entered with all her heart into the sub- 
ject of Sisterhoods; and finding her brother 
quietly and in his silent way working at esta- 
blishing the Home at Fordbridge, she espoused 
the cause. 

At first the plan found a great deal of oppo- 
sition. It set people up in armB, and fearing 
they hardly knew what. Mrs. Marks' s rather 
injudicious treatment of the subject — her urging 
it on every one, and exalting it as the first of 
duties, did harm. And Mr. Grant had to beg 
her, for the sake of the cause, to moderate her 
zeal. 

Meanwhile his earnest, quiet perseverance, 



HOME TBIALS. 175 

• * 

and his conscientious attention to every other 
kind of work and duty, had the effect of lessen- 
ing alarm, and increasing confidence. And then 
60s prospered the work itself in spite of all 
talk for and against it : and Mr. Grant was con- 
tent for it to win its own way and not he popular. 
He felt it had a blessing, and could afford pa- 
tience to overcome prejudice in time. 

Silent as he was by nature, and little given to 
speak much about what lay nearest his heart, he 
was pleased! at so eager a listener and inquirer 
as Grace was. 

He told her the rise and growth, and the 
purpose of the Institution, and promised to in- 
troduce his sister to her, with thfe caution, that 
Mrs. Marks was too much of a partizan to be 
considered a fair adviser, as to who should, and 
who should not seek to work there. 

Mrs. Marks received Grace with open arms, 
and soon found a way to Grace's heart, who 
confided all her wishes and her difficulties ; Mrs. 
Marks assuring her that she was made, cut out, 
for the work; and adding to the girl's secret 
longing to be there, tenfold. 

" It will end in Mrs. Marks persuading Grace 
to be a Sister," said Lydia Banks. 

" Well, and it might be a happy thing for 



176 Hbita TRIALS. 

her. But What will her father say ?" said Aunt 
Cissy. 

But many a Walk and talk planned by Mrs. 
Marks and Grace fell to the ground by a aum- 
mohs coming for Gtiice to return home the next 
day. Briefly she was told of her father's intended 
mbitiftge with Mrs. Jeefrop. Grace was desired 
to come home and help in preparing for this 
evefct. The wedding was to take place imme- 
diately, and Grace was to be left in charge of 
the house and children, while the bride and 
bridegroom had a month's travelling. 



CHAMEB in. 

It was with a very heavy heart that Grace 
drove up to the front door of her home. Yet 
it was a truly lovely day — Bummeryet lingering, 
and as it were, shaking hands with autumn. 
Bright sunshine felling on the richly-tinted 
leaves, and bringing out the brilliant greens of 
the mosses, while fewer leaves only more dis- 
tinctly showed the outline of each bitach and 
twig. Grace, though apt to dwell much on 



HOME TRIALS. 177 

■ 

such beauties, hardly noted it. She slightly 
shivered, as she glanced timidly and anxiously 
at the windows and the door which stood open. 
She felt as if the pleasant scenes and all the 
bright thoughts which had been her's yesterday, 
had vanished, and that she had really only been 
dreaming, and now awoke to real life. 

" Well," Mrs. Jessop greeted her. " Can't 
say your visit has done much for you. Bless 
me, don't bring such a gloomy face here. Don't 
want it, I can tell you. 'Twill be for your in- 
terest to look pleasant, and meet your father 
with another countenance." 

Grace tried to do so, with the memory of 
Uncle Hugh and his daughters strong before 
her. She was surprised and touched by her 
father's kissing her. He seemed somewhat ill 
at ease, she thought, and awkward. All dinner- 
time it was the same. He was not rough or 
angry, but silent, and as if his thoughts were 
far away. 

Mrs. Jessop was the one talker, in a loud, 
self-sufficient, vulgar tone. Nothing was said 
of Grace's visit. She asked herself if it was a 
real fact that she had been there at all. There 
was much to be done, much to hear from Mrs. 
Jessop; and Grace's time was entirely occu- 



17d HOltt ^TElALS. 

pied, so tbfet except when she retired for the 
night, too tired for anything hut sleep, she 
literally had no time for dwelling on the past, 
except indeed in that way in which we can 
carry about the sense of some great good — some 
great blessing, which has not yet come in to our 
daily lives, but is a treasure unfolded, safe hi 
our own heart's keeping, for some future hour. 
The Wedding was a quiet affair. Mr. Bracy 
insisted on this. Miss Lee and Miss Stafford 
were the only guests, besides the Clergyman— 
not the Vicar — he was gone ; but Mr. Stone, 
his temporary successor. It was the first time 
Grace had seen Miss Patty Lee since Harry 
Vane left. She saw At once how little that was 
forgotten or forgiven. Miss Lee's hand was 
both stiff and cold when she offered it, and her 
look full of angry reproach, which Grace but 
too well understood ; and though hurt, she was 
drawn towards Miss Lee, and could if she had 
dared, have thanked her for her constant and 
partial love for Harry. It opened this wound 
afresh — not that it was ever healed ; but Grace 
had persuaded hertelf that she had given it all 
up, and though she looked forward to the possi- 
bility of hearing of his reform, as her one great 
happiness, she knew she had hurt and offended 



3QJCB TBIAX8. 179 

him too much, for him tp seek bar again, even 
if she desired it. And did she P . • • 

This question w*s stirred by the sight of Miss 
Lee, tmd the train of associations it pwofce. It 
returned again that night when all hustle was 
over, the company gone, and Grace was. left 
alone with the servants, to pat pw&y the best 
china and glass, &c 7 and fulfil her step, 
qaother's repeated injunctions as tp domestic 
affairs. The thought came, but it startled her, 
as if it was something forbidden and wrong. 
No ! Harry was nothing — never could be other- 
wise than nothing to her now I And then she 
forced herself to take a flight, and soon folded 
her wings over the Home. That was hence- 
forth to be her desire, her object in life. 

The night before leaving, she had opened her 
heart to Cecilia, and after telling the principal 
points of her history, her cousin had entirely 
agreed that Grace was just the very person 
suitable for a Sister — marriage was of course 
out of the question. Having given up Harry 
from duty, she could never feel free to marry 
another, even if she could desire it ; and this to 
both young girls appeared impossible. Grace 
was even led on to describe him. 

" Ah, how brave you are, Grace ! How could 



180 HOME TBIALS. 

you say * no ' to him ? Are you not afraid you 
have driven' him to harm P No — I don't mean 
that," she added hastily, frightened at the wild 
look of horror in her friend' b eyes ; " yon were 
right — quite right ! I respect you for it, dear ; 
and it makes you so exactly the person to be a 
Sister. If Mrs. Marks did but know — " 

" Cecilia, please never tell her all I have told 
you," said Grace. And Cecilia promised si- 
lence. 

Grace felt that this conversation, and the 
sight of Miss Lee, had gone far to undo much 
of her work. It had let in forbidden thoughts 
and regrets : so she set herself, as a treat after 
the strict performance of household work, to 
study the tracts Mr. Grant had lent her. 

She was pleased to act mistress in her home 
again, and pleased to have her little sisters for a 
time, though they were more unruly than before. 
The servants liked it, especially the cook, who 
had already given warning, and was to leave in 
a month. " She couldn't stay on no how with 
the missis," she said, " sorry as she was to leave 
her old place, and a good one too." 

After three rainy days, in which Grace's pa- 
tience had been severely tried by the children, 
she proposed a treat for the two elder ones and 



HOME TBIALS. 181 

herself — to go into the town for a little shop- 
ping, and then to end with a visit on Aunt 
Betsy. 

In one of the shops Grace met Mrs. Eberley. 
Knowing herself to be no favourite of that old 
lady, — for Judith used to make a point of tell- 
ing her sister all the remarks, good or bad, she 
ever heard about her, — Grace coloured up, and 
felt rather awkward. At first she hoped that 
the lady did not recognise her, but Mrs. Eberley 
turned back as she reached the door, and said, 

" Are you not a Bracy P Ay, I thought so ; 
not that you are like your father or sister. I 
can't flatter you with any resemblance; but 
that little thing there is a Bracy all over. So, 
your father is married again, eh P And a wise 
step, if he had but made a right choice. As 
it is — umph— does he expect any one to call on 
his bride ?" 

And she stooped, and apparently paused for 
an answer, her bright and questioning eyes 
trying to gather the sense from Grace's coun- 
tenance. Mrs. Eberley was very deaf, and 
Grace's voice utterly failed as she strove to 
reply. 

"Tell him — tell your father I am sorry I 
can't have the pleasure of either congratulating 



182 HOME TBIALS. 

him or noticing his wife. And, by the way, 
have you heard from — from — your sister P" 

Grace shook her head, whilst tears of shame 
and distress filled her eyes. 

" If you wish to hear of her, — and you ought 
to know, for it's a moral lesson for every young 
wilful girl — come to me. I will tell you." 

And nodding her head, with fire in her eyes 
and yet a half relenting look of kindness, Mrs. 
Eberley rustled out of the shop. 

" The great lady of Heathercombe — one pri- 
vileged to say and do what she liked," as the 
mistress of the shop very quietly observed to 
Grace, noticing her trouble, and pitying her. 

Glad to finish her shopping, and hoping for 
the quiet comfort Aunt Betsy always gave, she 
hastened to Miss Stafford's house. There, to 
her great disappointment, she found visitors. 
Harry Vane's father was there, with his gold 
spectacles, poring over a closely written letter ; 
and there sat Miss Fatty Lee, with ill-suppressed 
exultation and triumph in every look and every 
movement. 

" You are engaged — I will come another day/* 
Grace said, in a hesitating and timid way. 

But Aunt Betsy drew her in, kindly pressing 
her hand while she said, 



HOME TRIALS. 183 

" Mr. Vane came to read me a letter ; bat it 
is finished. You must take off your things and 
stay tea. I insist ! It will save me a walk, for 
I must have seen you to-morrow." 

Now Mr. Vane had never at all encouraged 
his son's attachment for Grace. He had no- 
thing to say against her, and even sometimes 
allowed that marriage with a good girl might 
steady the boy. But he was a proud old gentle- 
man, reduced in life, but very proud and stiff 
in his notions. He did not like Mr. Bracy in 
any way, and considered his son was lowering 
himself by the connection. Then Mrs. Bracy 
— what a sawney, sickly, lackadaisical woman ! 
and her daughter was like her somewhat in ap- 
pearance t no wife for a giddy-pate, poor, extra- 
vagant fellow, like Harry. He set himself 
against it ; and yet, when it was told him that 
Harry had been "jilted," — that Grace had 
broken off her engagement, — the poor old man, 
sore-hearted and miserable, repenting his harsh 
words, and longing to bring back his only child, 
if he knew how, without compromising his own 
dignity, turned round and vented his wrath and 
vexation on the heartless girl who could so vex 
)us boy ! Yes, he was unsteady, but so were 
others. Why was she to set up for perfection ? 



184 HOMJB TEIALS. 

Why, it was an honour to her to be asked by 
Harry. If he became reckless, his father knew 
where would lie the blame, Ac., Ac. 

Grace did not know all this ; but she knew 
that Mr. Vane had not liked their attachment. 
She never met him. Once or twice, she had 
seen him in the Green Lane — that lane outside 
Mr. Vane's field — and where she had parted 
with Harry. It lay in the short cut to Cross 
Farm, and Grace often passed it ; but when she 
saw the poor old gentleman pacing slowly with 
his arms tucked under his coat tails behind, she 
managed to turn away before he had raised his 
eyes. 

This was their first meeting therefore. Mr. 
Vane pushed back his spectacles, and gave a 
very slight nod towards Grace, glancing sharply, 
yet not directly, at her. He folded up the letter, 
and clearing his throat vigorously, gave it to 
Miss Lee. She received it with a smile, and 
said, " Well !" 

"Well! and — aB you say — good news, Miss 
Lee. Fine field for young blood ! Space for all ! 
Yes, indeed, they do appear to be doing very 
fairly indeed ! Has Mr. Bracy heard from his 
son by this ship ?" He did not address Grace, 
or even turn towards her. 



HOME TRIALS, 185 

" I don't know. I rather think not. John 
does not correspond with your father, eh, 
Grace P" said Miss Lee. 

u I don't know .... I think — that is . . . ." 

" Perhaps there is a letter by this ship, just 
come in you see, my dear," suggested Aunt 
Betsy, to relieve Grace's embarrassment. 

"Yes, very likely. There are many letters 
for my father at home," Grace said. 

"And when do the * happy pair* return?" 
asked Miss Lee, with a dry voice. 

" Good heavens ! what could Bracy be about ?" 
exclaimed Mr. Vane, rising from his seat. " Does 
he know— do you suppose he can be aware— of 
—of — the . . . ." 

Miss Lee looked mysterious, and shook her 
head. Aunt BetBy coloured up and grew fidgety, 
and proposed that Grace should go into her 
room, and take off her own and the little girls' 
bonnets. They did so ; and when they returned 
Mr. Vane was gone. Miss Lee was evidently 
going to remain for tea. Aunt Betsy took the 
children to see her parrot, and to cut up some 
cake. While she was absent, Miss Lee said, 
" It will not be very pleasant for you, I should 
think, with this new stepmother." 

" I hope it will. I think she is not unkind ; 

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186 HOME TBIALS. 

and if-— if it makes father more happy and 
cheerful . . . ." 

" Shame upon him ! He should have had more 
respect for your mother's memory. Though she 
was a poor thing and tried his temper, she was 
a worthy and respectable woman. With chil- 
dren, too— a grown-up daughter — to bring such 
a creature to his home .... All men are alike !" 

Grace said nothing. 

" Well !" Miss Lee said sharply, after a pause. 
" I suppose you begin to regret your own prudish 
conduct with poor Harry now ! You find sweet- 
hearts don't grow on every bush— -especially such 
as he is — and you see, if you had acted less sel- 
fishly you would have been rewarded ! I always 
said that boy would do well if once put in a fair 
road. His old father was his hindrance. He is 
making his fortune fast. Your brother, of course, 
comes in for the profits ; though, as Harry pro- 
vided the money, he is the great gainer. He 
writes full of spirits, likes the climate and the 
country, seems to have met some nice and kind 
people — a retired officer and his family — very 
musical the young ladies are, and their house 
seems to lie most conveniently in the rotfd which 
Harry has often to pass. I should not be sur- 
prised to hear he was married any day. Harry is 



HOME TEIALS. 187 

domestic, and wild as he was, he has a loving 
heart. I shall be very glad !" Miss Lee turned 
to look at Grace, as she stopped from want of 
breath. But Grace was looking intently out 
of the window. 

Presently she said in a very quiet, low, but 
calm voice, " Does he say anything of John — I 
mean, is there any chance of his marrying P It 
would be such a comfort to hear it !" 

" I don't know indeed. They both seem on 
intimate terms with this family ; but Harry 
writes chiefly of himself to me." 

Another short pause ; and then Aunt Betsy 
came back, followed by two happy and eager 
children who had warmed under her genial in* 
fluence. During tea, Aunt Betsy asked about 
Grace's visit to her relations, and this brought 
forth an animated description of The Home, and 
Grace's opinion that Aunt Betsy was the person 
of all others to go there. 

" Good patience ! What next ! The world is 
turning upside down, I do believe ! Betsy, for 
goodness' sake, don't be listening to such stuff. I 
mistrust you! You are as bad as any giddy, 
sentimental girl sometimes. And if this is the 
good you have gained by going on a visit, you 
had better have stayed at home, in my opinion," 



188 HOME TBIAL8. 

Miss Lee said sternly. And turning to Grace 
at the same time, she rose, and said she must be 
going. 

" Has Grace frightened you away ?" laughed 
Aunt Betsy. 

"Well, not exactly; but I am going to see 
about the commissions this boy has given me. 
It is all easy enough to get the things, but how 
on earth I am to get them safely conveyed to 
him, 16,000 miles, is a puzzle !" 

" I think — I fancy . . . ." but Grace stopped 
short from shyness. 

u What is your fancy ? Speak out !" 

" Couldn't Uncle Hugh help you P He has 
so much to do with ships." 

" To be sure I" said Aunt Betsy. 

" TJmph ! Not a bad idea 1 More sense than 
that twaddle about Sisters and Homes. Good 
evening ! I hope you and your father don't ex- 
pect me to be coming to your house. I went to 
the wedding out of consideration for — for .... 
in fact Bracy is a kinsman, and .... But after 
one formal call, I can't and I won't have 
anything to do with her; and if he gives 
you an opportunity, tell him so. Good evening 
all !" said Miss Lee. 

" What is it, Aunt Betsy ? Pray tell me the 



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real truth about it. It is best to know all!" 
Grace said with trembling earnestness. 

So sending the little girls away with the ser- 
vant to give Polly some sugar — when the tea- 
things were cleared away — Aunt Betsy drew 
the poor girl close to her, kissed her, and said 
kind, fond words, and then told her something — 
all that was needful for her to know of her step- 
mother's history. It was a bad, but not un- 
common one. 

"It was very, very wrong in him. I don't 
see how he can expect you to live in the house. 
Do you think he does ?" 

"I think so — I don't know; he would not 
miss me, for — for — I never have suited him. 
But ought I not to stay ? Ought I to leave my 
little sisters, when poor mother said so much to 
me about them P O, mother, mother !" And 
not able to keep up any longer, she buried her 
face in the hard, cold, horte-hair sofa cushion, 
and cried bitterly. 

All her calm, subdued manner was gone* 
She turned, with a vehemence Aunt Betsy had 
never seen in her, saying, 

" Tell me, what ought I to do ? May — may 
I go ? Will it be right ? O, would to God 
I might ! If I could but go away and work — " 



190 HOKE TBIALS. 

" Where would you go, Grace ?" 

" Anywhere ! I could teach — as a servant — 
or — or — why shouldn't I go to the Home ? I 
know I might, even if father wouldn't pay the 
money asked. They do sometimes excuse it, 
and I would work double and cost very little. 
May I go P" 

" We must consider — we must think it over. 
It is a difficult case. Perhaps your work may lie 
at home, more than ever now. Your father may 
learn to come to you, Grace — and then those 
little ones! You could hardly leave them to 
her ?" 

< " But what can I do, unless she lets me ? 
Before this, she was very jealous of my saying 
a word, and kept them much from me. Now — 
of course, she is absolute mistress. What can 
I do then ?" 

"Still you may do much. Indirectly you 
will influence the children and the household. 
Your presence may be a restraint on her. Be- 
sides, after all, who knows ? She may be led 
into a better path now. We must try to make 
it easy for her to begin a new life. I am not 
afraid of you, Grace. She can do you no harm. 
I hope you may, through God's help, do her 
good." 



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Grace shook her head in sad despair. 

* After all, my dear girl, there may be a path 
opening to you, of very real work, quite as full 
of self-devotion as in the Home. You are gen* 
tie and patient, firm too ; you must cultivate 
faith in yourself, and quietly, who can say what 
you may not do? Now that her position is 
certain, she will not care to be governess. She 
will be only too glad to give it up to you, I be- 
lieve. So — how much will rest with you for 
these little creatures ! No, Grace, my dear, the 
more I look at it, the clearer I see that under 
certain conditions, your place is at home, and 
that never before had you work so clearly given 
you as now. If things go on, as we may surely 
expect and trust they will, you must not leave, 
while your father allows you to remain. I know 
you are a good girl, anxious to do your duty ; 
so I speak plainly, I don't say it is a very 
bright prospect. It is full of trouble and diffi- 
culty, but it may turn out better than you and 
I suppose. It is good to be sure of one's duty, 
to see the way clearly . . . ." 

" But I don't, quite. If what you tell me is 
true — why, am I right to live with — with her, 
when I refused to live with poor Harry, who 
surely was not half so bad ? It seems so incon- 



192 HOME TBIALS. 

sistent, Aunt Betsy 1 It is encouraging wrong 
doing — it is hypocrisy; for now I know the 
truth, I can't pretend to like or respect her — 
not even — as my father's wife—as the mistress 
of the house ! O I can't live with her ! Is it 
likely she is really changed P And if you only 
knew — if you had heard her coarse way of talk- 
ing — her views ...01 always shuddered at it I 
But now — now — Aunt Betsy ! think, would mo- 
ther have liked it ? She who so abhorred even 
a rude word !" . . . 

" No, my dear ! But would she wish you to 
leave her little ones, so young they may learn 
anything?" 

" Then they should leave with me. We must 
all go. Father must see the necessity of it, or 
I surely can work and maintain us all." 

" It might just possibly come to that, but 
not yet. No, indeed, Grace, you must try what 
can be done at home. For your father's sake, 
even, you must not be in a hurry to go. Wait — 
pause— judgment will be granted if we seek it. 
I hope I have done well in telling you the truth." 

" You can't doubt it, Aunt Betsy ?" 

" Well— certainly you would have heard allu- 
sions, and you are old enough to act. And I 
always think it best to look truth fairly in the 



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face. We blunder sadly in trying to veil and 
hide things, out of good motives. My dear, I 
wish I could help you. I wish I could see a 
happier face. All the light and the colour I 
saw when you returned home, is gone again ; 
and you were happy there, Grace P" 

"O yes; I never shall be so happy again; 
It is like a dream, a story ! I wish you knew 
Cecilia. I hoped she might— but, O ! Aunt 
Betsy, she will never be allowed to visit me ! 
No one will do so! Now I understand Mrs. 
Eberley's words and looks! And poor, poor 
Judith ! What a set we are, Aunt Betsy ! No 
wonder Mr. Vane looked so proudly and scorn- 
fully at me !" and her sickly smile made Miss 
Stafford's heart ache. 

" I don't think that was his feeling, my dear. 
It was a little pride and triumph, which he can't 
help showing; forgetting, poor old man, that no 
one was so harsh or severe as himself. Grace, 
my dear, in all this trouble — that is one good, 
happy thought, isn't it ?" 

"What?" 

" That instead of our fears being realised, it 
has pleased Gob to bless him. That both young 
fellows, John and Harry, are doing well, in a, 
double sense, as I believe they are." 

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" I'm glad of it !" Grace sighed out. Then 
added, " Yes — thankful — for I did dread the ac- 
counts so much, so terribly, that I feared to go 
to sleep, for the dreams I had. Well, that is 
spared me. I have not driven him to sin ; and 
after all, he may live to thank me. Even he, had 
he kept to his old feelings, would change now. 
It is best as it is. I am glad neither of the 
boys, John or Robert, are here ; though Eobert 
must have known — guessed . . . ." 

Miss Stafford was looking at Grace anxiously 
trying to read her thoughts. Grace suddenly 
looked up from the carpet and met this wistful 
gaze. She blushed, and said, " Why do you look 
at me, Aunt Betsy ? What are you thinking 
ofP" 

" I was wondering — forgive me, Grace— if you 
had given up all — idea — hope of — ?" 

"I know! I know what you mean! O, 
Aunt Betsy! How can you ask me? You 
know there is no hope— not an atom! I de- 
stroyed it all myself. I did it — I killed it. 
Don't ever look so again. Don't speak so. 
You must not. Of course, I like to hear any 
good news — any news. But beyond that, no- 
thing. It is my rule not to speak — not to think. 
Mother is dead ! That is dead ! More so ! for 



HOME TBIALS. 195 

I can and do think of her, and it does me good. 
Cut • • • • 

The door opened, and the servant said in a 
flamed way, that a messenger was come from 
Gross Farm, and Miss Bracy was wanted there 
directly. 

" Why, what is it ?" Grace started up, and 
Aunt Betsy looked anxious. It was the gar- 
dener's boy. 

" Please, Miss, the Master and the Missis are 
come back, and bid me seek and fetch you im- 
mediate ; and if you please, 'tis going to rain, 
and shall I fetch a fly P" 

" No ; it will only be a shower ; I had rather 
walk," said Grace, flushed and trembling, and 
scarcely conscious of the offer, she accepted 
Aunt Betsy's umbrella, hurried on her bonnet 
and the children's, and with a sob, instead of a 
word, received Aunt Betsy's tearful " Good-bye, 
and God bless you !" 



CHAPTEB XIII. 

Thb quiet and almost absolute stillness which 
Grace had left at Gross Farm was gone when 



196 HOME TRIALS. 

she returned ; having, during her walk, tried to 
rouse all her courage and hopes for the dreaded 
meeting. The house seemed full of noise— call- 
ing here, hammering there, servants carrying up 
trunks and parcels, and Mrs. Bracy finding 
fault with everything, ordering fires and dinner, 
and so on, in a sharp, loud voice, which startled 
every one. 

She was in too great a bustle to bestow much 
greeting on Grace. She wondered they had not 
been ready, and expected them any day; she 
said that Mr. Bracy was ill, and wanted to go to 
bed ; instead of which, here was the room, un- 
carpeted, and all disarranged. Which it was ; 
Grace and the maids having settled that they 
should have due notice of the day, and so not 
hurrying over the regular " cleaning out" which 
housemaids love, when occasion offers. 

Grace was sorry, and went to find her father. 
He had taken refuge in the fruit garden — a 
sheltered and private spot he was always fond 
of. Here Grace found him. 

His reception of Grace was not unkind, but 
it was hurried, and as if he was ill at ease. He 
looked pale and worn; and altogether Grace 
felt a great pity, a great desire, if she could, to 
show her dutiful love and wish to please him. 



HOME TBIALS. 197 

She suggested his resting on the couch till his 
own bed was teady. 

" No ; I am well here, child ! Quiet, quiet ! 
Here it is only the chirping birds. Where is 
the key of my room ? No one has been there, 
I hope, with duster and broom ?" 

"O no!" Grace hastened to assure him. 
" But it will be too cold there without a fire. 
Shall I order one at once — only this first 
evening . . . ." 

"I shan't go there to-night. It must be 
ready to-morrow. I say, Grace, I think you 
had better take the little girls again; unless 
they go to school, which — which — your — which 
Mrs. Bracy seems to think best. But there is 
the expense !" 

"Please to let me have them," Grace said 
very earnestly. 

He looked at her for a moment, and said, " I 
wish it; but, Grace, you are too mopy, she says. 
You must do it in real earnest if at all, and 
then it will be but for a time. Umph! You 
will not be long here, of course." 

What could he mean ! Why did he look so 
at her ! Grace thought. 

"Here — stop! Where are you going? I 
may as well tell you, now I have time and quiet. 

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198 HOME TRIALS. 

The fact is, I have had a very flattering, very 
handsome offer — quite the prober thing. It 
speaks volumes in his favour. But of course 
you guess what it is P" 

Grace did not. She did not betray any con- 
sciousness, as he perceived ; so taking another 
turn, he took out a letter, and said, "Young 
Harris, the Draper's son at Fordbridge, seems 
to have met you there, at your uncle's. He 
asks my leave to visit at our house ; and in fact, 
to pay his addresses to you." 

" To me !" 

"Yes! It can't be so very unexpected on 
your part, I should think. Surely he has given 
some cause for your expecting this ?" 

" None." Yet, even as she spoke, Grace re- 
called the shy, blushing attention this young 
man had tried to pay her. She had pitied 
his awkward shyness, in their large family 
party, and had tried to make it less formidable. 
She remembered, too, hearing Uncle Hugh 
speak much in his praise. His father was a 
very thriving Linen Draper, and intended taking 
this his only son into partnership. 

"Well!" said Mr. Bracy, "I see you are 
refreshing your memory. And this is an offer 
not to be despised. I hardly think — hem .... 



HOME TBIALS. 199 

perhaps this may not be quite — quite so com- 
fortable for you now. It is worth consideration, 
I can tell you. I shall tell him he is welcome. 
Among the heap of letters/' he presently went 
on, " there was one from that scamp John. He 
thinks because he has good news to tell, he 
may reckon on pardon. He is mistaken. Rich 
or poor, I have done with him ! But from what 
he says — here, take it and read for yourself — 
and he gave her the letter. 

" Father," Grace struggled to speak quietly 
and clearly, '• Please don't invite Mr. Harris. 
I can't ; indeed, I can't." 

u Nonsense! Stuff! Eead that first, and wait 
a week, and then see. You'll only be too glad." 
And Mr. Bracy passed her quickly, going into 
the house. Grace remained to ponder over 
this sudden news and to read her brother's 
letter. 

This garden was walled on three sides, and at 
the top was a nicely-kept gravel path, a pleasant 
and sheltered walk, where one might watch the 
first burst of the leaves, and then the shy, soft, 
pink buds of peach and nectarine and plum : 
where bees came for early flowers, and where 
many a rare dish of early strawberries were 
gathered. The ground sloped down, the well- 



200 HOME TRIALS. 

dug beds for fruit, and vegetables; ending 
in an orchard, where some choice apple and 
pear trees grew, and where grass was allowed to 
remain. It ended in a brook, which widened 
into a kind of pond. Here a seat had been 
erected ; here blue bells, primroses, and daffodils 
were found. Birds built their nests, and some 
pet muscovy ducks flourished. It was a very 
favourite resort for Grace and the little ones. 
It was to this seat, in spite of a chill breeze, 
that she took her letter. 

John's letter contained no great news to 
Grace. She had heard most of it that day at 
Aunt Betsy's. They were doing very well, hav- 
ing made a fortunate purchase of a flock of 
sheep. John said that Harry would soon be a 
rich man. He was a general favourite. Then he 
went on to say, the only thing wanting for their 
home comfort was a woman. A lady might be 
very comfortable there, and John was anxious 
for his partner to bring home a wife. He said 
he himself must wait a little for prudence' sake ; 
but he knew where to look and thereupon expa- 
tiated on the agreeable qualities of a certain 
family, of whom it was evident they saw a great 
deal. He said that Harry was a fool if he didn't 
see the welcome a pretty pair of black eyes al« 



HOME TBIALS. 201 

ways gave him ; and he shouldn't he surprised 
what news his next letter might not convey. He 
encouraged the idea of Bohert's coming to them, 
and even hinted, that if younger, his father 
would do well to do so too. 

The tone of the letter surprised Grace. John's 
gloomy reserve seemed to have melted. There 
was cordial affection in his words. She won- 
dered his father was not more pleased. She sat 
for some time very still, and then she rose up 
and slowly walked hack to the house. A close ob- 
server might have seen a more set look about her 
mouth, and even more quiet sadness than usual 
in her soft hazel eyes. Her voice too, had a 
mixture of determination and great gentleness, 
and had lost its usual tone of doubt: She was 
very quiet in her way of taking her place in the 
family party, and tried to give cheerful answers 
to Mrs. Bracy's rough jokes. Once or twice 
during the meal, she met her father's eyes bent 
on herself, with a new expression of interest, 
and then a shiver of fear and regret — a dread 
of giving pain, arose. 

It was not till he had left the room to go to 
bed as he said, that Grace followed him and re- 
turned the letter. " Thank you ! But — father, 
please don't ask Mr. Harris here. It can't be. 



202 HOME TBIALS. 

I have no wish— ao intention of marrying at all. 
Let me have the little girls and stay here." 

He was beginning some angry remonstrance, 
when Mrs. Bracy opened the door to order him 
not to be standing about in passages. On which 
he hastened away to his room, and Grace re- 
turned to the parlour. She foresaw fresh 
trouble — yet she hoped. If she could but suc- 
ceed in keeping the little ones happy and in order, 
her father might not wish her to go. It was 
a relief to her to find that as yet her step- 
mother was ignorant of Mr. Harris' offer. 

For a few days, Grace's hopes seemed about 
to be realized. Mr. Bracy was seriously ill 
owing to a neglected cold, and kept his room 
and bed, his wife attending to him herself, and 
not allowing one of his children to go to him. 
Grace took the little girls, and but for an occa- 
sional storm in the kitchen, and the very rough 
words Mrs. Bracy used at such times, Grace 
hoped things might go on as smoothly. 

Very few persons called, much to Mrs. Bracy's 
indignation. She had set her mind on playing 
the great lady, and already planned a party, not 
caring to wait for the usual plan, of being her- 
self invited first. This caused a great dispute 
between Mr. and Mrs. Bracy, as soon as he was 



HOME TBIALS. 203 

well enough to come down. He would have no 
one invited, and at last in the heat of anger, 
told her plainly, she need not expect to be 
visited, and had better keep quiet. 

The only notice taken of Grace's answer 
about Mr. Harris, was that the young man was 
invited to the house to spend a Sunday, very 
much to poor Grace's trouble. He showed but 
too plainly what were his wishes, and Grace 
found no opportunity to explain her own. Of 
course the fact was no longer a secret to Mrs. 
Bracy, and she told Grace that it was her posi- 
tive duty to get married at once. That her 
father had lost some money lately, and she 
owed it to him to be independent of him." 

Grace kept up a brisk correspondence with 
Aunt Cissy and with Cecilia. To both, in dif- 
ferent ways, she confided her troubles, and her 
great wish, which she found grew stronger and 
stronger, namely, to be, if possible, a Sister in 
" the Home." 



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CHAPTER XIV. 

It was Christmas Day again — very cold, and 
with a biting east wind, which generally does not 
come so soon in the season. Grace, with two 
of her yonng fasten, was at Church, but no one 
else from Cross Farm. Mrs. Bracy had of late 
taken a fancy to attend at the Independent 
Chapel, when she went any where, and there 
had already been one or two noisy arguments, 
as to her taking the children there also. It 
was another trial which threatened Grace, for 
her father had learnt to be even more angry 
with this Clergyman than with the Vicar, and 
in some vestry meeting, he had been so ex- 
tremely violent and angry, as to threaten " to 
leave the Church, he and all his family." 

Coming out into the churchyard,after the Holy 
Communion, Grace found Auut Betsy waiting, 
very blue with cold, but bright and kind as ever. 
She must wish Grace a " Merry Christmas," she 
said. Grace tried to smile, and return the greet* 
ing with warmth, but her spirit foiled, and she 
broke down, ending her sentence with a little 
choking sob, she tried to hide by a cough. ' 



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" It is too cold to stand ; I will go a little 
way with you," Aunt Betsy said. "Ah, my 
dear, I have been wishing, to see you. I fear 
all the sad tales I hear, are but too true. Poor 
girl, you look very ill and worn." Finding that 
Grace could not speak just yet, she went on. 
"About young Harris, Grace. Your step- 
mother has been speaking about it in the 
town, I grieve to say. My dear, are you quite 
wise to refuse him ? He is a very worthy fel- 
low, and could offer you a happy home. I hear 
he is truly attached to you, and really cast down 
about it. Tou see — I believe " — she hesitated 
— " you have heard — Fatty Lee seems to think 
it so certain that Harry . . . ." 

" I know, I know ! O Aunt Betsy, that isn't 
it ! I gave him quite up. He is as free as pos* 
sible. I expect to hear of his marriage in the 
next letter. But I am not likely to marry. I 
don't wish it. If — if — I could do any good to 
any one by staying, I had rather be at home. 
But if they don't want me, and it seems so, 
there is a place I should like to go to; and, 
perhaps, it will come to that. Aunt Betsy ! if 
father insists on my leaving the Church, it can't 
be my duty to obey him. I am nearly twenty- 
two now. I should then choose for myself. 

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206 HOME TRIALS. 

Only — only — it seems so hard for all his children 
to forsake him so." 

" Indeed it does. I hope you will not do that 
unless really obliged. It can never be right." 

" I don't know. I can't 'make up my mind. 
Mr. Grant thinks it may be my duty. Aunt 
Cissy, too, thinks I have good reasons for leav- 
ing home; and Cecilia wonders at my holding 
back. It is to do good. It is no idle life of 
pleasure. I should be at work there. Here, 
what can I doP If you knew — if you could 
but guess how it is, how I am thwarted, what 
I have to hear and see — why half my time I 
am idle, doing nothing. And now the children 
are all going to a school, kept by some relation of 
hers. I have said all I can, more than I ought 
even; but father gives way at last, for peace. 
She is sending him to the grave, or worse." 

" Very grievous ! very bad !" said Aunt Betsy. 
" Have you ever asked your father about your 
going to The Home ?" 

"Yes. He has forbidden my even writing 
to one of the Sisters. He was very angry at my 
seeing Mrs. Marks one day, when she was at 
a house near us. Of course, he won't hear 
of it." 

" Then, my dear, don't go. Let me advise — 



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persuade you — to take up the task Gob has 
set you. Who is to take your place at home ? 
If your father is ill, who is there to be with 
him?" 

" And yet you regret my not marrying and so 
of course leaving home," Grace said a little 
sharply. 

" Because that is generally a woman's natural 
vocation and brings its own duties. If your 
father liked this, I see no harm in it." 

" O, Aunt Betsy, parents must soon learn to 
allow their children more liberty— give them 
more scope. All can't marry, and look how 
numbers of young women waste life!" Grace 
said, eagerly. 

" True, very true. I believe that it will be so, 
and people will learn to allow their children to 
work in this way — but I can't see that it applies 
to you, my dear. I see, with pain, your troubled 
lot ; but, as your friend, I can't see that this 
way is open to you yet. I may be wrong, but it 
seems like flying from duty, because it is hard. 
I think I would rather have you, if it must be 
to leave home, without attempting this kind of 
work." 

" You doubt me, I see ! Yet you don't know 
all. However, I have settled to try and go 



208 HOME TBIALS. 

on at home. I will not be in a hurry. I will 
Bee if I can do any good by staying." 

"What would our own Vicar say?" Aunt 
Betsy observed, as she shook Grace's hand, 
turning to go back. 

" Ah ! but things are altered. I am older. 
Things are altered, Aunt Betsy !" 

So they parted ; and Grace returned with a 
flushed face, and a good deal of the peace she 
hoped to gain in Church clouded over by the 
strife in her own mind. She had risen that 
morning with a full conviction that her right 
path lay in quitting her home and devoting her- 
self to a good work. 

Mrs. Marks' letters were more and more urgent 
and persuasive. She made Grace's wrongs and 
trials her own, and while she pitied her, showed 
her a way to escape, and said such work and such 
a refuge was made for a case like hers. Grace 
had worked herself up into a fit of deep reli- 
gious enthusiasm, indignant at the evils around 
her, at the sins of her stepmother, and now 
the violence of her father against the clergy- 
man. 

Since she had plainly refused Mr. Harris and 
made the young man himself aware of her own 
feelings, which had been studiously hidden from 



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him by others, her stepmother's temper had been 
almost unbearable. 

Vexed at not being noticed, Mrs. Bracy had 
given up her attempts to become respectable. 
Openly, she indulged in miserable habits and so 
badly ordered the house, that scarcely a proper 
servant would remain there. She was extrava- 
gant and idle, and Mr. Bracy retired more 
and more to his own rooms and looked worn 
and old. 

Mrs. Bracy's threat was carried into execu- 
tion, and three of the children were taken by 
her to a school twenty miles away. Lydia 
remained, being much out of health. She fell 
naturally to Grace's care, and having a duty to 
her, it lessened her desire to go to The Home. 

It so happened that on the very day after Mrs. 
Bracy had gone with the children, Aunt Cissy, 
Cecilia, and Mr. Grant and Mrs. Marks, drove 
to Cross Farm to see Grace. Mrs. Bracy did not 
return till the evening, so Grace had them quietly. 
She told her father, who frowned and told her 
not to be encouraging visitors, — "it was no house 
for strangers.*' He did not come down to lun- 
cheon, but he happened to come upon them 
afterwards, as Grace showed them round the 
place. Mr. Bracy could be very pleasant when 

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210 HOME TBIALB. 

he pleased, and on Mr. Grant's asking about 
his new scheme for heating buildings, he threw 
off his coldness and even introduced him to his 
experiment-room and explained his plan. Mr* 
Grant was surprised at his genius and the lan- 
guage in which he expressed himself, and with 
his usual facility he managed to throw himself 
into Mr. Bracy's character and drew out his 
confidence. Grace was pleased and proud of 
her father ; Aunt Cissy all astonishment, be- 
lieving Mr. Grant could do anything with any- 
body. 

Cecilia was looking particularly pretty in a 
violet merino dress, and Mr. Bracy's keen eye 
for beauty was evidently struck. He was quite 
pleasant and lively with her, even asking her 
to come and stay a week with Grace, as soon as 
the weather was a little more inviting. 

It was one of the very few white days in 
Grace's calendar. st A wonderful day" — as she 
sighed to herself, when the fly drove away with 
the party. 

Meanwhile they were saying that Cecilia must 
certainly accept the offer. 

" Why," said Mrs. Marks, " Grace is made 
for a Sister — even to her very voice and her 



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movements. Poor girl, she is so proved, so 
thoroughly tried. She is the very person to 
help others. She needs help. She is too yield- 
ing — too open to the influence of affection. I 
can understand now better where the strong 
attraction is, which, in spite of much misery, 
draws her to her father. Through het we 
shall get at him perhaps. At all events, it 
would be cruel to leave her in such an ungenial 
place. Yes, Cecilia must go, and use all her 
persuasion to bring Grace to us." 

"Not against her father's commands — Gob 
forbid !" said Mr. Grant. 

" Poor Grace ! she doesn't look so very sad 
as I expected, after hearing of that Mr. Vane's 
probable marriage," sighed out Cecilia. 

" Why— hadn't she broken it off before P" 
was Aunt Cissy's simple remark. 

"O!" observed Mrs. Marks, "she is far too 
good for him— or for any one else." 

" Indeed, Mrs. Marks, that is going farther 
than I can follow," said Aunt Cissy. a Only 
after such a disappointment as it was, I don't 
expect Grace could ever care to marry." 

" She must come to us and be a Sister, that 

is certain," repeated Mrs. Marks. 

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212 HOME TKIAL8. 

" Why, Grace, you never said what a lovely 
girl your cousin was. Bless me, it is quite a 
treat to see such a face, so bright and bloom* 
ing ! And the old lady is as dry and simple as 
ever." 

It was well that Grace had this little spot of 
brightness to look back on, for from that time 
week followed week of great gloom. The wea- 
ther was unfavourable, and Cecilia's promised 
visit on that account delayed. Though there 
were other objections in Grace's mind, and she 
hardly liked bringing her cousin into such a 
home as it was. 

Lydia grew much worse. The medical man 
was afraid that disease had begun in one lung. 
The sick room was Grace's refuge. She hardly 
ever left her sister. She went alone to church, 
always dreading that her father might one day 
forbid her going. Her stepmother had made 
many objections, but Grace quietly put them 
aside, thankful that hitherto her father had left 
her to do as she liked. Though each day aa it 
came was full of trials for Grace, and very little 
ever happened to draw away her thoughts from 
the wretchedness that surrounded her, one day 
was too much like another for any description. 
Mrs. Marks did not at all give up her design of 



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getting Grace to be a Sister, but even she could 
not urge her to leave her sick sister, and while 
she continued to keep up her interest in the 
work, she ceased to bid her come at once. 



CHAPTER XV. 

It was now in the middle of summer, Grace 
was bending over Lydia's couch to satisfy her- 
self whether she was really only asleep, so very 
still the thin shadowy figure had been. 

The buzz and murmur of insects, the fulness 
of life and sunshine, contrasted strangely with 
the fading dying look of the young girl. Grace 
looked very fagged and weary. Her sleep had 
been much disturbed, and her attention very 
dose for many weeks. Now she was looking 
onwards. A week or so more, and how dull, 
how lonely she should be. With Lydia would 
perish all her life's interest — all her work ! 

In the house she was worse than nothing. 
She felt herself in the way of her stepmother, 
who had grown to show her great dislike in every 
look and word. 

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214 HOME TBIALS. 

against his daughter, working on the old cause 
of estrangement. 

He had been peculiarly, strong and violent in 
his expressions against the Church of late, and 
in this way tried and grieved Grace very often. 
Further intercourse with Mr. Grant on the sub- 
ject of hot air had shown his strong interest in 
Sisterhoods and in " the Home" in particular. 

Mr. Bracy forbad the subject, and peremp- 
torily put a stop to any correspondence be- 
tween Mrs. Marks and his daughter. Fortu- 
nately for Grace, Cecilia's beauty seemed to 
create a prejudice in her favour, and her letters 
were allowed and her company again asked ; 
but Grace herself said it was of no use now, she 
was so entirely taken up with Lydia. But Ce- 
cilia's girlish affectionate letters were her one 
pleasure. 

She never saw Aunt Betsy, except for a mo- 
ment after or before Church. Miss Stafford 
had offended Mrs. Bracy and was not received. 
Every one shunned the Cross Farm people, and 
very often Mr. Bracy threatened that he should 
have to give up the place and retire into a smaller 
house. His affairs were not prosperous Grace 
knew, and she observed an increasing neglect of 
the farm. No further letters had come from 



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Australia. There had been a report that John 
Bracy had gone still further into uncivilized 
country with some cattle, as Vane's partner ; and 
that Robert had been tempted to try the gold 
diggings, but this intelligence had only come in 
a round-about way. 

Mr. Bracy not having answered his son's letter 
did not expect another. He had sternly for- 
bidden Grace from writing, which she had begun 
to do. 

Neither of nor from Judith did they hear any- 
thing. Much Grace wondered where she might 
be, and when feeling more low and nervous than 
usual, she used to imagine the possibility of her 
return in want and misery. The Vicar too was 
still absent, and the accounts were not very pro- 
mising of his ever being well enough to return 
to his work. This was another heavy loss ; if it 
was only the seeing him in his own place in 
church and hearing his preaching. 

* Grace ! Grace !" Lydia awoke in a fright. 
" Don't go— don't let her come in !" 

u No one is here by me. I have not left you 
once, dear." And Grace raised her and offered 
her some water. 

In doing so, she saw plainly that a change had 
come. 



216 HOME TBIALS. 

She hardly liked to ring the bell. She dreaded 
who might come. Yet to be alone 

"is it dark?" Lydia tried to say, gazing 
straight at the bright flood of sunbeams which 
poured athwart the room. " Hold me, Grace ; 
I am ill!" 

Grace clasped her hands — cold they were, as 
they had never been before. 

"Your pain will soon be over, my darling. 
You will go to the good God and to mother." 

"Shall I?— 0— say a prayer!" 

Grace prayed ; but before the end she stopped, 
for Lydia was gasping. Then her head fell 
heavier on Grace's arm, a quiver over the whole 
face, and a shade of grey paleness came. 

" I am alone now !" Grace cried out in her 
thoughts, " not one left ! O Lydia !" 

Very solemn was her prayer over her dead 
sister. Death brings facts in startling clearness 
to our minds. Grace felt for the first time 
clearly, at that moment, that in considering her 
future, and her going as a Sister to the Home, 
she must remember, that inclination led her 
very strongly one way. Though this alone did 
not stamp it as wrong, it was a point for con- 
sideration — something to be weighed in the 
balance. 



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How thankful she was now that she had not 
been persuaded to go long ago; that she had 
been at her post, by Lydia ! Life seemed very 
dreary, and fervently she wished she might find 
a refuge there. It was all she asked for ! But 
she prayed now, as she never had before, for a 
right judgment and for patience. 

Then she left the room, to tell the others. 

Mr. Bracy was overcome. He had not ex- 
pected it to be so soon. He had never allowed 
himself to believe the extent of the danger. 
Then, he said, " it was well." There was nothing 
in life for regret. Lydia was at rest, at all 
events. And he shut himself up again, refusing 
admittance to any one. 

It was indeed "lonely," when Lydia was 
buried, and Grace returned home — to what P — 
She looked around for some tie — some duty — in 
the shape of work, and saw none. No one 
wanted her! Why, then, would they not let 
her go ? she thought. 

Now, she began to feel all the exertions she 
had made. Her sleep would not come back, 
and there was a languor and restlessness she 
could not shake off. An invitation came from 
Fordbridge, but Mr. Bracy decidedly refused his 
consent, saying, they were all a set of incipient 



218 HOME TBIAXS. 

Nans and Priests. One day, however, he was 
overtaken in his way home by the doctor, who, 
in a blunt, determined manner, told him that 
Grace must be attended to, or soon she would 
follow her sister. 

Mr. Bracy looked surprised, although he said 
something " that it was all a trick, a way Grace 
always had." 

" It is a way which has but one ending, Mr. 
Bracy. Miss Grace wants rousing, and a little 
cheerful change. She is worn out and unhappy. 
Can't you let her have a companion, or a change?" 

The consequence of this was, Mr. Bracy's 
taking his place in the coach which went three 
times a week to Fordbridge, and calling on his 
brother-in-law, Mr. Banks, with a request for his 
daughter Cecilia to spend a short time with Grace. 

Mr. and Mrs. Banks hesitated. They had 
heard such doubtful reports of the present home 
arrangements, and of Mrs. Bracy, that they 
might well doubt as to sending their young 
daughter there. They proposed for Grace to 
come to them instead. But this Mr. Bracy re- 
fused at once ; and then, knowing something of 
her loneliness, their kind hearts relented, and 
they agreed to trust their child for a time. 
Grace was almost too weary and indifferent 



HOME TBIA18. 219 

to be properly surprised and delighted when, 
without previous warning, her blooming, pretty 
cousin stood at her door. 

Mr. Bracy looked displeased, and murmured 
that she was as inanimate as a log — had no 
feeling, Ac., while Grace turned cold all over, 
and felt too sick and ill to give anything but a 
wretched welcome. 

When they were alone, she threw herself on 
Cecilia's neck and cried. " Only think of your 
coming here at last ! It is so good ! But how 
could they let you come ? It is no place for 
you, Cecilia !" 

"It is your turn to be nursed now," Cecilia 
said, as she insisted on placing Grace on the 
sofa, and fetching her book and her work. 

A fortnight had passed, and still there was 
no talk of her leaving. Grace had been very ill 
with an attack of nervous fever, and now Ce- 
cilia declared she could not leave her till she 
was well. The two girls were all day long to- 
gether, generally undisturbed by any one ; but 
a new cause for annoyance existed, which Ce- 
cilia dreaded for Grace when she was again 
well enough to join the party downstairs. Mrs. 
Bracy had brought a niece of her own, not a very 
young person, who promised to be anything but 



220 HOME TBIALS. 

a comfort to any one. She flattered her aunt 
in every way and waited on her, and Mrs. Bracy 
spoke of trying to get a little " cheerful society 
for the sake of the young people/' and much to 
Grace's horror, actually not only called on one 
or two people in Heathercombe, but managed 
to have her visits taken kindly and returned. 
She assumed a quieter air, and talked of troubles 
and sorrows, and her anxiety to make the home 
more cheerful for Grace, and for this niece, who 
was an orphan, and wholly dependent on her 
for a home ; though, Mrs. Bracy added, she had 
a handsome little independence of her own. 

There are some people very open to flattery, 
and who prize a gossip, an insight into a neigh- 
bour's family, and a comfortable cup of tea, so 
very highly, that they are willing to sacrifice a 
little dignity for these pleasures. So notwith- 
standing, if not because of, Mrs. Bracy's reputa- 
tion, there were a few who responded to her 
advances, and even said that in her fine mourn- 
ing, she was a very handsome woman, and 
no doubt what she said was true, — Bracy was 
very peculiar, — very trying, and not domestic : 
and Grace looked her mother's own child, — 
quite a " kill joy." It must be trying for a 
warm-hearted, sociable woman. She seemed to 



HOME TBIJLfcS. 221 

be very kind to the step-children, and was agree- 
able, and very polite in sending fruit and vege- 
tables to people who had no gardens. 

Mrs. Bracy succeeded in having her select 
set ; and though her husband growled at it, she 
even invited them all for the evening, and took 
pains to make it a pleasant country party, with 
syllabub, and junket, and harvest buns. 

Grace and her cousin appeared ; the latter 
ready for any fun or enjoyment, only wishing 
poor dear Grace had been just a little stronger, 
and did not look so very pale and sad. 

But it was so strange, so new to Grace ! and 
none of her old friends were of the party ; only 
some- people she knew by sight, and some Miss 
Bnrys, — showy, noisy young women she had 
often seen Judith quiz and imitate. 

Cecilia wasquite the belle,and made much of by 
all. That was the one pleasant part of the eve- 
ning, to Grace : the seeing her cousin's pretty 
manners and enjoyment. Mr. Bracy did not leave 
his room, but he did not check his wife's further 
efforts. And this party was by no means the 
only one. Besides this, the Cross Farm people 
were invited into the town, and to join pic-nics 
to the sea-side, or to a distant wood. Grace 
liked it while her cousin was there, but when' 

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222 HOME TBIA1S. 

Cecilia left, she found it little to her taste. 
The rather noisy jokes and style of conversation, 
were distasteful to her. She had not Cecilia's 
tact to pass it off or check it. She felt herself 
looking cold and grave, — "primmy," as Mrs. 
Bracy called it, — or very awkward and foolish. 
She thought her step-mother much too free in 
manner, and Miss Brown, her niece, very affected. 
The only interest Grace could get up, in any of 
the set, was for the Burys, who, though so 
little to her taste, had known Harry Vane inti- 
mately. To hear his name mentioned casually 
by one of them, was a new and thrilling plea- 
sure, which she could not account for. 

As autumn came, and she had quite recovered 
her strength, Grace sorely missed some work 
to do. She sewed and she read, and she tried 
to get up her music ; but there had been no in- 
ducement lately. Mr. Bracy ceased to care for it 
since Judith left, and Grace had rather shunned 
playing before him on that account. But at 
the best, it is a very different thing to chalk out 
one's day with these forced occupations, however 
innocent or even improving they may be, from 
the having a certain portion of real work to do. 
This idle business, this purposeless existence, 
sends many a woman's mind to ruin. The more 



HOME TBIALS. 223 

amiable and less strongly marked characters rub 
on, only perhaps losing freshness and gaining 
slightly a little frivolity ; but there are others to 
whom it is death. Lack of nourishment acts 
like quick poison, and they plunge into habits 
of self-indulgence or dissipation. And this takes 
place in a country where marriage among the 
middle classes is daily becoming more difficult, 
and where hundreds of souls are perishing for 
lack of care and keep ! When shall we learn 
how to use our surplus energy and strength 
without the few who are brave enough to at- 
tempt it, being stigmatised as weak enthusiasts, 
or Papists in disguise P 

It is a question which Parents must study 
and find an answer for. It was one which 
Grace often asked herself, and never failed sug- 
gesting over and over again to Aunt Betsy, 
whenever a chance meeting gave her opportunity. 

"It may be so, my dear," was always this 
lady's reply. " I agree with you. I think your 
uncle and aunt very right in sparing their child. 
But under your circumstances, I do not see how 
you can go; at least, don't call it a religious 
act. Say you wish it as any other pleasure." 

" And so I do. And if they want me at home, 
why don't they give me something to do ?" 



224 HOME TBIiXS. 

At last moved by Grace's increasing look of 
care, Aunt Betsy suggested her trying to in- 
terest herself in the few cottagers living near 
Cross Farm, seeing if she could help the chil- 
dren in any way or in sewing for the mothers. 
She supposed Mr. Bracy would not like her 
taking a class at the Sunday school P A teacher 
was much wanted. Grace knew it was vain to 
ask this, as it might imperil her attendance at 
church. But she tried to follow out Aunt 
Betsy's hints, and went to see the cottagers. 
She found in one, an old man who would be glad 
for her to read to him sometimes. He under- 
stood something of politics too, and missed his 
reading badly, since he hurt his eye. In an- 
other, the poor woman was only too thankful 
for Grace to make her small children's garments, 
and at last Grace got a nice little maiden as her 
pwn scholar. In order to prove that such work 
did not upset her as her father always argued it 
did, she was doubly careful to be regular and 
cheerful in the family circle. For some time all 
went on quietly, but by degrees, how Grace 
could not for a long time make out, Mr. Bracy 
got hold of misrepresented stories. 

It was insinuated to him that his daughter 
was quite a home missionary, &c., and as his 



HOME TBIALS. 225 

own unfortunate natural dislike for her had been 
for some time freshly stirred up, he showed a 
jealous distrust of her. It was again near Christ- 
mas, when he called her to his room, in one of 
his most violent passions, saying he had long 
suspected she was trying to work against him, 
and now he had found her out. 

" Pray how long had she kept up a secret in- 
tercourse with Mrs. Marks ?" 

Grace said she had never even seen her, except 
once in the street, since her father forbade it. 

"Don't add lying to deceit and hypocrisy, 
girl. I saw her waiting at Eobert Stokes' cot- 
tage. She didn't see me ; but I saw her. What 
was she there for, but to meet you P And so 
this is your reason for reading to old Eobert. 
You'll never do it again, so long as you live 
under my roof." 

It was in vain for Grace to entirely deny all 
knowledge of Mrs. Marks' visit or ever having 
seen her there or anywhere else. Mr. Bracy 
would not hearken to her. He repeated his 
order and his threat, and bade her go. 

" Father, you say, so long as I am under your 
roof," Grace said, almost beside herself, under 
pressure of this unkind and unjust accusation. 
"Do you mean by that I may leave it? 



226 HOME TBIALB. 

May I go P may I go and maintain myself any- 
where ?" 

"Yes; and take my curse with you, for a 
disobedient undutiful child, as all the rest have 
been !" And he banged the door on her, having 
pushed her fairly out. 

There was another severe struggle in Grace's 
mind that night. It was too hard! — She had 
very nearly decided and resolved to leave home, 
offering herself as teacher somewhere ; perhaps 
delaying going to " The Home" for quieter and 
calmer judgment, but when she came down the 
next morning she learnt her father was ill with 
a severe attack of rheumatic gout. 

Here was work for her : as she well knew, Mrs. 
Bracy was no sick nurse, and all the nursing 
and watching fell to Grace. It was a long and 
painful illness, and tried Grace's strength and 
patience to the utmost. But she reaped her 
reward in once or twice finding her father look 
and express pleasure at her return, when for 
needful rest she had been absent from him for a 
few hours. She so longed for love that even his 
look of pleasure and the simple words, " O, it 
is Grace ; all right. I am glad you are come 
back !" was food for days. 

Why couldn't her father like her as other 



HOME TBIALB. 227 

fathers liked other daughters P she asked herself. 
Was it her own fault P If she could but feel 
herself of consequence to him — a source of plea- 
sure and useful — it was all she asked. Perhaps 
she was not open enough. She had always been 
afraid of him as a child, and had grown up under 
restraint, and with a sense of her mother's 
wrongs as a wife. She tried to throw off this 
reserve, and talk to him openly of her feelings. 
It was very difficult. He stared at her, and 
answered abruptly ; and then, as he grew a little 
easier and could sit up, Mrs. Bracy and her 
niece were more with him, and their society 
seemed ever to put Grace in the shade with 
him. She saw that Miss Brown had a way, what- 
ever Grace said, quietly to give it a turn, dis- 
pleasing to Mr. Bracy. It was done so quietly 
that it was long before Grace perceived it. 
When she did, she mustered up courage and 
did not let it pass; but told Miss Brown she 
had misunderstood her. 

About this time Miss Brown seemed to take 
a great interest in the subject of " The Home." 
She took up a book containing a short sketch of 
•its institution and rules, when in Grace's room, 
and eagerly asked leave to read it; and from 
that time she ever seemed to take every oppor- 



228 HOME TEIALS. 

tunity of talking of it to Grace, and said it was 
a thing she should like for herself. Then she 
•suddenly asked Grace why she never had thought 
of such a thing, — " She seemed so suited to the 
life." Grace returned short answers ; fancying 
it were mere affectation of ignorance in Miss 
Brown, not to know how much Grace had de- 
sired it, and how it was stopped. 

Joining this with other things, Grace sus- 
pected Miss Brown of some underhand motive, 
and it was a great trouble to her to be obliged 
constantly to be with a person she durst not 
trust, and who turned even her most secret and 
cherished thoughts against her, while pretending 
to be her friend. It made Grace less scrupulous 
in following her own inclinations by declining 
almost always to join the parties to which her 
stepmother and her niece went. Grace disliked 
it, and preferred a lonely evening at home. Some- 
times it happened that her father came down 
for an hour, and she fancied, notwithstanding^ 
few scolding words at her sulky preference for 
her own society, that he was not displeased to 
find her there. He was much crippled from his 
late attack, and walked about with pain and 
difficulty. One evening Grace had been trying 
over some sacred music. The pianoforte was 



HOME TS1ALS. 229 

much out of tune, but the chords soothed her, 
besides being dear from old associations. On 
hearing her father's step and stick, she rather 
hurriedly shut up the book, and was closing the 
instrument, when he came into the room. 

u Why do you do that P Go on, go on," he 
said. And Grace overcame her timidity, and 
forced herself to play on as well as she could. 

"When was the instrument tuned?" he 
asked. And on Grace saying, not for a very 
long time, for no one had played on it since — 
she stopped, remembering that Judith's going 
was the cause ; he interrupted her with saying, 
he used to be a tolerable tuner, and he would 
see if his ear retained nicety enough to manage 
it to-morrow. 

He spent some time on it, and then was be- 
guiled into a few chords and old chants. From 
that time the pianoforte proved a point of unison 
between the father and daughter. She bore his 
rough criticisms well, and practised diligently 
to please him ; and he in return, now and then, 
once or twice in a fortnight, perhaps, asked her 
for music, when he came down, tired out with his 
own work. Nor did he add his word to his 
wife's and her niece's, when they upbraided 
Grace for deserting their parties. Now and then, 



230 HOME TBIAXS. 

• 

just to please them, she went. But generally 
she was left at home, glad to escape from what 
gave no pleasure and often caused pain. Yet, 
at the best, it was but a dull life ; and Grace 
was young and conscious of powers dormant 
within her, which now only found a vent in 
dreams. 



CHAPTER XVI. 

Akotheb year has passed; and so mono- 
tonously has each day come and gone, and there 
is so little to mark the time, that Grace has to 
think and reckon up. 

" Winter is gone at last, and here I am, come 
to have some delicious rambles with you, Grace," 
Cecilia said, as she sprang from the carriage, 
delighted at being allowed to spend a week at 
Cross "Farm. 

" It is indeed good to see you — to see any- 
thing so bright and so pretty !" said Grace, 
looking wistfully at her. 

" O, I have so much to tell you ! The wed- 
ding, and their beautiful new house ; and now 



HOME TBIAXS. 231 

there is LycGa's engagement — two brothers-in- 
law, and both such good ones! And then I 
have a great deal to tell you about ( the Home/ 
and all the money some rich good lady has be- 
queathed for it! But how are youp — any 
changes ?" 

"None. There never is any change here, 
Cecilia, at least not to me." 

" You do look rather dull ; but you keep up 
your good looks, too, Grace. A quiet life is 
good for beauty, they say." 

"If one doesn't grow mouldy, and fall to 
pieces," said Grace with a dreamy, half sad smile. 
" I shall be a stupid companion, I fear. I feel 
growing stupid and dull, and Btill." 

" Poor soul ! Surely something will happen ! 
This can't go on for ever." 

" I don't see what is to happen," Grace said ; 
" I look for nothing. Only, it is pleasant now 
and then to reckon up, and find that, though 
they go so slowly, days have come to months, and 
a year has passed ; and life is only years — one 
year after another — and then — then — " Grace 
checked herself: her eyes were bright, and her 
cheeks flushed. 

" Ah, but you are young yet. I will believe 
that joy will come to you here, Grace. You 



232 HOME TBIALS. 

have had your sorrow early. To others it comes 
later: to all some time. I don't know how, 
but I am certain you won't always be as you are 
now. People will find you out and appreciate 
you : something will happen." 

"It is my own fault that I don't go into 
society/' Grace said; "such as it is, I am 
pressed to join in it. My stepmother goes out a 
good deal. But I don't like it — I prefer my 
own company ; although now and then I force 
myself to go, fearing I shall grow dumb, if I 
don't." 

"And the music? I was so glad of your 
playing ; and your father — " 

"All that is ended; I don't know how, or 
why. It ended as everything I undertake or 
try with regard to him always ends. He never 
comes near me now of an evening, and is 
angry and mistrustful, though what about I 
don't know. Mrs. Marks meant kindly, Ce- 
cilia; but it was no kindness to me to do as she 
did. After my solemnly assuring my father I 
had never seen her, I was quite shocked, the 
very next time I went to old Stokes', to find 
her there. No word of mine, after that, would 
be believed. It ended in my giving up visiting 
old Stokes, or any of the cottages. I send the 



HOME TBIALS. 283 

little sewing-work I do for dame Martin by our 
cow boy ; but even this does not bring me clear 
of suspicion." 

" Mrs. Marks is so grieved at it, my dear. 
Perhaps she is injudicious. Mr. Grant has 
talked to her about it, and said the good work 
needed no such partizanship. If it interfered 
with the good old reading of the Fifth Com- 
mandment, it could not prosper or deserve a 
blessing." 

" Don't let us talk of that now. I have de- 
cided, Cecilia. The matter is at rest in my 
mind, until circumstances should entirely change. 
The little note — only a few words — which 
reached me from my best friend, our Vicar, 
written just before he died, they helped me to 
judge. I knew what he would say. And dull 
and unprofitable, and useless as my life seems 
to be, I hope — I hope I am right for the pre- 
sent. It is little enough I can do ; but that 
little, when it is needed, no one else can do for 
my father." 

"If he had ever loved or done you justice," 
said Cecilia. 

" That doesn't alter my duty. But now you 
are come, I shall take holiday. Isn't this wea- 
ther delicious after the long, cold season P It 

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284 HOME TBIALS. 

has been very unhealthy here, — so many old per- 
sons ill and dead !" 

" I hear the bell tolling now," Cecilia said, as 
they strolled up and down the garden walk; 
" it sounds sad, and yet so sweet here at this 
distance." 

The friends continued to walk and talk, and 
their ideas took a grave turn, partly, perhaps, 
from the unconscious influence of that solemn 
bell, and partly from the sudden burst of spring, 
after a long, severe winter. It was the end of 
April now, and this was the first mild day they 
had. After some time, Grace said, 

" I suppose we ought to go in. Mrs. Bracy 
will have returned from the town. I don't 
know why it is I dread going into the house so ; 
yet I want to hear tidings of Aunt Betsy, who 
has been ill." 

Slowly and reluctantly they sauntered in, and 
then found a servant on her way to summon them 
for tea. News greeted Grace which sent her to 
her room instead : that solemn bell had tolled 
for Aunt Betsy I The severe attack of influenza 
had at last carried her off, taking a very sudden 
turn just as they thought her getting better. 

Little as had been the intercourse between 
Miss Stafford and Grace of late, since her step- 



HOME TBIALB. 235 

mother had taken offence and quarrelled, Grace 
felt that her oldest and heat friend was gone, — 
one always ready to greet her with affection, 
and give her true and wise advice. For Miss 
Stafford herself, no one could mourn. She had 
lived for others ; and, as far as her friends could 
judge, had long been ready for her summons. 
She left no relations, but many friends, and was 
long missed in the parish ; but perhaps to none 
more than to her early and now lonely friend, 
Patty Lee. 

Miss Stafford's genial temper melted the frost 
work which stiffened Miss Lee; while Miss 
Lee's unflinching firmness had often, in former 
times, propped up Miss Stafford's too yielding 
disposition. They were very old and very 
faithful friends, and Miss Patty Lee was visibly 
aged through her grief at this loss. 

Grace too was so little able to stand a blow, 
that she sank beneath this in a way to alarm 
Cecilia, and even attract her father's attention. 
Finding she did not rally, he at last consented to 
her paying another visit among her relations, 
under protest, however, of any attempt at in- 
ducing her to become a " Sister." 

It was to her newly-married cousin, now Mrs. 
Cartwright, that Grace went. Cecilia was to be 



286 HOME TBIAIiS. 

with her, and hoped for a great deal of pleasure 
in her sister's new home. 

Summer 'weather did all it could for their en- 
joyment ; and Captain Cartwright, being at home 
for some weeks, devoted himself to their ser- 
vice, and was never tired of giving them a row 
or a sail on the river. Grace revived under the 
cheerfulness and liveliness of the happiness 
around her. Only now and then a sigh would 
escape her, and a sharp thought of regret ; for 
she saw in her cousin's home just such a happy, 
loving life, as once she had dreamt of as pos- 
sible for her. There was Lydia's courtship, too ; 
and Grace would turn to Cecilia, and half hope 
her turn would come soon. So pretty and 
winning as she was, she only wondered that 
it had not come to pass before. 

One day the Captain called up stairs where 
the young folks were attiring themselves for a 
sail. He told his wife they must delay it till 
the afternoon, and she must prepare some lun* 
cheon, for he had found some old acquaintances 
in the town. 

" Isn't it provoking !" said Cecilia; " a lot of 
men, this lovely hot day : and we were to have 
had our lunch in the boat. The room will be 
full, and it is so stifling and hot !" 



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"Who are they?" said Grace, as she laid 
aside her bonnet. 

"I don't know. Look! here they come! 
One, two, three, four. Well done, Captain 
Oartwright ! Poor wife to have to feed such a 
lot all of a sudden. He has so many acquaint- 
ances always . . . What is the matter ! — I say 
— Grace !" 

She stopped in sudden fright at the sight of 
Grace's face, which was pale all over, even to 
her lips. She seized Cecilia's arm, grasping it 
hard, and she tried to speak, bat no sound 
came. 

Meanwhile they both watched Captain Cart- 
wright marshal in his guests. He looked at the 
window and smiled, and beckoned them down. 
He had hold of the arm of one of the gentle- 
men, a tall slight figure, quite a stranger to 
Cecilia; but he, following the Captain's eye, 
looked up, and on him too came a change. A 
look of recognition, of surprise and of pain, 
flashed up in his eye. He hung behind, too, as 
Cecilia saw. 

" Some one you know ! who is it, Grace P" 
Don't— don't be ill ! What is it, my dear ?" 

Grace sank into a chair, and pressed her hand 
on her side. " Nothing, only — pain here. No- 



288 HOME TBUXB. 

thing, really, Cecilia," she added, trying to 
smile; "only it is so sudden. — I didn't know 
he was here. This is folly!" she said, rising. 
" What is he to me P Nothing : nothing ! That 
is — is Harry Yane, and you see it startled me, 
that's all, dear." 

" Harry Yane ! How did he come here P It 
can't he, Grace !" 

Grace shook her head faintly, and smoothed 
her hair. 

" Shall you go down ? You don't look fit. 
Let me bring your luncheon to you, and lie 
down a little. Do, my dear." 

" No, it will he making a fuss. I am sure he 
saw me. Best face it at once. If he is here, I 
shall have to meet him, that is all, of course. I 
had rather go and have it over. Only don't be 
looking at me, Cecilia, please !" 

" You don't look fit to do it," Cecilia ob- 
served ; but finding Grace resolved, they went 
down together. 

The little room seemed full both of talk- 
ing and people, when they came in. Cecilia 
glanced hastily at Grace, and was relieved to 
see the dreadful paleness succeeded by a bright 
flush. Captain Cartwright's hearty, "jolly" 
manner, went far to setting every one at ease. 



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HOU TBIAXS. 239 

Harry was next the window, he only bowed 
to both ladies, as Captain Cartwright named 
them, then turned and looked out of window 
again. 

The Captain led out Grace when luncheon was 
announced, and she sat by him ; but it so hap* 
pened that Harry Vane, who came in 'last, had 
to sit on the opposite side, and Cecilia saw that 
all the paleness had returned. Indeed, she fully 
expected Grace would faint. 

There was much talking, much laughing, and 
plenty of clatter; but the Captain paused to 
pour out a glass of wine, and insist on Grace's 
drinking it, attributing her ill looks to the heat, 
and regretting for her sake the delay of the sail* 
" But," he half turned to Vane as he spoke, "You 
see I met these fellows. This one (a fellow* 
townsman, by the way, of yours,) and Lee, are 
only just arrived from a long voyage. They 
came in the steamer. The others are old friends 
of mine, just back from America."' 

Then he turned to Harry, and questioned 
him about Australia and his prospects, to Grace's 
relief, whilst she bent earnestly over her chicken, 
not daring to look up, only so well understand- 
ing each turn of the voice and detecting uneasy 
displeasure give way gradually to the interest 



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of the subject, till he got warm in describing 
bis new life. 

He came back on business, he said, to see his 
old father. He left his partner in full charge — 
and here there was a cold tone imparted to the 
voice, and a stiffer enunciation as he added — 
" Your brother, Miss Bracy, was quite well, and 
very happy. In fact, I dare say he has told 
you, he is about to be married to a very nice 

girl." 

She could not speak, she only bowed ; and he 
did not address or look at her again. After a 
time Grace was distressed by the Captain's tell- 
ing his wife, that though sorry to lose their 
company, he advised the ladies to adjourn ; and 
he gave her a hint to let Miss Bracy lay up a 
little, if she meant to be fit for the sail. 

This brought much sympathy and many ques- ' 
tions from Christian, and they left the room in 
a sort of bustle and confusion Grace did not 
know how. She was relieved at last, when they 
left her alone on the bed. 

"Weak, foolish, despicable creature, to ex- 
pose myself so to him !" she cried out ; and 
then as the excitement subsided into sobs, she 
remembered that he was looking well, only a 
little browner; but so handsome, only much 



HOME TRIALS. 241 

graver. And it was all true. — He was both 
prosperous and good, or he wouldn't return with 
that look. Well, it would be a pleasure to the 
poor old father and Miss Lee. So, he wasn't 
married. Perhaps he would choose a wife here ! 
And hugging this idea, and repeating it over and 
oyer again to herself, in order to impress it on 
her mind, Grace at last got hushed and quiet, 
and dropped to sleep. She dreamed that she 
was running after Harry through a thick and 
dark wood, never coming up to him, never 
catching him, though often near. She started 
up in dismay as her cousin came in gently on 
tiptoe, to see if she was ready for the sail. 

" They are all gone, and it is a beautiful even- 
ing." 

♦ # * # # 

Grace was urged to prolong her visit, and got 
leave from home to do so. The same note from 
her step-mother spoke of the stir in the town 
on the return of young Mr. Vane. The bells 
had rung a peal, and there was a dinner and a 
ball, and every one giving parties and making an 
absurd fuss — so Mrs. Bracy thought, as she had 
not been invited to any of these parties, and no 
communication had taken place between them 
and the Vanes. "He had not even had the 



242 H0M3S TBIALS. 

good manners to call and tell Mr. Bracy of bis 
son." 

Grace understood it all. The soreness and 
resentment only increased by the bad terms 
John was on with his father. She was thankful 
to be out of it, to avoid the home comments and 
the chance of meeting him or even Miss Lee's 
look of triumph. She wished she could hide 
herself away somewhere ; and yet she could not 
but be glad to hear of bonour paid him; to 
think that instead of being " that idle young 
fellow who would come to no good/' he was 
leading a steady life, and bestowing his energy 
and powers on rightful things* 

So Grace was thankful for the offer of re- 
maining longer with her kind Mends. And 
they were pleased to see the paleness did not 
return, but that she looked stronger and better 
every day. 



CHAPTER XVn. 

" I havb asked young Vane and William Bury 
to come over and join our pic-nic on Thursday/' 



HOME TBIALS. 243 

said the Captain to his wife. *• We have one 
spare bed, and they will lend one at home, won't 
they ? We want hands for the oars, and they 
are pleasant fellows, and will enjoy the fun." 

No one made any objection. When Cecilia 
reported it to Grace, she answered quietly, " All 
right," and let it drop, as if indifferent. 

He was only to stay three months in Eng- 
land, and part of that time must be in London ; 
so an end would come, and she must teach her- 
self to endure the pain. But it was harder to 
forget than even she had thought, and it was 
great pain to feel how sore and angry he was. 
If they had parted otherwise — but as it was, he 
blamed her much, and never would forgive her. 
Perhaps too she had been over hasty and severe. 
Perhaps — but she didn't know — if it was to do 
again she should act differently. It was one 
comfort to find that he had not suffered very 
much, only for the first moment. 

He was looking well and happy, and every 
one spoke of his being so agreeable and thought- 
ful. All the Banks party were greatly taken 
with him. Though changed in some respects, 
she thought it was for the better. She had not 
driven him to despair. He had forgotten her, 
except the angry feeling revived by seeing her 



244 HOME TBIALS. 

again. He would many, and perhaps some day 
look back on that time as the turning point, 
bitter and sharp, yet healing. 

So she tried to reason ; but all her quiet sense 
and subdued temper would not avail against the 
fluttering of the heart and the alternate flush- 
ing and paling which came on, the day she waa 
again to see him. Very busy she was all the 
morning, begging for all the work of packing 
and preparation ; and Cecilia understood it, and 
allowed her to take it. 

Christian said Grace would be knocked up 
before starting ; she had not sat down or rested 
the whole morning, and now it was just eleven, 
and the boats were ready. Where were the Hea- 
thercombe guests P 

They waited a little, and then it was proposed 
for them all to go on but the Captain and his 
wife. There were to be two boats, and four 
oars in each. It was a merry and expectant 
party, that assembled on the quay behind Mr. 
Banks' house. The boats were decked out with 
gay flags, the sun shone, and the water waa 
smooth as satin. There was a moon too, and 
the tides served to a minute. 

" Grace, you will go in father's boat, won't 
you?" said Cecilia. 



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Grace expressed herself as ready any way ; 
but she soon discovered Cecilia's motive, when 
she heard the rowers told off. 

Mr. Banks, Mr. Grant, (an old Oxford oar,) 
William, and Mr. Rede, were for the first boat, 
in which Grace found herself seated, beside 
Lydia, and her aunt, and some of the little ones. 
They put off before the others did, for the 
Heathercombe gentlemen were not yet arrived. 

" If they don't appear soon, Cartwright will 
hire a couple of men,*' Mr. Banks said, but in 
ten minutes' time, there was a cry, " there they 
are — they will overtake us now !" 

Mr. Banks shook his head at any racing. 
They were a stronger crew, and a lighter boat, 
and if they chose to pass they might. This 
they soon did in gallant style. There was 
Capt. Cartwright, Harry Vane, William Bury, 
and a Mr. Cornish. A passing greeting was 
given, and they kept ahead for some time. 

Grace was delighted at the scenery, the 
widening river, and the small shipping village, 
picturesquely standing on a hill, and running out 
on a long tongue of land. On they went till 
the river became almost sea, past a small bath- 
ing place, to a cluster of rocks, with a broad 
stretch of firm yellow sand. Here they were to 

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246 HOME TBIALS. 

land, and carrying their dinner a short way up, 
they found shade and a small trickling rill of 
fresh water. It was a place, as they all said, 
made for a pic-nic, and every one was in a 
bright and merry mood. So Grace thought, 
who feeling just a little tired with her morn- 
ing's work, and somewhat sleepy as she said, 
from the sea air, sat still and quiet in a shady 
corner, where Cecilia placed her, watching the 
others, and feeling as if she was only a looker- 
on, and was not an actor in the scene. 

It was pleasant to see the quiet assured plea- 
sure of her uncle and aunt, to watch Capt. 
Cartwright's hilarious spirits, but ever constant 
and tender care for his little wife. Then Lydia, 
usually so high-spirited and full of fun, had be- 
come quiet, though she looked very happy with 
Mr. Eede near her. There was a young lady, 
a distant cousin of the Banks, called' Nora Gay, 
too, who took Grace's fancy. She compared 
her with Cecilia, and wondered which people 
would think the prettier of the two. She 
guessed what her Cousin William thought, and 
was amused to watch his quiet endeavours to 
get a place by Nora, who didn't particularly 
encourage him, but rather smiled more on Mr. 
Bury. 



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Cecilia was looking lovely and so surely 
Harry Yane thought. He was so much with 
her, and so often glanced at her face, as they 
were talking very earnestly together. A sud- 
den sharp pang seemed to shoot through Grace 
then. Many times afterwards she turned to 
look that way. He had not once looked even 
at her. Only that first general bow of greeting 
from the boat. 

" You have stuck yourself so far away there !" 
said Capt. Cartwright. " There is no getting 
at you at all. Won't you have some of this ex- 
cellent cold plum pudding ? It is orthodox." 

She smiled, and took some, and said she had 
a capital place, and was very comfortable and 
that her little cousins had been most atten- 
tive. 

Later some fruit was handed about, Harry 
Yane rising to do it. He gave some to every 
one. 

" You have forgotten Grace," said her uncle. 

It was difficult to reach her from where 
Harry stood, so Mr. Banks took the basket and 
helped her. Then Harry returned to his seat, 
which chanced to be with his back to Grace, so 
that she could only catch a glimpse of his profile, 
as he bent down to his companion. Songs were 



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asked for. : Mr. Bury sang, and then urged 
Vane to do so. He gave an old favourite — one 
he used to sing years ago. It was funny, but 
his rich voice gave a quaint pathos to the ever- 
recurring melody, and the chorus rang with 
touching wildness, increased by some of the 
others joining in harmony. It suited the scene, 
for it spoke of the sea. There was fun for the 
merry, and feeling for the more sentimental. 
It was much approved, and as he refused to re- 
peat it, saying it took out all the spirit, no 
more songs were cared for. 

Very soon, the younger members were ready 
to explore, and search for shells or cockles. 
Some said there was a famous cavern, which 
must be seen, and one or two preferred remain- 
ing quietly in the shade. They paired off 
naturally, Grace being left in her corner, and 
her aunt and uncle on either side ; Mr. Grant 
too, had leant back, and seemed indisposed to 
move. 

" Grace, won't you go ? You ought to see 
the cavern, my dear," presently said her aunt. 
" Or are you tired ? Only it is a pity not to 
see it. They have forgotten you !" 

Grace bent her face for one short minute, 
then looked up and answered cheerfully, that 



HOME TBIAL8. 249 

she was very happy where she was. Bat Mr. 
Grant insisted on taking charge of her, and 
would take no refusal. At last she yielded, not 
without a certain feeling of reluctance, and tak- 
ing his offered arm they went the shortest cut 
to the cavern, which it seemed the others had 
not done, but were, some making a circuit in 
one direction, some in another, and one or two 
had gone in quite a contrary direction. 

He was very agreeable and talked of the 
"Home." "Well, Miss Bracy, you are often 
asked after by the Sisters. I tell them you 
have other work to do, but I hope you have not 
dropped ail interest in us, that not once you 
have even visited the place ?" 

" My father expects me not to go there. In- 
deed, Mr. Grant, if my interest is not so much 
expressed, or so warm, it is, because I have found 
it my duty and necessary to check it. Whether 
things may ever change, or I may find myself 
free to choose, God knows! I don't know — 
can't guess even. Perhaps some time hence, 
when I am older, wiser, more proved — I may be 
able to offer if they will then accept me. Is it 
wrong to look to this ?" 

" I should prefer in your case, not to build 
on it at all. You know how deeply I have this 



250 KOMI TSIAL8. 

work at heart, and yet I know that under cer- 
tain circumstances there may he a higher path. 
Should a time ever come when you are quite 
free, this trial will not hare rendered you less 
fitted for it." 

Grace only sighed. " I can't look forward 
to old age. The present is quite as much as 
I can bear. Old age ! — Who can desire a long 
lifer 

" It is not unnatural to do so. But you hare 
been weighed down with cares. Are things no 
better, Grace P I hoped they might be." 

He spoke kindly, and Grace was led to speak 
a little of her home and her anxieties. 

" Cecilia is my first and chief pleasure. To 
her I owe ail my happy moments," she added 
eagerly. 

"She is a good girl — very." Mr. Grant 
pronounced the words slowly — almost reluc- 
tantly. " I trust she is not so light — so vola- 
tile as sometimes she appears to be. She is 
much admired naturally. May it not be a snare 
to her I" 

Then as silence followed, he asked if Grace 
knew anything of young Vane. "Was he a good 
character, and so on ? Wondering, she glanced 
at his face, as he seemed to study the stones on 



HOME TRIALS. 251 

which they walked. He was grave, anxious 
perhaps, but certainly innocent of all under- 
motive. He had not heard of her former con- 
nection with Harry, so she took courage and 
answered freely, 

"I believe he, is good. He always had the 
best heart in the world ; but his bringing up 
was bad. — Too great strictness and indulgence 
mixed. He got into bad society at one time, 
and was rather wild. He had some grief and 
then went to Australia, and has done well there. 
He is now returned, I fully believe, to see his 
old father, and make his peace with him. They 
parted under a cloud, and that I am sure Harry 
could not endure." 

" You knew him well then ?" 

" O yes. — My brother is now his partner," 
she added. 

" He will not return alone I think. Perhaps 
he had a double motive in coming home. Did 
your cousins know him too ?" asked Mr. Grant. 

" No ! this is their first introduction through 
Captain Cartwright* who seems to know every 
one." 

" You see what I mean, I am sure. I saw 
your eyes bent that way more than once," he 
added* 



252 HOMB TRIALS. 

" I can't pretend to misunderstand you," she 
answered. " I confess the same idea did cross 
me. But though very probable — very, very 
likely, it is very early for us to be so settling it, 
the second time of their meeting !" They both 
laughed a little and then turned to another 
subject. 

Of course they were at the cavern long before 
any one else. It was more curious than beauti- 
ful, and Grace did not feel tempted to explore 
its dark hollow, but preferred looking around at 
the wide spread scene, combining country fields, 
and hamlets, and here and there a church tower, 
with the Bea, and then to the left the river 
winding up between the coast lines, and dot- 
ted over with boats and larger vessels. The 
whole toned down by the lengthening shadows 
and the reddening glow of the western sky. 
Outside the "bar" a large-sized brig was wait- 
ing for the tide to bring her in. Opposite they 
were at work unloading a coal sloop, which 
rested now on nearly dry land, and showed 
a busy, lively scene, in the various carts passing 
to and fro, and the many people at work, with 
the monotonous song used in heaving up the 
heavy coal from the hold. 

" Shipping is certainly very picturesque, but I 



HOME TBIAL8. 253 

shouldn't at all like a long voyage — such as to 
Australia for instance/' observed Mr. Grant. 

Grace smiled. " I can fancy it very bearable 
— and — might it not possibly be one's duty ?" 

"Possibly — yes." And Grace thought that 
his rather searching eye questioned her face. 
But changing into a lighter tone Mr. Grant 
went on. 

" I knew some friends who sailed just as they 
were married. They were both so miserably 
ill, that they did not exchange six words for the 
first four weeks. Nothing, I think, can make it 
very pleasant under such circumstances." 

" I dare say it is very dreadful if one is a bad 
sailor. But I think I have fancied I should 
like to find myself on the real deep ocean. 
Only of course, fancying it while snug on terra 
firma, is a very different thing from really being 
there." 

"Here they are at last!" Mr. Grant said. 
Harry Vane and Cecilia came up first. She 
was delighted to see Grace, having reproached 
herself for not bringing her. 

" I was more successful, you see, Miss Banks." 

Cecilia went up close to Grace, asking if she 
had been into the cavern. 

" We were talking very busily discussing the 

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254 HOME TBIALS. 

pleasures or the miseries of a voyage," said Mr. 
Grant. 

Harry gave a quick look towards Grace, but 
her face was turned away. "Well, do you 
wish to try one ?" he said to Mr. Grant. 

"I? No thank you! But I fancy Miss 
Bracy has some idea on the subject . . . ." 

"Shall we explore this dark place now?" 
Grace said, speaking hurriedly and with a 
flushed face. 

Of course Mr. Grant was ready, and offered 
to go first and feel the way. 

" Ah, it is very awful !" said Cecilia follow- 
ing him. "I never would come in before. 
Hold by me, Grace dear, it is so rough !" 

They crept on till it got very narrow and low. 

" Are you inclined to creep ?" called out 
Mr. Grant. 

" O no ! I can't — I would rather go back !" 
said Cecilia. 

She turned, or tried to do so, suddenly; 
Grace tried to step back out of her way, but 
her foot being on a loose stone, it slipped and 
she fell, partly against the rough and jagged 
side of the cave, and partly against Harry Vane, 
who was following at his leisure, and had not 
heard Mr. Grant's question. 



HOME TBIALS. 255 

"Where are you? What is it, Grace?" 
said Cecilia. 

" Please move on, good people, or my back 
will break," said Mr. Grant. 

Grace gave a little groan, as she strove to re- 
gain her footing, startled and bruised as she 
felt. 

" Are you hurt ?" said Harry, at the same 
time, catching her arm. This saved a second 
fall, for her foot gave way and would not sup- 
port her. 

" It is my ankle, I think," she said faintly. 

" Are you hurt, Grace ?" said her cousin. 

" Tes, she is hurt," answered Harry ; and he 
half lifted, half supported her, till they again 
reached the mouth of the cave and saw daylight. 

Grace was deadly pale and shivered. Her 
arm was bleeding. 

"What is it?" exclaimed Mr. Grant coming 
up. 

"Will you help her, Mr. Grant?" said 
Harry, apparently eager to give up his charge. 
" Miss Bracy will prefer your arm, I am sure," 
he added. " And I will fetch some water." Off 
he was in a moment, and Grace felt " he shud- 
dered even at my touch; he can't forgive me 
at all !" 



256 HOME TRIALS. 

Presently the Captain and his wife, the young 
ones and Miss Gay, and Mr. Bury came up, 
and every one had an exclamation of surprise 
and pity, and a suggestion to make. Grace 
was faint from the pain. She begged to be laid 
down somewhere, and asked Cecilia, in piteous 
tones, to beg all to go and amuse themselves. 

"Quiet would restore her; only don't let 
them all stand and look and talk." 

So Cecilia ordered them all off, and the Cap- 
tain hastened to the boats to rig out some sort 
of litter, seeing very clearly she would not be 
able to walk. The others went into the cave, 
resolved to penetrate to the real hall, which, it 
was said, might be reached with perseverance. 
Many an old tale of smugglers was connected 
with the spot. Their merry voices died away as 
they got further under ground. The two girls 
were alone. 

" Are you better, Grace?" 

"Rather! only my foot! I wonder if it is 
out of joint ; it pains much. How I wish I was 
at home ! I think I am not meant for pleasure 
parties. See what a spoil-sport I am !" 

Cecilia sat by her, laughing at and encou- 
raging her. " Here he comes ! " she said pre- 
sently. 



HOME TEIALS. 257 

u Who ?" asked Grace, without opening her 
eyes. 

" Mr. Vane." 

" Do you like him, Cecilia ?" 

" Like him ? Why do you ask ?" 

"I'll tell you by and by — not now — he is 
here." 

" She is better now ; but the foot is very bad. 
She cannot walk back. I wish father was here 
to carry her." 

Harry handed the water to Cecilia, and she 
bathed Grace's brow and hands with it. 

" There can be no sort of difficulty about con- 
veying Miss Bracy. We can form a sedan, or 
— or — any one of us could easily carry her ; but 
if you prefer it, I will fetch Mr. Banks. Shall 
IP" 

" No, I'll try to walk ; with an arm, I may 
limp it," she said, making a great effort to rise 
up, and feeling so shaken and so sick, she would 
have been glad to have been in bed. 

" You can't do it, Grace. See, it has made 
her faint again! This is the only and the 
quickest way. Excuse me." And biting his 
lips, he stooped and lifted Grace, her slight 
figure seeming a mere nothing in his strong 

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258 HOME TBIALS. 

She kept her eyes shut. They thought her 
still fainting. Cecilia followed, finding it hard 
work to keep up with his rapid steps. They 
met Captain Cartwright with a litter formed of 
shawls strung on the oars. 

But Harry did not put her down till the 
place in the boat was ready, that " she might 
not be moyed more than needful," he said. 
Having placed her, he turned quickly away, 
leaving Cecilia and her mother to minister to 
her comfort and adjust the pillow. He did not 
rejoin the others ; but, while waiting for them, 
he paced up and down on the sand. Then he 
lighted a cigar, and seeing Cecilia step ashore 
again and go to the rocks for some wrappers, he 
followed her. They two had fetched and dis- 
posed of all the traps before the rest returned. 
They were wild with joy at their success, and 
had found an enchanted hall— just like a fairy 
tale, they declared. 

Grace was in great pain, and her aunt dipped 
some handkerchiefs into water, and kept on the 
foot. She hurried the departure by signs. But 
no one had seen Lydia and Mr. Bede. Then it 
was settled for one boat to go on, the other to 
wait. 

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Harry remarked, " and our crew are the best 
performers ; bo we had better make way with 
all speed. The sooner that,' 9 and he nodded to- 
wards poor Grace's foot, "is under medical 
treatment, the better." 

He stripped off his coat as he spoke, and the 
others followed his example. Very soon the 
boat was spinning along very fast ; but it was a 
sad and quiet home-coming. They did not see 
the moon, and there was no song, as had been 
promised. 

There was great difficulty in taking poor 
Grace out, and she was too bad to return to the 
Cartwrights', but was placed in bed at her uncle's 
house. 

The night was spent in pain, accompanied 
with fever ; in which she grew a little delirious, 
and talked oddly, begging Harry not to leave 
her so unkindly. Luckily, none but her aunt 
was there to hear ; and Aunt Cissy knew too 
much of Grace's troubles to be surprised, or to 
take any notice. 

She was in bed for some days, tended most 
lovingly and kindly by all, chiefly by Aunt Cissy 
and Cecilia. They told her that many inquiries 
were made daily. Mr. Grant called often, and 
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"I thought I heard a merry party, as the 
door opened. Who was it, Cecilia P" 

" There was John Bede, of course, and Nora 
had come in ; and then Mr. Bury and Mr. Vane 
walked over to know how you were: so the 
room was full." 

Aunt Cissy added further information when 
she took Cecilia's place. 

" There is to be a very large pic-nic party of 
Heathercombe people, given principally by Mr. 
Vane, and he asks all our party." 

" And they will go ?" 

" I don't know ; your uncle doubts, as most 
of them are strangers. But the young folks are 
very eager, and Captain Cartwright takes their 
side. I dare say it will be yes. Young Vane 
has a winning way with him. My dear, I hope 
you will be able to join ; it is a week hence, and 
you can go in the carriage." 

Grace shook her head : she didn't much wish 
it. After ail, it was no use to get a taste for 
the sort of thing ; and she was not suited to gay 
parties. No one else would have been so awkward 
as to spoil all the fun the other day. And 
so on. 

Aunt Cissy scolded her for being gloomy, and 
liked young folks to be cheerful. Time enough 



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to be grave and dismal. Grace made no answer ; 
but she asked Aunt Cissy to go down for tea. 
She liked being alone a little ; and she should 
very much like, if no one minded, having both 
doors open. It was pleasant to hear the hum 
of voices, and there might be some singing. 

She lay there with the lovely flowers Mrs. 
Marks had brought her from the Home. She 
had lent her books, too ; but she did not feel 
inclined to read. She better liked to try and 
distinguish tones, and to see if she recognised 
any one voice. 

How merry they were! That was Uncle 
Hugh's quiet, rather measured and pompous 
speaking. How every one hushed to listen! 
That was pleasing respect, such as the young 
should pay to their elders. 

But whose voice was that, low and clear, 
high-pitched, and ending in a laugh. Was it 
Cecilia, or Christian ? 

Then came one, followed by a chorus ; but 
that one she well knew. All through the con- 
fusion she could trace it ; now lower and graver, 
now higher and more earnest. Whom was he 
addressing? whose face was he smiling at? 
Then came a pause, a little stir, and the sound 
of a springing light step. 



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" "Will it disturb you, Grace, if we play and 
sing P Tell the truth," said Cecilia. 

" The very thing I was wishing for ! And 
Cecilia, do, if you can, will you f only don't say 
I wished it, please, sing the glee, * When shall 
we three meet again V and the ' Land of the 
Leal.' " 

" Oh, you fix on such very dismal ones ! But 
I'll try what can be done." And down she 
went again. 

There were one or two airs and marches 
played first by Lydia and Christian. Then a 
simple little song by Nora Gay. That was fol- 
lowed by a loud, ambitious performance in some 
man's voice. Grace could not make out who. 
Then a pause, a murmur as of doubts and per- 
suasion, and then came her favourite " When 
shall we three meet again ?" 

Mr. Grant, Cecilia, and Harry Vane: she 
knew beforehand who was likely to undertake it. 
He had not lost his singing. If anything his 
voice had gained in sweetness and power. She 
was sorry when it was over. She dreaded hear- 
ing anything else ; but at last, after some doubt- 
ful random chords, Cecilia began " The Land 
of the Leal," and then broke down. She was 
supported by another. Again his rich tenor 



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blended with her sweet but rather thin treble, 
and tears blinded Grace before the last notes 
had died away. Thoughts which could find no 
words, half wishes which dared not find expres- 
sion, came to her then. 

" That land would be reached at last — at last. 
Long and rough was the way ; but one day it 
would seem as a tale that is told. Courage ! 
hold still in the Lord. Commit thy way unto 
Him and He shall bring it to pass !" 

These words of comfort stole over her, and 
before Aunt Cissy came to say good-night, and 
see she had all her comforts at hand, Grace's 
voice was quiet and calm. She could smile 
happily, and say the music had done her good, 
and she had quite enjoyed the treat. It suited 
her better than being one of the party. They 
need not pity her. Aunt Cissy blessed her, 
and wished her good-night, hoping the young 
ones would not keep her awake, but they 
seemed no ways inclined to part. She observed 
to her brother and his wife, when she went 
down, that she had found Grace looking more 
like an angel than anything else, quite wrapt 
up and delighted at the music. But she did 
not like that look — that patient sweet smile. 
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see her fretful or hasty, and aunt cautioned them 
not to keep her awake, and went her way home. 

Cecilia just peeped softly in later, and finding 
her cousin awake, could not help coming close 
to say good-night. Such a pleasant evening. 
Those two walked back now. Lovely moon- 
light and she envied them. Yes, it was settled, 
they were to go to the pic-nic, and Grace must 
get well. Mr. Vane was quite excited about 
the party, and had told her in secret, that he 
should get a band. So you must come, you 
see, Grace. You were wishing for a band the 
other day." 

"lam better here. No one will miss me," 
Grace half-whispered. At which Cecilia pinched 
her finger, and said she was very unkind to say 
so, when every one wanted her, and there was 
every one calling to know how she was and 
making such a fuss ! 

" A convenient excuse, isn't it, Cecilia ?" said 
Grace laughing. " But," she added, " I shall 
be glad to go if able, were it only to see you 
once more. You see my time is quite up, and 
I must go home as soon as possible now." 



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CHAPTEE XVIII. 

Grace did not go to the pic-nic. Her father 
had another rheumatic attack, and she travelled 
home that very day, taking a seat in one of the 
carriages, which went a little out of the way to 
put her down at her own door. It was a dis- 
appointment. She did not pretend to hide it. 
But the summons was from her father. Nothing 
but sheer inability would induce her to neglect 
instant compliance. Whether Mr. Bracy knew 
what his daughter gave up, she did not know. 
He made no remark and asked no question, not 
even though he must have observed her lame- 
ness. Miss Brown had contrived to get an in- 
vitation, and went with the Burys. Mrs. Bracy 
was out of humour at not being of the party, 
but did not quite like to leave her husband 
entirely to Grace, of whom she had lately taken 
it into her head to be jealous. * 

She contrived to spoil any possible comfort 
or satisfaction which Grace might have had with 
her father, and worried him by complaints of 
the servants. She made some sharp and sting- 
ing observations about Grace's visit, her gaiety, 
and Harry Vane's attentions to one of the ladies. 



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which she said had been talked of all over Hea- 
thercombe. The Buys had asked her if there 
was any engagement — their brother thought it 
could be no less. 

Grace answered all this with as much dignity 
and indifference as she could show. She feared 
its effect on her father, in whose presence these 
rumours were repeated. When his wife left 
the room, he startled Grace by saying, "So 
young Yane is come back, boasting of his wealth 
and fine prospects it seems. Old Vane's head 
is turned, poor old fellow. The rich son is a 
paragon. Well, and do you mean to take the 
voyage? How do you relish five months on 
board ship ?" 

Grace opened her eyes wide, then blushed 
painfully. At last she said in a very low, hurt 
voice, 

" You shouldn't say that, father. You know 
I broke it all off. We have scarcely exchanged 
a word or a look." 

" Indeed ! ay, ay ! he is sore. 'Tis his turn 
to take the upper hand now. Well, well, it 
is natural. But if he is inclined to come round, 
it is for your interest to meet him half way. I 
give you a hint because you are very likely at 
my death to find yourself a beggar. Keep 



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this news to yourself, but act accordingly. If 
you have a chance of providing yourself a home, 
don't neglect it. You understand ?" 

« Yes." 

Then she tried to amuse her father by de- 
scribing what she had seen, and spoke of the 
prosperity and happiness of the Banks family. 

"Yes, he was always a prudent, far-seeing 
man, matter-of-fact and dull, and a creeping crea- 
ture, who knew how to make a good nest." 

Mr. Bracy was in one of his bitter and sar- 
castic moods, and everything Grace mentioned 
was sneered at in the same way, till her heart 
failed, and the old depressed cheerless feeling 
crept over her. Then she strove to rally herself. 
" If my own mind was worth anything, it would 
be sufficient in itself to feed itself. But here I 
am, just as dependent on others' light as ever. 
If they are dark, so am I, and I only seem 
lighted up and bright by others' light." 

Miss Brown gave a wonderful account the 
next morning of the grand party. The excel- 
lent arrangements, the beauty of the view, and 
the pleasant rambling walks, and best of all, the 
excellent band, the dancing, the singing, and 
the return by moonlight. Never was such a 
party. She spoke of the Banks, who mustered 



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very strong. Miss Cecilia was thought very 
pretty, but she was a sad little flirt, and made 
herself very conspicuous with the gentlemen. 

" With any one in particular ?" Grace asked. 

" O yes, with Mr. Vane the younger. Every 
one talked of it ; though it is true he was very 
agreeable and attentive to every one." 

Mrs. Bracy carried this news to her husband, 
and he was very crusty with Grace all day, and 
threw out many hints at her bad management, 
and that she would have to work for herself. 
Her foot was too bad yet to allow of her walk- 
ing ; but she got out as far as the orchard to sit 
for half an hour. Her late visit then seemed 
like one of the past dreams of her life. It was 
difficult to believe that Harry Yane was actually 
at Heathercombe. Perhaps had she been about 
as usual, she might have chanced to meet him 
some day in the Green Lane, which she so often 
passed. She was almost thankful for her sprain, 
which put that out of the question. What 
would such a meeting bring, but pain and awk- 
wardness to either of them ? As it was, she did 
not go beyond the garden, and as he did not 
come there, they had little or no chance of even 
meeting again. She thought she should like to 
have seen him once more — knowing it to be the 



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last time — and to have heard him sing once 
again ! Would it be, that Cecilia married him ! 
If so— and it looked likely and probable — she 
might, perhaps, even for Cecilia's sake, see him 
once, to wish them happiness, and say farewell. 
Tears surprised her, as she went on thinking. 
She did not know she had shed them, till she 
felt her hand wet. 

It would not do for her to be loitering away 
in this manner, thinking idle thoughts, exhaust- 
ing her strength. She must be up and at work. 
No matter what! Then it came across her — 
Aunt Betsy is gone. How many must miss her. 
If she could but take her place to some few. 
Her father must begin to trust her — to give her 
more liberty. She had been weak in yielding so 
very much. Poor Miss Lee ! People said she had 
much aged and failed of late. Only she had re- 
vived at her darling's return. Grace would like 
to go and sit with her. She should not mind her 
little sharp speeches now. She could bear all her 
triumph, and love her the better for it. But 
she could not go there unasked just now. She 
must wait till he was gone. 

Then she resolved to try and make friends 
with Miss Lee, and perhaps make some of her 
time a little less lonely for her. That was 

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a pleasant thought to encourage. It did Grace 
good. She was like some frail climbing plant, 
throwing out tendrils, and gladly catching at any 
support clinging round it; there was strength 
to bring out leaf and bud — without it there was 
nothing but to trail on the ground, at the risk 
of being crushed and destroyed. 

Mr. Bracy got oyer this attack very soon, 
and before Grace could dispense with a stick, 
he was also limping with the help of one, by her 
side, in the favourite garden walk. He inquired 
if she had heard from her cousins. She was 
surprised at the question, and said no. Every 
day she had looked for a note. 

" Too gay, I suppose. Out of sight out of 
mind." 

Grace tried to contradict this, but as the 
days came and went, and no letter or message 
came, she did not like the look in her father's 
face. 

It was strange his taking any interest in it. 
Altogether she felt a change in his manner 
towards her. He was crusty and ungracious — 
sarcastic too ; but he talked more, asked more 
questions, and seemed to wish to understand 
her mind. One day he said, " Are you fond of 
your brothers ?" 



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"Yes," she said. "But she did not think 
they were of her. Bobert she knew best." 

" They would like you if they were wise. I 
shouldn't wonder if you had a home with one 
of them." 

Again he said : " Did you meet young Harris 
when you were at Fordbridge. Oh ! I thought 
you might ; and sometimes second thoughts are 
best. You were not wise there, Grace. Women 
are absurdly romantic, and cherish ghosts of a 
feeling for a real live thing, letting the real 
thing escape them. Not that I think matri- 
mony indispensable. By no means. Had I to 
begin life again, *I should be inclined to eschew 
it. Women are fools to marry ; but they will 
be fools to the end of the world — what of it ?" 

"Are you cold, father?" Grace asked pre- 
sently, seeing him grow pale and shiver. 

" Yes, I am not well. A strange sensation in 
my left side. Perhaps I am cold ; I will move 
on." 

He rose and took a few steps and then stopped, 
drawn together by a sudden spasm of pain. Grace 
was alarmed ! his countenance looked so strange. 
She beckoned to a man working within sight, 
and together they got him home. He was put 
into bed, and the doctor summoned. Consider- 



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able agony came on — a time of miserable suffer- 
ing — in which no help could be given. It was 
a dreadful night! Towards morning he fell 
asleep. He awoke to look round wildly, and 
asked for Grace. She was there. 

" Tell John I wish him well, and beg him to 
take care of you — Eobert — Judith — the little 
ones." 

His wife here came in, and seeing his altered 
face burst into strong hysterical crying. He 
signed for her to go. The doctor himself re- 
moved her. 

" Grace," he said — " Grace 1 I have been 
hard to you ; pray now for me, I can hear you." 

Grace bent her head and prayed. She asked 
for God's mercy and help, and pleaded the 
Love and Passion of the Eedeemer. Words 
came with no effort. Thanks to old church ha- 
bits and accustomed words, familiar from child- 
hood. When " Amen" had been said she looked 
up, and saw that all was over. 

They led her away. 

The doctor said the heart had been some time 
affected. Mr. Bracy's constitution had been long 
injured. It seemed very sudden : but awful as 
it was, Grace had no leisure for her own thoughts. 
On her devolved all the work. She had to order 



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and arrange, to overlook accounts, and provide 
for all. The little children were brought back, 
— so altered, so changed, and so shy, that it was 
wretched work to see them. Mrs. Bracy locked 
herself up, and gave way alternately to violent 
bursts of grief, and then to long intervals of 
sleeping. Grace with the two elder children 
followed their father to his grave. She was 
thankful to see Uncle Hugh and Aunt Cissy 
there. Their very presence was a support. 
There appeared to be a great many followers, 
but Grace did not clearly know about it, or see 
anything but the black pall, which swung in the 
breeze; and every toll of that bell seemed to 
tell its own tale. Her eyes were dry. She had 
not shed a tear. Hers was not the common 
grief of a mourning child. She was full of 
thoughts, quiet and still with awe, yet feeling 
immensely thankful at heart, — so glad she had 
never left or disobeyed him. She was with him 
in his hour of need. God had heard and 
granted her prayer! It seemed to give her 
new life — new strength to meet whatever should 
come. 

" It was gratifying to see so many townspeople 
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274 HOME TBIAL8. 

—for she and her brother agreed to spend 
as long a day as they could. " I noticed several. 
Mr. Vane and his son were close behind your 
uncle and me, and Miss Lee too ; she joined us 
at church. She is looking very sadly and much 
altered, poor Miss Lee !" 

The lawyer said that Mr. Banks was left 
executor, and an early day was appointed for 
reading the will and looking into the affairs. 
Grace expressed her conviction that things were 
much involved, and repeated some of the hints 
her father had dropped. Mr. Banks did not 
seem surprised. People had known of heavy 
losses and failures in some speculations, and 
were even wondering how Mr. Bracy managed 
to keep things going as he did. Aunt Cissy's 
farewell was even more tender than usual. She 
said whatever happened Grace had a home 
ready with her, and prophesied that things 
would turn out better than was expected. 



CHAPTEB XIX. 

A gbeat stillness brooded over the place. 
Men had left work ; the breeze had died away, 



HOME TRIALS. 275 

and scarcely a Bound could be beard. In the 
house every voice bad been hushed and foot- 
fall softened, because Mrs. Bracy had a very 
severe headache, and wanted quiet and sleep. 
The children were in bed, tired out by being all 
day in the sun. Grace sat on a garden bench 
in the front grass plat. An old grey cat, some- 
what of a favourite of her father's, glided in its 
noiseless way by her, and then on to the orchard 
to seek for game. A heavy beetle whizzed close 
to her face, and a large moth settled on a ver- 
bena near. 

Grace was wrapt in the quiet, rural beauty of 
the scene. It was a pretty place. She was 
thinking of the time they first came here. 
There was not much of pleasure to find in the 
retrospect. Grace felt that altogether she was 
happier now, in spite of losses. She was 
stronger, more hopeful. She knew that her 
fears were true. Her uncle had seen enough of 
Mr. Bracy's affairs to find, that when all bills 
were paid, little or nothing would remain. This 
place must be let or sold. This was the last 
summer she should sit there, or wander in the 
pleasant orchard. 

She turned and looked at the house. It was 
unpretending but pretty, with its irregular roof 



276 HOME TBIALS. 

and added wings; giving many corners and a 
depth of shadow, which showed well on such a 
clear, soft evening. The front was half-covered 
by creeping roses and clematis. There was rich 
abundance of flowers everywhere. It looked 
like a home. 

Who would next live there? What man- 
ner of people would sit where she was P and so 
on. Dreamy speculations, half-shapen plans, 
blended with old regrets and memories. She 
was startled very much by hearing a footstep. 
It paused — then sounded again. She felt it 
draw nearer and nearer. Grace was nervous, 
and a sudden fit of foolish fear seized her. 

It might be a beggar. They often found 
their way in. 

There was no fear; yet she trembled, and 
dared not stir for some moments. 

" Good evening," at last said a voice, which 
caused Grace to turn suddenly, though she re- 
cognized not the person who stood there, half 
in the deep shade, and veiled and shawled. 

" Do you want any one P" Grace said. 

"I want you — you, Grace Bracy. Do yon 
mean to say you don't know me P" and a hollow, 
mocking laugh sounded. 

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last ?" And Grace held out her hands and ad- 
vanced. 

" "Why — did you expect me ? "Why do you 
say at last P Who ever wished for me — or cared 
to see me ?" 

" We did— I did— father did ! But O, Ju- 
dith! 

" I am too late ! you would say. I know it. 
I saw his coffin pass. I have stood by the 
grave. I don't owe him anything, for his tem- 
per drove me to my fate. We had a bad bring- 
ing up. I don't know why I came now : some- 
thing brought me to the place. I hear you are 
all beggars. Poor Grace, you have done badly : 
still unmarried ; still a drudge and slave ! Well, 
when I am inclined to fret and be discontented, 
I must think of you. My lot is not over bright, 
either." 

" Where do you live ? Judith ! if you did 
but know the fears I have had — the horrors ! 
Tell me, are you happy: — settled — married — ?" 

" Don't ask such a string of questions, I am 
not come to gossip. Suffice it to say, I am pro- 
vided for, and alive. Perhaps by daylight you 
might find me altered : but see, look here, by 
this light I am to be recognized !" and drawing 
back her thick veil she looked Grace in the face. 

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It was the same regular, handsome face, bat 
with a half wistful, half mocking look in the eyes. 
She coldly resisted all Grace's attempts to touch 
her or to come in. She had wished very strongly 
to look at the place again ; and stealing in she 
had seen Grace, and so could not resist speaking. 
She could not stay : she was about to leave Eng- 
land at once. 

No, she wouldn't give any addrees. It would 
be no pleasure or advantage to Grace to know 
about her. 

Grace asked if she was content and happy ? 
— was she alone? — couldn't she stay a little 
while? 

Judith said she was happy enough, — as much 
so as others were, take it all together. She was 
not alone ; she had friends even in the lane ; she 
must not wait. 

As Grace forced a kiss on her, and pressed 
her in trembling excitement, Judith whispered, 
" I wish I had seen him ! If he had only wished 
for me, asked for me — but — " 

"He did! he did! The last words almost 
were — Judith — John — Robert! He remem- 
bered ail — ail. He was sorry ; he grieved ! You 
were always his favourite. O, Judith !" 

But even as Grace wept and uttered these 



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words from her heart, Judith disengaged herself 
and was gone. Grace thought she heard the 
sound of wheels and a horse's steps. That was 
the last she ever saw of her sister. Years after she 
heard of her, sad, painful words, that brought 
sorrow and grief into a happy spot. 

Surely, Grace thought, as she went to bed, 
there are not many such families as ours has 
been. What was it P What was the cause of 
all the misery ? Was it because God was not 
first ? And trying to ascertain where the mis- 
chief was, Grace lost herself in sleep. 

There came a letter from Cecilia full of kind- 
ness, wanting her to come to them as soon as 
possible; then, anticipating objections on her 
part, Cecilia went on to propose that she should 
accompany her father the next time he went to 
Cross Farm on business, and leave Cecilia there 
for a few days. She should like to see the place 
again ; and she was strong and active, and might 
help Grace. 

She went on to say, that of course all their 
little spirit of gaiety had subsided. They were 
very quiet now, and Lydia looking melancholy 
at the prospect of losing Mr. Bede for a time. 
There was also an ominous sound of an ap- 
proaching voyage. What would become of them 



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all when Cartwright left ? The two Heather- 
combe gentlemen were very constant in their 
visits, and really they both gained an acquaint- 
ance. Cecilia said they all liked Mr. Vane, and 
and they were whispering many remarks about 
Mr. Bury and a certain Nora Gay. 

This letter cheered Grace from its tender, 
unobtrusive kindness. But it only served to 
confirm her own ideas and others' rumours. That 
Cecilia would go out as Harry Vane's wife, 
Grace had no doubt. It was hard to lose her, 
her best, her only friend ; yet she dared not 
object or repine. She ought to be unselfish and 
rejoice for both. Poor Grace ! She tried hard 
to do so ; and much to her credit was it, that 
not once, by word written, spoken, or implied 
by look, did she ever insinuate her own sus- 
picions, so as to make it disagreeable to her 
friend, or with the chance of utterly breaking 
down the whole affair, which nineteen times out 
of twenty such words do, and perhaps are 
often purposely intended to do, by our so-called 
" friends." After all, there are but few really 
noble and generous hearts in the world. They 
are very generous and kind about many 'things ; 
but wait a little, and when the proof comes — 
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touched, and see how they turn under profess- 
ing friendship and frankness and say stinging, 
wounding, shaming words ! 

Ghrace loved Cecilia well ; admired and loved 
her, and was grateful to her. Even on this one, 
sore, tender subject, she spared her friend. She 
saw, suspected, felt, but kept silence. 

At this time Grace received another letter. 
It also gave her pleasure. It was from Mrs. 
Marks, apologising for what she had found to 
he unseemly haste on her part. Glad she was, 
that she had been better advised. She confessed 
her brother had been the best judge. 

Still circumstances were changed ; and while 
she fully acknowledged that Grace had been 
wiser than herself, she would not for any false 
shame withhold the offer of a safe and happy 
home for her, in case she should now or hereafter 
think herself free to accept it. In the name of 
the institution and its members she begged to 
say, she would be gladly welcomed there on any 
terms. 

Grace was thankful for this. It helped her 
on. Perhaps after all there she should be. She 
thanked her, but craved further patience and 
time. 

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CHAPTEE XX. 

Cecilia's promised visit was paid. She was 
there at the first turning out some of the rooms 
and packing up of furniture. Her gladsome 
ways turned the toil into a work of pleasure. 
Her bright spirit was shed on all, and gave it 
a light not its own. It uplifted Grace, and 
seemed to realise some old fancies of her own, 
only Cecilia turned common trifles of daily life 
by some magic of her own, instead of waiting 
for an imaginary set of circumstances. 

It was found that after all debts were cleared, 
there remained £2000 settled on the children ; 
it evidently meant the four younger, though it 
was not clearly expressed whether or no it in- 
cluded Grace : and the estate and house of Gross 
Farm, the furniture and plate, and his scien- 
tific inventions, some of them still unfinished, 
might prove worth something ; and one had a 
patent not yet expired. This residue of his 
property was for his wife. Some gifts of re- 
membrance, such as his watch, desk, and some 
books were left to each child by name. 

Mrs. Bracy deplored and grumbled, saying at 
least she expected to live on at Cross Farm ; 



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but Mr. Banks pointed out to her that the sum 
for which it would let would be her principal 
means of support. So there was nothing to be 
done but to try and clear out everything as soon 
as possible, and to advertise the place without 
delay. 

Mrs. Bracy took a small house in Heather- 
combe, — the very one that Miss Stafford lived 
and died in ; and thither the greater part of the 
furniture was removed. The rest was to be 
sold. 

Mr. Banks, as executor, resolved to place the 
children under the care of a respectable woman 
at Fordbridge, hoping to be able to bring them 
each up in time to some respectable occupation. 
They had fallen into just hands, and Grace's 
mind was greatly relieved at the notion of her 
uncle having to settle for them. 

While Cecilia was at Cross Farm, she liked 
taking walks in the neighbourhood with one or 
more of the children, as companion and pro- 
tector. Grace's foot was not yet equal to a 
walk beyond the orchard. Sometimes Cecilia 
did not return as she went out ; she brought a 
companion, and he would apologise for coming 
in to rest, or to have some tea. It was Harry 
Vane who so often happened to meet her in her 



284 HOME TRIALS. 

various walks, and he made himself too agree- 
able for Mrs. Bracy to be anything but very 
gracious. 

Often he lingered on quite late, walking about 
the garden, listening to Mrs. Bracy's regrets 
and sorrows, or talking to Cecilia, till, all the 
day's work fairly done, Grace, tired out, would 
join them for a quiet stroll, leaning on Cecilia's 
arm; or sometimes, having already stood too 
much, she could only sit on a bench, and then 
insisted on their not heeding her. She could 
watch them, and was too stupid to talk. 

She learnt to look on now, without even an 
additional heart-throb, or any sudden rise and 
fall in her colour, when Harry walked by Ce- 
cilia's side ; how he gathered flowers either for 
her, or at her bidding, for her to bind up and 
arrange for Grace. These flowers were con- 
scientiously placed in water, and served pre- 
cisely as all other flowers, neither petted over 
much, nor neglected. 

Sometimes, only seldom, though, they had a 
little singing. The pianoforte was to be sold ; 
it was still a good one. Grace regretted it as 
an old friend ; but she wasted no words on it, 
and only once said anything at all, when urging 
it as a reason for Cecilia to play and sing. 



HOME TBIALS. 285 

She never directly asked Harry to sing ; she 
could not. Yet she took herself to task for the 
cowardice, and hoped to accomplish it yet. But 
as Cecilia's taste was like Grace's, her old fa- 
vourites were not forgotten. 

Too much of this Grace felt she could not 
bear ; it upset that calm state she strove so hard 
to maintain. One evening, when he had been 
led on, first by Mrs. Bracy and then by Cecilia, 
to sing one after another, ending in a simple 
but exquisitely touching little "addio," Grace 
slipped out at the window, and was found miss- 
ing when the sapper was announced nearly an 
hour after. 

She had gone to the orchard. Overcome be- 
yond her power of restraint, fagged by a hard 
day's work at packing and turning out some old 
stores of her mother's, she had been glad of the 
seclusion, of the pre-occupation which made her 
not missed. They thought her still in the win- 
dow, or perhaps they thought not at all about 
it. So she deemed, and for once rejoiced. 

She cried as she liked, and for once used no 
self-restraint. 

" I shall be the better for it afterwards," she 
said. " I am foolish and weak ; I can't bear so 
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forbid tears — nature's relief — sometimes so great 
a solace. God sees me ; He reads my heart ; 
He knows that these tears are not sullen, or 
angry or even regretting that which is past — 
that which I gave up to please Him. He sees 
it is only my infirmity, — a last tribute to old 
times." 

So she arose, relieved and lightened; and 
though she knew her eyes were red, and would 
be observed, she came back quietly, and took 
her place at table, just as they were all sur- 
prised at not finding her, and proposing a search 
in the garden. 

"How long have you been there, Grace?" 
asked Cecilia, with a little reproach in her voice 
and look. " You are cold and chilled. When 
did you go ?" 

" Just after the ' addio,' " Grace said, meekly, 
and casting a deprecating glance at Cecilia. 
" I felt a wish to go to my old haunt, — a want 
to think over old times. It is the last. I shall 
not do so again. And don't look so at me," 
she whispered ; and she was unusually cheerful 
for the rest of the evening. 

Harry had learnt to shake hands with Grace 
now, since her father's death, and since he had 
visited at the house. To-night she fancied it 



HOME TRIALS. 287 

was a more hearty and friendly touch than 
usual, and she was glad. 

" I should like to hear him say he had for- 
given me. Perhaps my going away afforded 
them the opportunity they wished for ; and they 
understand each other, and that caused his 
friendly pressure. 1 ' 

But there was nothing particular in Cecilia 
to justify this conclusion, and Grace had still to 
wait. She sometimes felt impatient, wishing to 
have it decided, and wondered why they de- 
layed. Yet they had abundant opportunity. 
This visit of Cecilia's had been a gain to Harry, 
and over this Grace rejoiced. 

But time sped on. Harry's allotted three 
months was nearly over; and he spoke of his 
business in town, and looked anxious. Then 
Cecilia left ; and again Grace was alone in the 
dismantled house. They saw no more of Harry 
Vane, at which her stepmother looked offended ; 
but Grace smiled, guessing where he was. 

The last day came. Mrs. Bracy was already 
gone to her new home ; cart-loads of furniture 
were being packed and sent off to her. Grace 
preferred remaining to the very last, till the 
sale was to begin. She had begged to have this 
her own way. The little girls had gone to their 



288 HOME TRIALS. 

uncle : all were gone save one maid-servant, the 
gardener, and Grace. 

She wrote letters to each brother from the old 
home, telling and explaining everything, and beg- 
ging for a corner in their hearts. This done, she 
sauntered about the place, visiting each spot, 
each seat, and saying good-bye to all. Soon she 
might be an inmate of the Home. She had re- 
solved to accept the kind invitation, and go 
there as a visitor. It might end — and most 
probably would do so — in her remaining there 
entirely. She was free at last. She smiled 
rather sadly to remember how ardently she had 
desired this, and what arguments she had used 
to prove her desire right. A little tired, she sat 
on the garden bench, the same on which she had 
heard the approach of Judith. And hardly was 
she seated, before she heard another step. This 
time, hurried and loud, craunching the gravel 
and whisking it with a cane. A muttered ex- 
clamation — a stop — and then the steps came 
quickly to where she was. 

"They said — I heard — I should find you 
here/' Harry Vane said. 

He spoke loud and, as it seemed to her, ill at 
ease. She tried to make it easy by answering 
readily. 



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" Yes, here I am, holding on to the last. But 
I didn't know .... I fancied you were gone to 
London." 

" I ought to be. I go there to-morrow. My 
time is all but gone." And he came to a dead 
stop, and looked quite perplexed and restless. He 
stood first on one leg, then on the other ; shuffled 
his hat, and unrolled and rolled up his gloves. 

" Will you sit here, or shall we go in P There 
is only an empty room, and this is the best spot 
I think. Have you seen— have you been to the 
Banks lately J" 

"This morning. I slept there last sight. 
¥hey are very hospitable," he laughed a little. 

" She is a lovely, sweet girl," Grace said, half 
absently, and yet partly with a wish to break 
the ice for him $ for that he came to tell her of 
his engagement she had no doubts. 

" "Who, Miss Cecilia P Yes, she is a very in-* 
teresting person. It is quite a treat to see such. 
She is a great friend of your's, she tells me. It 
is new to me, you know ; for before I left, you 
hardly knew there was such a family." 

" Yes, one of the blessings of late years. A 
great comfort to me. She must be happy, she 
is so good. She will make every one happy she 
is with." 

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290 HOME TBIALS. 

" Indeed I think so. I hope so — and — and- 5 -' ' 
he hesitated — then went on abruptly — " I dare* 
say she will soon have the opportunity of prov- 
ing her power. She may not long be Miss 
Banks." 

" No," Grace answered very low. 

A pause followed, broken by Grace's saying, 
"I shall see her to-morrow. I go to Ford- 
bridge to-morrow — I must not stay here; they 
say I am invited to stay at the Sister's Home. 
Have you heard of it at all ?" 

" Yes," he answered drily ; " we walked by 
it one evening." 

" It is a sweet situation, and has a beautiful 
garden. A very happy home for lonely people." 

She tried hard to speak cheerfully, but felt 
she had failed. Her voice fell in spite of her. 

"And do you mean to make that your 
home?" 

He turned round as he spoke and struck the 
ground with his cane in a nervous, fidgety way. 

" I think so. It will be a comfortable one. 
It is not a new thought either." 

"So I understand. And you expect to be 
happy there— you call it home ?" 

" Why not ? what have I to expect or find 
half so good ? Besides, I like the life and the 



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work, and always wished for it — only — circum- 
stances were against me. And glad I am I did 
not rush into it, or what should I do now ?" 

She spoke as she felt, — earnestly. 

" I suppose it is what you like — after your 
taste ? You always were romantic — exalted I 
should say — and very religious." He sighed, 
then went on, " I suppose it is all right — I hope 
so ! I am sure I do really hope you will find 
yourself right and happy ; but it seems .... 
Well, it is growing late. I am keeping you 
out here. After all," he said rapidly, and hesi- 
tating at each word, — "I came to say good- 
bye I believe. I doubted — but then I thought 
.perhaps you would forgive me — overlook it, and 
though it is not very correct, and all that you 
see — 

"Indeed I should have been very sorry, if 
you had not come to say" .... She cleared her 
throat and began again. " But I hoped, I fan- 
cied you came for something else. I began to 
fancy lately — only lately-r-you were not quite 
so angry perhaps — that — that — you might tell 
— me — about yourself and . . . ." 

Impossible to utter another syllable, a chok- 
ing, stifling sob, resolutely subdued, and ending 
in a gasp. A pain too sharp to bear quite 



292 HOME TBIAIiS. 

quietly about her heart. She felt as if she 
must leave him ; but with great command over 
herself, she managed to remain perfectly still, 
breathing hard, but that was alL He was quite 
still too, and silent. She even looked at him. 
The clear twilight and moonshine showed his 
face, grave and troubled ; not at all the face of 
a happy lover. It was dark and uncertain, full 
of suppressed agitation. 

"Harry J" she said, her voice shaking and 
quiveriag ; " we have known each other long-^- 
I believe — I think we must always remember it 
and be glad about one another. If you can 
forgive me — let me hear of your prospects! 
Tell me all! I shall be glad; indeed I shalL 
If I think of you as happily married—it will- 
it will be a load gone off my mind — make me 
happier in my new home, you know." 

"Thank you; I understand. When I can 
oblige you in this respect— please you, I mean 
— I will do so. It is not settled yet, though/' 

" Indeed i not yet?" 

" No," he said almost fiercely. 

She felt frightened, and hoped «he had not 
blundered and done mischief. 

After a little time he said, " I had something 
to say — that is I thought— I wished — but some- 



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how I don't think you can understand me — you 
bo misjudge me." 

His face was flushed, and his voice had a 
grieved sad tone. 

"Grace! you think me very bad; for you 
consider me a trifler now; your words and 
thoughts of me show it. But I wished to say 
— to tell you — how I had thought and felt since 
— since that day. But for you, under the good 
God, what should I have been now ? I wished 
.... I didn't know for certain about your plan 
of this Home," he said, in a different voice. 
" I heard of it from Cecilia, to be sure ; but she 
hoped it would not really be." He paused. 
"Of course gentlemen are not admitted — at 
least such as I am — so — so — I had better say 

good-bye to you now — at once— only Is 

money of any use there ? for the Home I mean 
— I mean— would they take it from me — if — 
they knew all P Or — would you, could you be 
so good as to put it in your name?" and he 
pushed a parcel into her hand. " I don't think 
I've any right to offer it ; but it would be a 
blessing — a comfort — " 

" Tes, yes," interrupted Grace : "I will give 
it through Mr. Grant." 

" I say it now, because I shan't have time," 

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294 HOME TBULXS. 

he went on : " I shall only run down to see my 
old father." 

" Nothing else f" 

"Nothing else? What else hare I to do 
here? I don't know, I ate sure." 

"In plain words, are y<ea not going to be 
married and carry her— take her to Australia 
with yon taowrP" 

"Not that I know of : It seems not. I go as 
I came,iseetningly. Why surely with yonr views 
— yonr opinions — of me— you would hardly ap- 
prove of any one trusting herself to me, or my 
name ! I saw it directly in your eye— your very 
turn of the head. ' He thinks himself reformed,' 
you thought; 'why he is only lucky. He has 
had no proof, no trial.' Tou scorned me (and 
quite right too 1) in your heart !" 

" O, Harry, how can you say so I how could 
you think so ! How very angry you must be 1" 
and the tears, long kept haok, burst out now. 
She leant her head on her hands, and shook from 
head to foot. 

He sat down At the edge of the seat. He 
leant his head also on his hands, and his elbows 
on his knees. His fair hair fell over bis brow 
heavily. He looked straight on the ground be- 
fore him, angry, sorry, troubled and afraid. 



HOME TBIALS. 295 

" Well, don't fret About me.: I shall be all 
right again. You have ohosem your place; no 
doubt 'tis best so. You will be happy* happy 
as you deserve. It is all what I deserve too, 
every bit! You think me gay, and light, and 
careless ; but I have suffered too, though not so 
much, as I deserve, But what have I .done/? 
Brute, fool, to come here to set you off so, after 
all your work and trouble! Stop! do stop, 
Grace i It kills me! I'll go : I seem bom to 
be your bane ! I am going ; good-bye ! obly-*- 
Grace, won't you pray for me, that I may be 
IsBfpt up P Gob saved me from my own sinful 
threats, and I liked to think it was owing to 
your prayers ! God bless you ! God love you, 
Grace !" He got up and took a step, then re- 
turned and took her hand. " Grace, Grace ! for 
Gob's sake try me! Can you P Oh, were we 
not once solemnly pledged P I don't say (much 
for myself; I know you scorn me still,; but J 
am not what I was! I wish to foe igood! 
'Tis 'No I' I see. Well then . . • ." and he 
moved off again. " If you would but try me ! 
I think any very love for you would help to 
make you happy! You I have always loved, 
Grace!" he added tenderly, and -more in his 
natural manner. Then he came up close to her, 



296 HOME TBIALS. 

and stooping put his arm round her neck, gently 
raising her face to look at it. " Grace, try me, 
try me ! I couldn't get the courage to ask you 
— to even try to get at you, though Cecilia urged 
me to, many times. I shouldn't have come home 
so soon, hut for old father. Too soon I fear for 
you to believe in me. But you think so badly 
«of me ! and what can I say P I can't prove it. 
Grace ! Grace ! is there no hope P" 

She began to understand it all now. He 
loved her still : he wanted her to love him. She 
had ceased crying, and now she looked search- 
ingly into his face. Very pale it was, and the 
• moonlight made it more so. His arm gently 
drew her, and she yielded. Her head rested on 
his shoulder : he kissed her fondly, grasping her 
hand tightly and firmly. 

" Have you forgiven me then ?" she said. 

" Forgiven you ! Wern't they true words ? 

And didn't they send me straight into another 

. path P I was wounded, angry, perhaps ; but it 

-opened my eyes. I knew you, Grace ; I knew 

iyou had loved me ; I knew how good you were, 

without any nonsense, always good. It shocked 

. me when it came to that. Not that I ever was 

quite what they made me out. But there was a 

» foundation for their facts. It wasn't worth di- 



HOMB TBIALS. 297 

viding false from true. I went away as if I 
was shot. God opened a path for me : thiijgs 
were made easy. But I won't boast : ask John ; 
or rather try and prove me yourself. Grace, if 
you will take me and trust me, you will see ! If 
not now, say a time ; I will try to bear it pa- 
tiently as my punishment. In a year, or* more 
if you like !" he sighed, and looked so sadly, yet 
so brave. " You will see ! — I can't say more : 
promises are of no use. O, Grace, you do love 
and forgive me ; I see it in your dear face. I will 
never forget it : never, never forget this hour !" 
He pressed her to him again and again. Most 
earnest, most tender was his love. 

She was still confused, frightened and yet 
very happy. They went in; he said it was 
chilly for her. They sat in the empty, bare 
room ; one on a trunk, the other on a stool. 
The servant brought in a light, and said she 
would get some supper on the kitchen table if 
they would please to excuse it. And then while 
she prepared the meal, they went over the past, 
explaining their misunderstandings and fears. 
Harry had returned with the secret hope, which 
vanished almost into nothing as he came to 
England ; and when he first saw her — her fixed, 
rigid, set look, that day at Eordhridge, he felt 



298 HOME TBIAL8. 

he knew his fate. She had pleasure now in tell- 
ing him what she had felt that very day, and again 
at the pic-nic. He had let her go, feeling that 
she disliked his touch; while she, poor girl, 
was trembling all over, and almost ready to say, 
-" Harry, I love you still !" She told him how 
soon the notion had risen about Cecilia, and he 
in return said he had been desperately jealous of 
•every body, till Cecilia, like a true-hearted, frank 
girl, encouraged him to speak out about Grace. 
He went to seek her to hear all about Grace 
and her trials at home. He heard of the scheme 
of going to the Home, and dreaded lest her 
inclination should lead her to go there, and that 
she even considered it a duty to which she had 
bound herself. 

" I soon however saw that Mrs. Marks wanted 
-you for a Sister, and Cecilia as wife for that 
young brother of hers, whose return home she 
is always speaking of, and whom she praises up 
so much. What, you are surprised ! Did you 
never guess this P Fancy your blindness !" 

" I was so sure it was you always, I thought 
you must take to her." 

" No indeed ! I always have been faithful to 
you, for years and years. You know how I 
always loved you and admired you ; and when 



HOME TBIiXS. 299 

I beard of you as bearing so mucb, so quietly 
and uncomplaining — poor little meek, patient 
soul ! — I could have, many a time, caugbt you 
up and sworn to thrash any one who looked 
even cross at you ! It went to my heart to see 
you look so patient and smile. I knew you 
liked my singing; you always did; so I sang 
when I was asked. I knew you beard, though 
upstairs, that night when you cried; I knew 
it was the song whicb overset you, but I didn't 
think it showed any care for me. I believed 
you were sorry, and pitied me as a lost and 
unworthy wretch, and so wept over me and old 
times." 

There was no end to his confessions. He 
talked on and she listened, seldom speaking 
herself; she had so little to say — nothing, but 
to repeat the same words. "I always loved 
you. I believed only too readily in your doing 
better, But I never dared, never allowed my- 
self to hope you would think of me, or even 
forgive me. It is too much — too happy — I 
can't make it out." 

It was late before they parted ; and the next 
day he was to drive her himself to Fordbridge. 
He agreed she might spend a few days if she 
liked at the Home, while he was forced to be 



300 HOME TBIALS. 

in London. But after that she was to be at her 
Aunt Cissy's. Aunt Cissy had given her con- 
sent to him, and wished him well on his errand, 
and hoped Grace would receive him. Though 
she was to go away so far, she was sure Grace 
would be really happy as his wife. * What do 
you say to that, madam ?** Harry's spirits were 
all come back again, and somehow, he made the 
parting from the old home not a very Borrowful 
affair after all. He had so many kind and lov- 
ing things to say, and such a funny way of say- 
ing them too, that before she knew what she 
was about, she was driving down the narrow 
lane. 

They made a long round of it ; Harry en- 
joying the scenery of his old home that day. 
He asked if she could be ready to sail with him 
in a month. He would give up his passage 
by the ship sailing in a fortnight, and would 
take cabins in the one advertised fbr a month 
and a few days. Quick work, but an outfit 
was easily got if one knew how to set about it. 
He had some experience, and had picked up 
some hints from his Australian friends. 

Grace made no objections or difficulties, but 
said she must consult her friends first. In her 
aunt's room, amid a buzz of voices, exclaiming 



HOME TEIALS. 301 

and settling and arranging, she said, "Do as 
yon like;" "Settle it as you please;" "I am 
ready ;" and she looked both ready and content. 
To see her soft eyes rest on Harry, who with 
his impetuous eager way returned now, made 
them all laugh, was to feel that she trusted him. 
Her aunt, who was taking quiet observations, 
saw the look, and so did Cecilia. Harry too, 
chanced to turn in the very middle of some im- 
portant thing he was settling off hand, with the 
managing head, namely, Aunt Cissy, his eyes 
met hem, and directly his own became soft and 
dim. He stooped down, speaking low, as if to a 
tender child, appealing to her to vote with him ; 
hot Aunt Sarah observed, that afterwards, Har- 
ry's voice took a quieter tone. All his winning 
qualities took her mother's heart. She loved 
him for his great reverent tenderness, expressed 
in every look and word. A glance at Grace 
subdued his vehemence or checked a hasty word, 
though she did not even mean it or observe it 
in him. 

They would not let her go to the Home that 
day. They kept ail together, and let her go on 
the morrow, after seeing Harry off for London 
in the coach. 

The next day during their walk, Grace en- 

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802 HOME TRIALS. 

lightened her friends Mr. Grant and Mrs. 
Marks, as to the cause of her happy looks. 
The surprise was too great for poor Mrs. Marks 
to quite hide it. Such a disappointment as it 
was, to find it was not owing to the prospect of 
finding work and a home in her favourite spot. 
" O, Grace ! Well, well ! I thought you would 
do something more — better than that. Ah ! — 
yet, my dear, I do hope you will be happy. I 
hope you have chosen wisely. After all, mar- 
riage is of course a divine ordinance ; yet there 
must be some for whom such blessed Homes and 
such work is intended." 

" They are for those," said Mr. Grant, who 
had previously, during his sister's harangue, 
pressed Grace's hand in token of his good 
wishes; "They are for those who have eyes 
and courage to see and to do the work what- 
ever it may be, which lies directly before them. 
To such — to many among them, this work is af- 
terwards given. Not those who merely seize 
upon it as a new idea, and spend on it that 
enthusiasm and energy which is roused by ex- 
citement, but fails for ordinary purposes, at 
least not without strict self-examination and 
proving. There will be found enough, when 
once the necessity of it is received into hearts, 



H01OB TBIALS. 303 

for this work and life, without ever infringing 
<on other duties. All those who have its pro- 
motion at heart, should hejearnest in keeping 
the balance poised. We shall do great damage 
to the cause, if we allow it to take an undue 
place. There are many, many ways of serving 
God. Besides Grace was engaged once. 

" Yes," murmured Grace softly, " they also 
serve who only stand and wait." 



CHAPTER XXX 

Gbaob had only been two days in the quiet 
Home. Very strange it had seemed to her, 
finding herself among them, hearing their cheer- 
ful conversation, and seeing the quantity of 
work they did so quietly and so simply. To 
her great surprise Harry returned from Town; 
and at once walked to the Home. No, he 
•owned his business was not done. He had 
only seen the cabins he thought would do, and 
must write to secure them. Besides, why should 
he be miserable in London all alone ? A week 
would do all he had to do, and they might 



604 HOME TBIiXS. 

go there together at the last. He wee ee 
earnest in his pleading, and brought forward 
eo many good end pleasant reasons to support 
him, that Grace could only agree, and making 
her excuses to the good ^Sisters, she shortened 
her visit, only promising to come back and wish 
them good-bye* Harry carried her off in triumph, 
and they made a long round of it, strolling and 
lingering about in the fields. 

" One thing, Grace, I want to say, only I am 
such a rattle-pate, and can never find words/ 1 
Harry observed. "But never blame yourself 
for the part you took. If only women had that 
sort of courage oftener, they might do a great 
deal to save fellows from reckless ruin. I knew 
so well the pain it was to you: that it was 
solely because you hated sin and loved the good. 
It struck me in a new way. Not ait the very 
moment bat afterwards. If it is so very bad 
that a loving, faithful good girl will break liar 
own heart to have nothing to do with it, it 
must be a serious thing ; it taust be real sin. 
If you had hung on* remonstrating and beta*- 
ing, and so on, I should probably have gone on 
in a half-and-half sort of way, putting it all down 
to pluck and spirit, and a harmless kind of thing 



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HOME TBUXS* 805 

which women and old people were bound to 
scold at* I believe I should have gome on from 
bad to worse. Your decided act was like a 
sudden shot. It brought me to my senses, and 
after the first excitement and anger passed off, 
I opened my eyes, and I respected you ten 
times more, even though I believed all was done 
between us, and that you would never look at 
me again. I kept you in my heart. By de- 
grees I began to think, ns I lived better, ' Grace 
would like this; she would be pleased.'— So 
you see, you were quite right." 

"I have doubted it much, Harry; I have 
Buffered great pain, fearing your threats." 

" But you don't suffer now P You will like 

going to Australia ?" 

u I don't mind where I go with you." 
• • • • • 

" Why can't people go to Church and get 
married quietly any day without such a fuss 
and preparation?" Harry asked, when Aunt 
Cissy demurred at the early day he named. 

"I suppose you wish Grace to be dressed as 
a bride for one tiling.; and you will like to see 
your friends at breakfast for another P" 

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306 HOME TBIAL8. 

wears ; and don't we breakfast every day P Put 
it all together and that will do. As to fuss and 
speeches, I shall be inclined to run away if you 
try that game.*' 

So a very quiet breakfast, at which only re* 
lations came, was ordered ; and Harry had his 
way as to the day. The time slipped away only 
too fast. Grace drove with Harry one day to 
Heathercombe. She was to see Mr. Yane, her 
step-mother, and Miss Lee. The last visit was 
amusing. Poor Miss Patty could not, even to 
please Harry, hide a little anger and disdain, 
nor a good deal of satisfaction and triumph. 
But she came round before they left, and 
brought out her wedding gift, which was a 
handsome but old-fashioned tea service in silver* 
Harry said it would tempt the Bushrangers, but 
Grace admired and thanked for both. 

And now there remains little more to be said. 
Grace had her troubles and trials. She would 
have them still no doubt. But in her new life, 
in a strange land she was loved as she loved. 
They found John already married, and settled 
near their own place. Robert did well after many 
reverses and wandering over the earth. In after 
years he returned and settled down as a wealthy 
man at Heathercombe. With him his three 



HOME TB1ALS. 807 

younger sisters found a home, for he never mar- 
ried. 

Mrs. Bracy lived to be an old woman in Miss 
Stafford's house ; but she never took Miss Staf- 
ford's place. Of Judith nothing was heard for 
years. At last a notice, cut out of a news- 
paper, was sent by some person unknown, to 
Mrs. Vane in Australia. It was an account of 
a miserable suicide, committed by a woman, in 
whose pocket were found papers which led the 
authorities to believe her namewas Judith Bracy. 
They also discovered the clue to the Vanes' 
direction. 

One great happiness was granted to Grace. 
She with her husband, and some of the Banks 
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permitted him to offer this as a thank-offering 
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outward token of his own penitence, sent Grace 



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